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Saturday, July 31, 2004
* 12:27 PM *
what a time to blog sia..zz..now nth to do jiu blog awhile..cos going for mentoring soon le..den after tt work till nite..abt 11+ den will be back lor..sian sia..like tt jiu 1 day gone..nv do anything.. my eye become panda le lor..sadden sia..or shld i say it has been panda eye for days or weeks or months..zz..sad sad..no cure le la i tink..haha..everyday like tt..zz..wk6 coming..omgomgomg..counting downn..juz hope tt everything will go on smoothly bahs.. okok i have to go now..if gt things to say i nite den come back n blog liaos..bye..=]


i will never let you go

Friday, July 30, 2004
* 5:27 PM *
hais..now super stress up now..gonna burst into tears..sobz..so many things to do..24hr nt enough to use lor..this research tt research..dun even understand e qn how to do..esp fmgt..e rest they so fast..already say wan send us e part they done le..me leh? kns lor..simi oso duno.. how to do..read oso dun understand..im juz simply stupid bahs..hais..i tink i am not able to go thru this obstacle sia..no energy to cross these piles of obstacles..tutorials r nv ending..finish tutorials..projs..b4 i noe..another wk comes by..tutorials again..den ar..today cant find mrs lang..sian diao..maybe monday find ba..hais..so many things haven do..actually this sunday wan go library to do social research de..den ar..i tink i have to read fmgt stuff n do stats lorr..sadden.. wonder when can i go over all these obstacles..wtf!! arghh!! life sux!! simply sux!! -ccry oout loudd-


i will never let you go

Thursday, July 29, 2004
* 10:55 PM *
yawn..tired sia..juz came back from work..i today piang tutorial again..haha.. dun understand y things r becoming like this..hmm..hope things r becoming alright.. hmm..today ar..1 lecture 1 tutorial.. den yest i buy de laptop bag can fit in sia..haha..but suqing de canot..den today go pei her change..e person say tml got new de come..bankrupt soon le la me..have to pay $10 deposit for e IFA peer tutoring..cos now gt new policy..if sign up nv go den e deposit kana forfeited ler..haha..luckily mine is thursday de..den can go..cos my IFA is full of qn marks de..sian sian worr tml 2 tutorials only..den doing fmgt proj..so many projs sian diao..


i will never let you go

Wednesday, July 28, 2004
* 9:13 PM *
t0day v slack wor..whole day lecture..but in e end e time passes v fast than i expected..cos i tink is cos in lecture i do tutorial ba..den jiu pass faster abit..den cost acc dismiss earlier..den wait for awhile for e peer tutoring briefing lor..nx wk jiu start le..mrs lang hasnt give me e materials..sian diao..muz find her soon i guess.. den alot projs n probs lor..sian diao..haiss... sux sia life..so many things to do..yawn...den juz now when doing cost acc..den jie ask me lor..kns.. as if i noe like tt..in e end ended up talking crap..zz..den i doing ifa i keep write wrong things..make me keep cancelling..zz..jie's fault!! lolz..haha..den actually i say i wan to finish e ifa de..den go online..in e end i do until q2 jiu sian diao le..den jiu dun do ler..haha..den jie jiu say me..den i say..later if she online i offline lor..haha!! jk la..i say tml i morning do? but will i ma? say nia la..haha=x sian sian..now listening songs nia..sianz..zz..


i will never let you go

Tuesday, July 27, 2004
* 9:31 PM *
h0h0..t0day ar..nth much happening lorr..only like lecture time jie sit infront of me lorr..den she jiu do tutorial..den i say i do q3 she do q1&2..cos q3 theory..lOLL..den jiu argue back..haha.. den i ask her go home do liao give me e ans..=x den nth much happens ler..juz came online..nth to do oso..so come n blog lor..wah tml wed again..3lectures..omgomgomg..after tt still gt peer tutoring briefing..which means i will be seeing mrs. lang..omgomgomg..den tml maybe buying laptop de bag in sch..cos my laptop kana de bag too many scratches can faint ler..den today i from atrium de co-op walk to e pc centre there..den i c e blk72 coop..i prefer e pc centre one..cos pc centre is according to e model de..but at tt moment i forgot i wad model..den now i c hor..den is like i recall they sell de not my model de..cos is last yr buy de ma..den coop de..is by measurement..dun even noe e measurement lor..so tml go c c.. sian sian sian =x


i will never let you go

Monday, July 26, 2004
* 11:19 PM *
haha..siao liao..within a few mins im here again..y ne? kana requested lor by ahgong..say muz write abt him today..zz..cracking brain cells* u gt things to write meh..but u say hor if nth to write jiu write bad de..ok..set..this ahgong always bully me one lor! including yest =x n today..lolz.. den kana me bish alot of times today..he say can de ma..he owe me de..lala..ar bish* n thx for e pic sia..nice wor ;) err..den u say u in e pic..OMGOMGOMG!! bHB..juz like lover.=x *hope she doesnt read this* lolz..eh nth to write le la..brain cells finish le..


i will never let you go

* 10:56 PM *
y0z im back f0r bl0gging..n0w h0r my mind all qn marks n d0tz..jie dun0 eat wrong wad med..she v de s0t l0rs right n0w!!! s0 e bHB..dun0 she d0 wad sia..lolz..say i nv miss her..funny lor u jie.. d0t ar d0t ar d0t..s0t da0..muz send u to hougang chalet..triple triple A ward..=x suddenly now our topic tok abt hougang chalet de rm space..whether is it nice..spacious or nt..omg wad has gotten into me!! -.- siao wif her? nonononono.. lolz..wah s0 many pr0jects dueing..sian dia0..juz h0pe tt every pr0ject will b fine..hehe..from human c0mm..t0 tax..t0 fmgt..t0 s0cial.. 0k0k..st0p here le..this wk bz week sia..cYa ;)


i will never let you go

* 10:40 AM *
n0w 10+ only n i'm in sch now having break whereas my frens n jie go gt lesson..i extra..sadden.. den juz now gt human comm lesson lor..quite fun la..but e tr v boring..den me kana called wif peixuan to grp ourselves lorr..den jiu write abt wad frenz r...bahaviour helping frenz..behaviours hinder friendship..give me such a topic..den let me tink dao alot of things..hais..backstabber.. betrayals..all sux!!yest i log off early..n suddenly jiu slp le..although i no mood to slp.. by e way back to e huamancomm lesson..after write hao those fren de thing..den jiu paste infront ler..den every team 1 representative too explain lorr..den hor until my grp..all sabo me including jie..ar bish* haha in e end nadia volunteer..thx wor..lolz..den hor..aft tt got a roleplay..jie tio e mommy role..LOLLLLLLL lorr..orbi..lala..den have to scold a son cos he surf net everyday..den we say jie..muz well scold herself hao ler..lolz..now waiting for ard 12pm fren dismiss from lesson..den later gt social psycho lesson ler..den worst..later 5-6 IFA makeup tutorial..another 2hr break.. yest some1 ask me..duno me is go sch for lesson or break de lorr..but no mood sia..tonight duno how..walk 1 step c 1 step ba..haiz..:'(


i will never let you go

Sunday, July 25, 2004
* 8:54 PM *
it seemed today i blog alot of times..duno y oso..juz feel like writing..a typically slack sunday..face my laptop screen for numerous hours..v lazy..dun feel like doing anything except staring at e screen..did i say any wrong things? if nt y now i feel abit moody + sad ler.. hais typically alot ppl mood down..duno y oso..a sms makes me think of e word 'jealousy'..always say i dun understand this understand that..juz cos u nv tell me complete things how m i going to understand.. am i so hard to communicate..hais..is vinegar s0 nice t0 eat meh..y always chi cu de..zzz..y muz humans have emotions n feelings..can i be numb pls..i wish i could..ty..


i will never let you go

* 4:03 PM *
y0z pple..here i m to blog again..but e prob is..i online for abt 6hrs since morning..i haben do any researches tt i promise earlier on!! LOL!! den i help jie wif her blog..but h0r..hard t0 edit..c0s it's fixed ler..s0 n0w is l0ver t0 d0 f0r her ler..haha..den h0r earlier on my n lover play gb in e end jie find us to help wif her blog..so our gb is 1/2 way..den e timing juz counts down until double death..den we faster finish off b4 we continue..lolz..den we still hang in e gb rm..nv play nv tok..become msn tok..lolz..pro ba..haha..i stil nid 80k more worr..lolz..helppp..80k..1yr time? lOlz! hmm..i tink i tml bring laptop le la..lolz..cos tutorials finish le..bring laptop do proj le la..den today jiu slack..reward myself..lolz!! okok..cya ppl..if gt more things i night blog again lorr..hehe..byE..


i will never let you go

* 11:24 AM *
wah i v sleepy leh..yest slp at 3am+..den today 9+ kana wake up by daddy..cos actually go for hair cut de..but hor i call den e person today off..so nx wk den go..den now v slack lor...dun feel like doing proj research lor..haha..sian diao..den play gb awhile..now deciding shld i do proj or nt..lolz..so many things to do..i tink tml i bring laptop den break time 10-12 n 3-5 can do research or stuff lor..3wk+ to common tests omgomg omg..im dead..dun even know wth e tr toking abt..esp for fmgt..lecture i still can understand..like duno den clarify wif classmates jiu understand..do tutorial i understand..but GO for tutorials..i dun understand..lolz..gt communication breakdown..lolz..arr..sian sian sian..maybe now i go do abit research le la..so sian...a nice sunday to rot..take care pple..


i will never let you go

* 12:25 AM *
h0w i wish i c0uld g0 back t0 yr1's life..i hate e modules now..i hate e life im leading..i hate e stress im having n0w..i juz wan a simple life..wif frenz n all..y my frenz r depleting.. i dunwan this to happen..jiE is gd w0r..g0t s0 many ppl beside her..=/ gdgd w0r..bu xiang w0..sad sad..zz.. i abit sot la..s0 u ppl dun make any c0mments abt this p0st k..thankies..


i will never let you go

Saturday, July 24, 2004
* 11:39 PM *
hmm..juz came back from work..cos go to fetch mommy oso..so drag till so late..now i v lan le leh.. lolz.. juz feel like slacking n nt doing anything..lolz.. today mentoring v funnny lor..cos normally my mentee wont tok one..den today me one take 2 mentees..den hor they keep talking n talking n talking lor..haha..funny lor..either they eat wrong medicine or nv tk medicine =x den when doing eng grammar..they ma chiam oral read e qn so loudly..until me n huifang keep looking ard c gt ppl staring at us here or nt lor..hah..den they read e qn with e blank filled..if is wrong we all say e answer together..quite a nice mentoring session today lor..my daddy today still suan me say my mentee confirm nv come again.. den today v qi lor..i go sch do fmgt project..den i 1145 left e atrium..den reach e busstop 1150..den i tot i can tk 12pm de bus..reach my hse 1240 den go yuneng by 130 lor..den i wait for e 154 until 1230 leh..den i panic le..den i call my dad..he juz nice finish his work..i ask him fetch me..den he from his last delivery place hougang come to clementi..den ard 1250 ler..den from there go yuneng..reach there 120..heng lor..den hor..i canot say dunhab 154 la..gt e bus..den behind e tag put 154..den infront n at e side dun have e tag lor..den e bus juz pass by..another bus is behind n at e side got..jiu shi dunhab e front tag..n drive psss oso..den in e end while waiting for my daddy i go canteen grab bread..den come out..got 2 double deck de 154 lor..e 1st one v full..both decks full..den lower deck still gt ppl stand de lor..den 2 one quite empty..they come together de lor..i so qi lor..den juz now i work i stand at e door..i c dao 154..i suddenly "fire" liaos..lols..stupid SBS...nth to say lor..haha..today story quite long ar..lolz..nite nite=)


i will never let you go

* 12:21 AM *
0k0k.. s0rry ar.. i restart my blog again.. c0s my template v luan.. i every week like keep deleting.. h0pe this is e last time.. hmm.. n0w is already saturday midnight.. later m0rning still have t0 d0 fmgt pr0ject.. den have t0 g0 f0r slack de ment0ring.. den jiu w0rk till 10pm.. like tt jiu 1 day le leh.. fast rite.. den h0r n0w if c0unt m0nday is already wk5 ler.. wk6 c0ming.. wk6 bz wk.. 0r rather this wk5 is already v bz.. fmgt pr0j.. tax.. isp.. human c0mm.. etc etc etc.. cant finish one.. s0 n0w my tut0rials i try t0 d0 0n tt day ler.. f0r this week i succeeded in c0mpleting 0n that day.. s0 this weekend is stil alright.. can c0ncentrate 0n finding researches f0r vaiours pr0jects 0n e way.. i juz cant stand yr2 n0w. damn stress.. juz past 1 mth.. s0 many things changed.. whenever it's night time.. em0ti0ns start t0 get m00dy n m00dy.. nan de t0day i n0t s0 m00dy l0rr.. c0s l00ks like s0methings are changing? but this pers0n ar.. like n0 m00d leh. always hais.. den is like wan t0 ask wad happen.. always nv reply.. s0 i dunwan t0 ask u.. but i really wan t0 kn0w wad's b0thering y0u.. at least t0day u said.. but i cant nth t0 help u.. tt's my w0rst part.. i cant help u.. 0nly g0t a listening ear f0r y0u.. u always say me.. y cant u apply all e w0rds and put 0n urself.. u 0nly kn0w h0w t0 say 0thers.. muz take care w0rr.. muz rest well den can c0pe with any stress or any pr0blems ma.. we muz y0u3 fu2 t0ng2 xiang3 y0u4 nan4 t0ng2 dang1.. u r v gd at c0ns0le ppl.. i always t0k back bu lia0.. u always win me.. y cant u c0ns0le y0urself.. 0r rather y i cant d0 it.. tt's e problem.. c0s w0 shuo1 bu4 gu04 ni3.. tt's e prob.. juz h0pe that u will rem wadever u told me.. n say those w0rds t0 urself.. take care w0r.. *dun0 whether will u read this or not.. or u know who u r?*


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