Sunday, November 28, 2004
* 8:42 PM *
hmm..blogging time again..nth to do jiu come here n blog lor..ytd nite didnt manage to slp well ba..den tis morning abt 645 jiu wake up le..kana wake up one..cos going baibai my grandparents..den 8 jiu leave home le lor..den by e time bai finish everything is abt 10 le..den jiu go makan..den cos daddy eat v slow de..cos he got drink beer..den i ask mommy call my workplace de auntie..i can only go at 1pm instead of 12pm lor..den abt 1230 i reach home..i slack for abt 10mins den go for wrk le..den rain v heavily..den not much customers oso..den funny lor..got a family come in ma..den e woman still choosing wad to buy..den her husband den jiu come pay for those they tk le..den pay le..he ask me qns lor..ask me still schooling? i say ya..den he say at where..i say ngee ann poly..den he say 17yrs old ar? i say ya..lols..17 n 18 oso abt e same..no diff..den e whole family like tt jiu leave le..den i there -.-" cos normally is those auntie come ask me i studying where etc..minority is male de..haha..den i dotdotdot..den aft tt jiu wait till 5 my mommy come take over den i go home le..haha..till now i haven eat dinner leh..lols..frm 11+ i eat till now..lala..coolz..=x wont die oso..lala..no eat dinner no nid tk med! somemore i nv feel hungry lor..haha..my stomach no feeling one..lala..den juz now come home online till now lor..play a few rounds gb..den my di keep tio dt lor..sianz diao..end up lose alot of rounds oso..sianz..yawn..hols left 1wk nia..duno tis wk will go out ma..hope so ba..rot at home v sianz de..haha..muz haohao enjoy before i get serious back to studies le wor..haha..
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Saturday, November 27, 2004
* 2:54 PM *
well today a boring day for me lor..ytd nv blog..cos duno wad to blog oso..so today blog 2days together ba..ytd..did nth much..wake up at abt 10+..den online awhile..cos gtg for work at 1 ma..den online dao 1250 jiu offline le..den at work there 1hr free..e rest bz lor..den until mommy come abt 6 to take over my shift..den i go home makan dinner..den aft makan dinner i straight away go reply sms ma..den daddy jiu say me..nv eat med 1st..i say later la..den he jiu sort of nag n say..tk med 1st den reply sms canot ar..den i heck..until i reply le..den i go tk med lor..hais..wadever la..den jiu tok phone at abt 7+ or so ba..den ard 9++ go online..till 2+ den go slp..but actually is quite awake de..den lie on bed sms dao fall asleep oso..den today mommy wake me up at abt 830..den today ok..nv tio nag..finally..phew..den help mommy mop e floor..den she wipe stuffs..den abt 11++ go bugis there de temple baibai den buy stuffs n makan lor..den juz reach home not long nia..but starting from now im getting bored..no one entertain wo..sadded..hais..nvm..i shall face e wall till there is someone to entertain wo den..yawnn..tts all ba..i tink i go play gb or lie on bed or wad ba..1wk+ jiu start sch le..tts fast..boring day for me oso..tml have to wrk from 12-5..hope everything goes well..take care pple..
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Thursday, November 25, 2004
* 10:28 PM *
ahh hais now damn angry..cos today go out at abt 12+ den reach hm at abt 6..den jiu go out c doc n makan le..ya..c doc for my nose..n mommy oso c doc..den rite..i duno e doc for tt clinic is diff for day n evening de lor..den tis doc..omg..bth him..cos he say my nose..either pimple or infection..den i say is wad?he say either 1 of them..bwg..den mommy's turn..cos she keep headache..den e daytime doc tt time tell her is like mommy walk too fast..like cos old le ma..so will headache..den mommy ask tis doc y will headache..cos check e blood pressure..normal lor..den e doc say duno..he say for some ppl is they work den they like kan chiong like tt..end up rite..he give mommy 3 meds..1 is vomit/giddy..1 is to relax de..1 is to stop pain de..den for me..he give me e thing to apply in my nose..n 1 med to stop e infection or so ba..hais..idiot doc..
den nvm..jiu go makan..den during makan..den daddy duno say wad..he say he v tired..cos last time..he abt 12+ come out ma for toilet..den he c me online..den he say slp early den i ok..den juz now he jiu say ytd 12+ c me online..den since den he cant slp le..den rite..mommy change topic lor..say me..slp so late..den she v exaggerating lor..say maybe i keep face comp..den affect my nose..den daddy say wait got nose cancer duno wad..den become more serious than juz an infection..den they 2 keep toking lor..i was like..wth?is like no link wif comp lor..i tink im healthy..i can tk it..den they say me..slp late wake up late..den breakfast+lunch eat together..den eat so little..say i getting slimer n slimer..i was like..its only like in tis 2-3mths less 3kgs nia lor..say dao ma chiam i slim alot like that..bth..den on e way home..in e car..still say..k den nvm..come back home..i juz online not long..den suay suay e news report on more children r facing comp like 10hrs a wk..den duno gt wad thing..den mommy started to nag me again juz now..i feel like crying le lor..im going to breakdown lor i tink..keep toking abt e same topic whenever we r out for dinner..i noe they r like for my sake..but i mean..im know wad i m doing lor..if i tink im ok..jiu can le..so daddy jiu say if i tink im ok jiu can..but rite..my mommy..still continue lor..bth her..today my entry like quite long?haha..but anyway..gotten to noe sat i dunhave to wrk..haha..tml working afternoon..sianz..lalaz..okok i have vent my anger finish le..haha..=x take care..
i will never let you go ❤
* 9:59 AM *
juz woke up not long ago..cos keep telling lover go c her results..end up she c e sms lor..n she passed all! hehe..happy for her..some1 happy jiu hao..lala~ nx sem muz jiayou le wor..if not piak ur pigu! bleah =p all ur fault! make me nervous with u since ytd nite =/ bwg..haha jkz..but glad that all passed! hehe haohao enjoy ur remaining hols kk..lastly congrats n take care =)
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Wednesday, November 24, 2004
* 10:53 AM *
juz woke up not long ago..actually woke up once at abt 8+ den i slp back..9+ wake up..slp back again..den juz now finally bear to wake up le..juz now my work place e person called me..tell me which days to wrk..den tml 1-6 sat n mon 10-5..ahhh..so long..sianz diao..haha..den i feel like asking mommy to exchange shift wif me on sat..den monday ask her wrk for me..haha..cos i nowadays damn lazy to work long hours..haha..c how ba..sianz diao..ahh i wan go out again!! lolz..ytd go out le..but nx 2wks rite mommy got long leave lor..cos is e factory e company say de..den sianz diao..y e leave is not my sch starts den she tk leave..she coming monday..den till 10dec lor..1 wk i still hols 1 wk i sch start le..den still hols de jiu sianz diao..hardly go out?but i diedie at least 1 day oso muz go..if not everyday sure tio say..nv help her do this n tat..haha..sianz diao..i wan go out!! dun care..i go tell mommy..sch starting sch..let me go out again..lolz..nice method! =x sianz sia..yawnnn wondering tis wk still got any day will go out ma.. n sth idiotic is my nose..my nose inside gt 1 thing..duno wad lai de..yue lai yue pain..today is more pain than ytd..sianz diao..daddy ask me apply thing den c 1wk later how..but like..no diff? i wonder isit sth bad?hais..i juz touch softly on e nose jiu pain le..kns..hais..sadded..sianz diaoz..abt 1wk+ to sch reopen le..enjoy e rest of e hols k..n lover ar..i noe u going to know ur results at 12am le..but dun worry n scared k..i believe u can do it de! jiayou and good luck!
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Monday, November 22, 2004
* 5:10 PM *
yuppie..nice mood to blog now..lala..cos i enrol successfully! as in can be in e same class with suqing n meihui..yuppie! den jie oso same lor..exactly same..faints..relax la jie..i wont miss u de..lolz..my mood was like so tense b4 i enrolled..lala..but sadded is that i cant help lihui..cos she is lagging..den i helped her..but by e time i go in..she only gt afternoon to choose..end up she cant be in e same class as us..sorry wor..but at least u choose dao wad u wan ya..now tink back..omg..8am lesson..e days where i have to wake up at 5++ again?sounds sianz?but i wan morning lesson..thats e only way..haha..n oso huifang is in e same class as me for media i tink..if i nv rem wrongly..omg..so familiar all~wootz..haha..looking forward e IS classes?but hope they r not boring..hungry hungry hungry~waiting for mommy to be back for dinner..haha..yawn.. boring..tink tml going out or so ba..no nid rot at home le..yuppie!=p
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Sunday, November 21, 2004
* 10:29 PM *
juz came back from work..actually im not down for work de..den my mommy's hand pain cos of ytd work..so she ask me replace her lor..but quite slack..in fact i didnt do anything? except do waffle n stand at e counter waiting for ppl to come..haha..cos today got charity show on chn8..den alot of ppl stay at home to watch rather than coming down to buy things..somemore now r pri schs they all hols le..even lesser ppl will buy lor..den me n e auntie stone there..sit on e chair..haha..den me there eat snake..in e midst still sms..haha..2 more wks jiu sch reopen le..haha..yeah tml having enrolment..hope it will go smoothly..pls..let it be..n hope u ppl will succeed oso ya..take care n enjoy!
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Saturday, November 20, 2004
* 1:54 PM *
yeah weekend has arrived..it is a sat..woke up at abt 930 tis morning..den help mommy settle those vegetables..fold clothes..iron clothes..vacuum and mop e floor..so guai ar?but end up tio abit nagging la..haha..get used jiu hao..yawnn..going out with parents to funan soon to buy some things..hopefully can get dao e things i wan? lala..going to start sch le..n monday is web enrolment..wondering still got who want to choose e same as me huh..so u all leave me a msg tell me wad u guys r choosing k..lala..n omg..tis semester de timetable..some slack some is like v full? omgomg..ok la..but abit sux..haha..cos rite..normally..1st wk no tutorials..den for e past 1 1/2 yrs in sch..there r some days no nid go sch during 1st wk de..yet tis timetable rite..end up everyday oso go sch..juz that is shorter hours nia..haha..sadded..but nvm la..haha..get used jiu hao..hopefully that my enrolment process will be very smoothly..hope u pple oso =) hope our comps can be good on tt day k..juz for tt day jiu contented le..if not like tt time..i nv get dao e timeslot i wan lor..sadded..if still like tis tt means fated..haha..=x okok..going out soon le..will try to update soon!
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Thursday, November 18, 2004
* 12:36 PM *
hasnt been in a good mood since ytd nite..cos i reach hm ard 930 ma..den mommy jiu like nag me scold le lor..so not in a mood to eat dinner..so ytd whole day only eat abit only..den till juz now 1220 den go makan..yet sianz..has been eating e same thing again..cos juz tt sunday got baibai..den gt those stuff lor..till now still havent eat finish..haiss..sadded..eat dao sian den cause me dun feel like eating..i rather dun eat lor than to eat e same thing over n over again..yet once mommy cook le..i cant dun eat rite..so bo bian eat abit..havent eat..c already full le..hais..juz away in msn..dun feel like talking..or rather no1 talking to me..life is juz so boring..whenever i say im bored at home..my mommy will say me i nv help out wif housewrk etc..den only noe online n going out..hais..when i do le..yet she sort of say like nt enuff lor..hais..mood to e lowest..argh!!juz sux..
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Monday, November 15, 2004
* 9:53 PM *
it has been a few days since i blog?yeah..so return to blog now since there's nth to do..ytd daddy juz tk e evening's flight go hols le wor..thurs nite den will b back..so in e meanwhile jiu have to slp wif mommy..den can save electricity!! lolz..lame..lala..hmm..tis morning wake up at abt 830..den poms le jiu go out wif mommy le..she go dye her hair lor..den e person wash my hair..till abt 11++..den aft tt jiu go near bugis there de temple baibai..den makan le jiu go parkway le.. cos mommy say go there buy e shampoo ma..only guardian..den now it seems they nv tk e stock le ba..go where de guardian oso dunhave lor..end up..i buy clothes..zz..tis 1 wk i buy damn many stuffs lor..faintz..den actually mommy oso gt buy pants de..but nt suitable..den jiu go giants buy some neccessities lor..haha..today mommy spent alot $ wor..lolz..esp my clothes=x tis hols muz haohao wrk le..lolz..lala..sch reopening in 3wks time le..sianz sia..heard frm jie tis wed n 13dec gt mentor shower sia..but i wonder i can c dao ma..abit sadded la..haix..if e sky is gd..yet i cant go..i'll miss it man..bad bad..maybe juz not fated to c bahs..den jiu suan le lor..oso cant say anything..haha..juz have a chat wif di..he like no mood wor..di ar..dun tink so much le k..as i've said..put things aside 1st..focus on rest of ur Os papers n ur upcoming comp k..jia you!! sry that sometimes i like no reply u de..cos sometimes away ma but nv set e status..so sorry wor.. jia you n take care..yawnz..i shall stop here le..take care ppl..n play hard!!
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Friday, November 12, 2004
* 2:36 PM *
yeah finally noe my results today..k la..all gt pass..although nv dao my target..but anyway pass le..nx sem hope can jia you wor..hmm..tis morning actually put 815 alarm de..den 7+ suqing aka my ahma call..faint lor..luckily i like nt slp dao v soundly those..cos i put silent mode ma..den i still hear dao vibration..den pick up le..she v happy wor..cos she pass!! hehe..happy for her..cos she study reali v hard wor..nx sem we jiayou together k..den aft tt i jiu wake up lor..try to check my results..yet keep say e pg cant display..den nvm i go eat breakfast go back check at ard 820..den check dao..finally lor..as expected..every sem confirm gt a C+ one..zzz..feel so sleepy lor..cos ytd actually 1+ slp de..end up cant slp..den jiu sms..den till 2 or so..but still cant slp..shi mian lor..n cos of some sadded de stuffs..den cant slp..den jiu cry myself to slp..haix..cry dao tired jiu slp le..sound pathetic? but bo bian..cos e 1st reaction whenever i meet dao sad things jiu shi cry..that's me..tink my mood will b v low for e nx few days oso ba i tink..hmm jie ah..not i nv crap wif u la..somehow bu xiang crap lor..so dun worry ya..den juz now go out wif mommy juz reach hm not long..later wrkin at 6..sianz sia..haix..terrible..every nite sadsad de..die..=(
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004
* 10:48 PM *
hais..actually dun intend to blog for today..yet now feeling v v moody n low..juz had some chattings wif jie..share my unhappiness out..suddenly feeling reali tired of studyings..has been studying for abt 12 yrs le..yet tis is e 1st time i've said tis..no idea wad makes me say this..suddenly tink back..y i studying?cos of e cert?so tat can have a better life nx time? but tt doesnt mean we nid cert to have a better life in future rite..i mean even we have e certs..those high certs n wadever certs..does it guarantee we can b better in e future?studying cos of parents?so tt nx time can get a better job n able to yang them? studying becomes a responsibility..tinking of results out in 2 days time..tot of if im able to pass..nx sem modules..hais.. tis sem im already so slack le..i dun dare to tink abt nx sem..im getting slacker n slacker..no more motivation..only tink of play n enjoy..how i wish can grow up faster..yet i tink no matter which level u r at..there's a certain stress there ba..maybe grow up le..more freedom ba..nobody will care where i go..wad time i'll b back etc..suddenly hoping sch reopen faster..so tat when im at home no1 can nag me le..i keep face comp no 1 will nag me oso..hais..but so stupid rite?hols shld b happy n enjoyable yet for me it seems so sad?maybe for some days r happy n enjoyable nia ba..e rest r like duno wad..hais..needed some1 to tok to..yet no1 is free for me..but juz nice jie sort of willing to tok ya..thx alot jie..thx for hearing my craps..u dun keep sadded or wad le..ur thing is juz short period nia..tink soon will be ok le..n take gd care of urself k..these few nites..havent been sleeping soundly i guess..as in when i slp im not in a gd mood..or im sadded to slp..juz want to vent out all my saddness..besides jie..my alternative is blog le..i dun expect any1 to read..cos i dun there will be any1 bother to read ya..so ppl good luck for e results n enjoy ur hols..take care..
i will never let you go ❤
Monday, November 08, 2004
* 10:59 AM *
dont know wad happen to me these few days?seem so moody and down as usual..including ytd..as usual naggings..n some stuffs..juz wake up not long jiu come here blog le..no mood to do anything..v slack..juz hope everything will be alright..doesnt want to have anything happen..today's entry will be short i guess..nth much to write oso..a few wks before sch starts..n 4 more days to release of results..so many things happening on tis wk..haix..crossing fingers hoping for e best..all e best for ur results ya..n jiayou..
i will never let you go ❤
Saturday, November 06, 2004
* 9:01 PM *
hasnt been blogging for e past 2 days cos lazy ma..den now nth to do jiu come here n blog..ytd slp ard at 3..cos i did catch some slp during e evening time..so still quite awake..but today sat..den i purposely wake up early lor..at 830..purposely set alarm..cos mommy dun like me wake up early de..den since 830 i wake up she jiu keep nag me..cos ard 9+ i online ma while shes out..den when she come back she jiu keep nag n say i whole hols only comp n nth else..den i was like already fedup le lor..always say me..den she juz keep saying n saying..i was like abt to cry le lor..yet i've to control if not she will say me again..she doesnt care how i feel..being online is juz my way of passing time lor..n its hols..aft exam..cant let me relax etc..? hais..really tired of this..i cant stand it anymore..going to breakdown soon if this continues i guess..nx sun daddy going overseas le lor..den gt like 4days wif her..wif daddy nt ard..n somemore 1day she nv wrk lor..omg..i cant imagine..i have to b infront of tv whole day? she juz doesnt like me to b in my room etc..hais..n keep say i nv help up e housework..so today i go mop e floor..den she say my mop nv like twist properly..still alot of water..but to me is alright lor..is my limit le..den she will keep on say story lor..say wad..other ppl exam still can do housewrk,tc of their sibilings etc..yet me when i exam..ma chiam i biggest..dont have to do anything..den my mind was like..diff ppl ma..they more pro they can manage..i cant..wad u wan me to do?when she wrk in e day i was studying..so at nite i online play game..den she say me exam coming still play?i was like..hais.. u didnt c me study n u juz give me a conclusion..nv tink of my feelings lor..wadever i do is wrong.. i sit infront of e tv..den say im doing nth..when im doing sth..she will say im doing sth tt doesnt nid to b done etc..den she keep say..u go out c other ppl..who is as lazy as me de..haix..wt..i've enuff lor..tt time exam period..still say buy concession den hols i can go out etc..now like 1wk i go out once or twice den she jiu say me le..hais..as in she say i only noe how to go out wif frenz..hse de thing nv tc etc..go out oso say..stay at home slp n online oso say..when i help out oso say..wad's this?hais..n now..she coming back at 10 frm wrk..so 9++ later have to offline b4 i come back online..if nt she will say me again..hais..y y y..y is it like this..really damn tired of it..hais..shall stop here..not in a mood...
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Wednesday, November 03, 2004
* 12:56 PM *
haix another boring day..rotting and rotting is what i've been doing..online gb online gb..play so noob..losing every round..no more morale to go on already..getting sick of online..yet there's nth i can do besides that..so many contacts online yet dun feel like chatting..tis timing..going to b 1pm soon..can u imagine..1pm only..only 1/2 a day has gone by..seems so slow..no one to tok to..where has every1 gone to?some go out enjoy..some work..some exams..yet me..slacking n sleeping?gonna be a pig soon i guess..no 1 to entertain me..im sick of it..haix..getting low mood n lower mood each day..but who knows?only i myself know..i seem to be looking at e dark side everyday..no 1 knows how i feel..or even no 1 bothers abt my existence?nvm abt me..dont take it too serious..im juz crapping out since i've gt nth to do..haix..how i wish i can juz be gone..no more naggings from parents and i dont have to fan abt slacking n rotting..dont have to fan no 1 toking to me etc..yea..maybe i shld juz vanish rite..haix..
i will never let you go ❤
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
* 9:26 PM *
hmm..today abit diff from other days..cos nv reali rot at home whole day..wake up at ard 9+ den 10+ receive a call from mommy tat she feel v giddy n feel like vomit lor..so i faster go down meet her bring her c doc..den on e bus she keep vomit..luckily gt bring plastic bag lor..den she nv bring medicated oil..den she v xin ku lor..den she ask me go ask e driver go or nt..lolz..somemore is guy driver lor..damn paiseh..cos actually gt 1 bus stop e coffee shop gt sell medicated oil de..den mommy is ask me go ask e driver can let me go down awhile or not..but luckily e driver he say he has..so lend me lor..thx alot sia..hehe..den until we alight e busstop den return him e oil lor..den walk to e clinic..den walk v slow..cos mommy v tired like tat lor..den cos e clinic is near my daddy workplace..den is his lunch time..so daddy come meet us oso..luckily e clinic no ppl waiting..so v fast..den eat some med..den tk cab home le..cos dunwan wait..mommy wan to slp le..somemore raining lor..raining i go hail for cab..=/ faint..den come home cook instant noodles for mommy eat..so tat she can eat med den slp awhile..end up she no appetite lor..eat a few mouths jiu stop le..den she slp ard 3hrs ba..wake up le..feeling better..doesnt feel vomit le..hope in a few times she will be alright sia..tt's all lor..den jiu go out for dinner come back play gb..sianz..hmm..juz receive a sms frm sch ytd..say results postpone to 12nov..tat means have to wait for 1 more day le..10days to go still..scary..n ahma aka suqing ah..u dun keep tink so bei guan k..u can de..jia you!
i will never let you go ❤
Monday, November 01, 2004
* 9:12 PM *
ever since afternoon my mood hasnt been very good. keep having mood swing nowadays. =/ dont know wads wrong wif me oso.maybe cos of gb or wad ba.cos afternoon go play a few rounds,den mostly all games r cos of me den drag my team mate lose e game wif me.den keep scold me those words la.cos i miss e impt shots ma.den all like blame me lor.if not is c me rank low den kick me etc.haix.gb is my way to kill time.yet it makes me damn low mood at times.argh.forget it.im noob anyway.no mood to talk much.juz blog to vent out abit.hoping to improve on my mood.
i will never let you go ❤
* 12:50 PM *
blogging at this time..haha..cos nth to do..have been online since 10+ cos i lai chuang until tt timing lor..den come online toking crap to jie lor..today she abit sot le la..hmm..oops..not today only..i tink she everyday oso sot le..lala..n its not me influence u de wor..u jie ma..of cos is u influence me..lala..den had a few rounds of gb juz now..now still toking to jie lor..n listening to songs..today is 1st day of nov le..10more days to results..omgomg..im sot..lala..keep bothering abt it..=/ but anyway guess today will be rotting at home oso ba..coolz..my area is raining and e thunder is so loud..can blast my ear sia..=( boring day..yawn..
i will never let you go ❤
