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Monday, January 31, 2005

* 2:42 PM *

a brand new start of the week, monday. as usual got up kinda late as ytd slp quite late. but get to serious study soon after i got up. since around 11+ study till now, so decided to come here skive abit =x but after blogging get back to study soon. suddenly feel im so weird. today i studying blaw. whereas mostly studying tax..lols..but nvm..yet i spent 3hours studying first 2 lectures only..omg..4 lectures more to go..if this continues..meaning 6hours?haha..hope not..trying to memo some as i write e notes along..head is bursting soon i guess..=x friday had MA paper..only 1 word to describe - die..e mcq is alright..yet the section B can kill me..just hope everything is alright. after which went home then meet mich at spore post at ard 215..we loiter there for 2hrs..miracle rite..spore post can let us walk for 2hrs..lols..but no choice..haha..den ard 430 we took bus down to amk find lover..den kinda raining lors..den met a guy kinda rude..cos went to buy bubble tea..den we wanted to walk to kfc de..den this guy stopped us..wanted to promote to us n sell those donations tickets..then actually we wanted to walk away..then he say can we listen to him..ok lor..den we listen..end up mich told him no fate with him as in joke de ma..den e guy sort of rude den chase us away sth like tt lor..ask ppl for donations still this attitude..=/ den something worse happened ! =x mich and lover pian wo =x lolss..bleahx..*mich dun keep say u nv pian wo..u did..lalax...*tot is mich pian wo only eh..end up is lover ask her go bring me to eat de..pengx..cos i dunwan eat ma..sadded..=/ horhor..u 2 bully wo.. *jie..c c they 2 bully* lols..ok la..jkz..bth u all..=/ think it's time for me to study le..all e best ;)

i will never let you go ❤

Thursday, January 27, 2005

* 4:42 PM *

finally im back online..past few days unable to come online because of some technical fault with my phone and my internet connection..but now its ok le..tml is MA paper le..yet so far today im still very slack lor..maybe later better faster go n do e paper le..feel so sleepy now..suddenly got alot of feelings..alot of thoughts etc..earlier on feeling v down..luckily chatted with jie now is better le..thx jie =p somehow sometimes feel im selfish duno y..or am i being too sensitive?hmm not sure..but anyway..tml 830-10 test lor..after which think nth to do ba..yawnn..wondering tonight still nd to slp or not..lols..cos counted..tink ard 545 me have to wake up le..zz..den slp wad sia..haha..see how 1st ba..just come here to update only..now im at after common tests de mood le lor..pengz..hais..after common tests need to rush projects..sianz diaoz..ytd lover intro me this song "ai ni shi ge cuo" kinda long song..last time she showed me this mv..kinda sad..c le my tears will drop de..no matter how many times i see..im still sad abt it..i juz watched it..find e story n words v meaningful..suddenly think alot..hmm..but whatever it is..good luck to those taking MA tomorrow..good luck to those oso having common tests tml..to lover good luck to ur quiz tml..jiayou..=)

i will never let you go ❤

Sunday, January 23, 2005

* 12:46 PM *

here i am blogging again..because nth to do ma..now only 12+..later working at 4..to replace mommy awhile..but either work till 6 or work till 10..not sure..if work till 10 jiu sianz diaoz le.. boring sia..ytd lover teach me to play e game..play till ard 3 like tt lorr..pengz..from 11+ play till 3 like that..but im still not sleepy..den i sit on e bed think of stuffs till ard 4 den managed to fall asleep..woke up tis morning at ard 9+..now kinda sleepy..probably going to take a nap after this if not later i work confirm concussion..looking around my frenz started their revisions, im still hanging in e air..but i told myself..today is e last day of slacking..from tml onwards i muz jiayou le..hope everything is alright..that day friday night out of sudden kinda low mood, worrying about common tests etc..it seems no matter how hard i tried, i just couldnt get e correct ans etc.. started to worry..dont have e morale to study either..already in cny mood..i myself wondering y am i always so stress..always give myself so much pressure only make myself even more miserable..but cant help it..hoho 2 days nv tok to jie le..wondering tonight will c dao her online ma..haha..cos we always tok crap de..tts y fated to be jie mei bleahx =x shall stop blogging le.. everyone jia you k =) believe in ourselves..we are able to do it =p

i will never let you go ❤

Thursday, January 20, 2005

* 8:09 PM *

wondering whats wrong with me..this 2 days kinda low mood..although lesser abt 1-2 projects..but what's worse..tests coming on nx fri..which is like almost 1 wk away where i didnt touch on anything..ytd was e open house den mich went to nyp ask lover bring her to tour her school den after that ard 4 reach my sch den ask me bring them ard lorr..den luckily ytd dismiss early..so nv let them wait v long..den v fast jiu walk finish le..den bring them to canteen1 for dinner then jiu go home le..den go home type e tax tutorial cos i was told to present today..type kinda long..till 2+ but end up ard 3 i den manage to fall asleep i guess..cos of some stuffs..den woke up at 630 tis morning..so kinda sleepy..but glad tat today no nd rush tutorials..cos tml is a public holiday..n study break starting..now suddenly feel my laptop screen shaking..but actually it's not..is my head..like abit giddy and spinning kind..recently keep stomachpain also..dont know y..hope tat tml wil be a better day..recently many ppl ard me low mood le..dun no mood k..no matter its abt studies or wad..juz dun go n tink so much k..everything will b alright..n this applies to me also..tired of studies..today FIT lecture..i half sleeping half awake..den suqing keep sort of wake me up..worse stiil..still tickle me once..end up i become kinda awake ler..den before going to tax i told lihui i confirm fall asleep one..den she say give me 2slaps..she say enuff? i say not enuff..den she say give more den..pengz..sianz diaoz..now scanning comp..all e best to e coming common tests ya..n good luck in everything u ppl do..take care..

i will never let you go ❤

Saturday, January 15, 2005

* 9:59 PM *

this morning finally found e common test timetable..i tink probably tt day i couldnt find it..n e timing just sux lor..hais..timetable as follows:

28 Jan (Friday) - Management Accounting 1 [MA1]
2 Feb (Wednesday) - Taxation 2 [TAX]
3 Feb (Thursday) - Business Law [BLAW]
4 Feb (Friday) - Regulatory Framework of Accounting [RFA]

bad timetable rite..all so cramped up..esp e last 3 days..how to study blaw? it needs alot of memory work..how to memo in 1 day? hais..prepare to fail it sia..how to rem e case laws? so many cases to memo..n e theory..13days more to e 1st paper..somemore is a 830am paper lor..tink e nite before no need to slp again..with this timetable up here..make me even more stress..but it's to remind myself..time to settle down for serious ya..knskns..stress sia..=( getting more n more stress..n somemore today tio nag by my mommy again..dun wish to elaborate too much..but e feeling juz sux..lalaz..yawn..dun feel like typing long entry..bad day..bad weekend.. hope everything will be alright..

i will never let you go ❤

Thursday, January 13, 2005

* 9:46 PM *

just managed to type finish my FIT proj..tml going to let them see and edit..cos really dont know am i walking on e correct path..everything seems just so strange and unfamiliar to me..suddenly feel very lost of what to do..feel very unsecured..it seems im dead for this semester..so many projs dueing..yet i dont know wad i am trying to do either..just now went to do my blaw tutorial..5qns i have done 3..e another 2 not really sure..so didnt work on it..n after today's tax lecture, i headed home..lazy to go out for dinner, so called parents to pack food for me..n started to work on blaw..and after which came online to work on my FIT part..it seems really tough for me..still got utm draft to work on..utm mcq quiz on monday..with common tests coming..and projs dueing after cny week, it makes me feel even more scared and unsecured..today e lecturer say common test timetable is out..and tax2 is on 2feb..yet i went to look out for e timetable, it is not posted out..or have i missed it out?cos my fren oso couldnt find it..well..although there's no common tests for FIT but 4 modules still..very heavy..why should i study..suddenly feel that my head is very heavy..like alot of problems n stress inside..which will never be released..hais..dont want to blog anymore..tired..

i will never let you go ❤

Saturday, January 08, 2005

* 1:32 PM *

well..it has been a long time ever since i blog..wad can i say abt tis wk? it's all projs n projs n projs..even tis weekend still have to work on it i guess..terrible horrible incorrigible vegetable..so fast going to b wk6 le..guess wad..before i knew..projs are dueing..tests r coming..suddenly feel e stress..worried tat i cant survive for tis semester..couldnt take it..projs n projs..ytd break time went to lib to discuss blaw proj..n we r keep picking e english prob..n had a great laugh abt it.. finally FIT we already settle e company..took us quite a long time..finally i've found a company tt e english is simple n can be understood..none of us picked e eng prob again..suddenly feel i gt so much to do tis weekend..sq report..fit..blaw..omg..how i wish each day has more hours..reali hate it..s t r e s s ..tutorials not done yet..yet y m i still online..haix..sadded..dont want to write le..sianz diaoz..

i will never let you go ❤

Sunday, January 02, 2005

* 9:15 PM *

ahh..now super duper sadded..today whole day v slackk..morning go out makan with parents den abt 12+ lie on bed den abt 3 den slp..slp dao 5+ daddy wake me up to eat dinner den till now here im online..i havent do my pqs mindmap..tutorials still have some undone..den my mouth now inside like ulcer like tt..got machaim 1 punch inside..abit pain..but at least still can eat..so i tried to apply e cream tt i c doc tt time de..cham manz..den cos of tis ulcer jiu sianz diao le..den juz now come online tok to jie only..she today ki siao..pengz..den she go piggyland early..now left me alone here again..have been playing online pool..of cos got win n lose..n i keep drink water n keep running for toilet of cos..tink going to do some mindmap aft blogging..n gonna print utm stuffs..almost forgot..cos huifang ask me print for her..den i suddenly realise..haha..cant blame..stm..so many projs dueing on wk7..yet didnt touch..omg..tt's bad..feel reali bored n no mood..haix..so many msn contacts..yet it's like no one to talk to huh..hmm..bad..bad social circle.. tt's me..cant be blame..guess today's entry will be short ba..nth much to write too..take care..tata~

i will never let you go ❤

Saturday, January 01, 2005

* 11:35 AM *

hehe first blog for the year 2005..hope this year there will be no more disasters or any break-outs..ytd is new yr's eve..had lesson from 9-1..starting had blaw tutorial..den i was there writing tutorials ans on transparencies..den ade pull me go out present..but i sit there nia...she tok lor..den e tutor ask qns..i blurblur..den in class was writing bdae cards for lihui n meibao for their belated bdae..den when tutorial end..den my cls they all buy tidbits lor..as in a way to celebrate lihui,meibao,marilyn n my bdae lor..den they bought me a skirt lor..pengz..mommy n maria keep ask me open..den is like is already open juz open e plastic bag can le..haha..den pengz lor..they ask me go try e size c can or nt..den i say lecture starting..den i walk away..lols..den bought lihui water bottle..n a beckham de bk like tt for meibao..hope u ppl like it wor..n thx alot ppl..they still ask me tuesday wear e skirt pengz..den lihui say chi new yr wear ma..den i hannor..den aft tt go for rfa lecture..den keep passing e tidbits ard..dun dare to eat alot..if not wait i sick i cham..so i eat 1 per tidbit..haha..den end lecture jiu go bus stop tk bus home le..go home slack lor..online whole day..still gt pqs proj haven do..sianz diaoz..hmm den ytd actually tink got go out wif jie n lover de..end up nv lor..cos keep discuss dao end up quite late le..den i cant go home late ma..end up nv go..den juz now morning go out makan wif parents den now come online tok lor..den tink ltr going out ba..glad tt lover de fren is safe n sound frm india wor..can relieve le..den i suddenly rem i gt 1 pri sch fren tt time she go india aft her A level..wonder how is she now..hais.. since xmas eve she nv online le leh..kinda worried..yet dont have her contact lor..oso duno how..hoping she is alright too..i guess this disaster is the worst thing ever in the year 2004 ba.. reali hope tat none of these things will happen again..n peace is all around..and reali thx alot my classmates n frens for e greetings..reali had a nice n enjoyable bdae by u pple =) n oso to meibao n lihui happy belated bdae wor..all ur dreams come true and all e best in ur studies and whatever u do =p take care..

i will never let you go ❤