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Sunday, June 26, 2005
* 11:47 AM *
disappointment is back to me once again. this feeling is damn bad. why am i being treated this way ? sobz ~ hardly i have a weekend which i will stay at home throughout, and only work. no life at all. hais ~ breakdown is a process ; it`s a hard & tough & tong ku process.


i will never let you go

Saturday, June 25, 2005
* 9:14 PM *
sat - worked 5 hours. tutorials un-touched. no mood to do. mood swing. just cos of 1 problem. this problem will never be solved. i`m so vexed hais ~ no one can help me. sometimes wonder am i doing the right thing. why i just feel so weird sobz - don`t want to update le. tired -


i will never let you go

Friday, June 24, 2005
* 3:22 PM *
phew ~ i`m at home now. friday and it`s a half day for me. reached school at 830 and it was raining heavily so strolled to the LT & changed into my formal wear. luckily didn`t change it to school if not i guessed i`ll be drenched. end lecture at around 1045. walked slowly to afa tutorial and had presentation. my group is the 2nd group to present. nervous is all what i can say. hahas. qns are given but still alright. luckily my tutor gave us 20mins. but she asked us try to shorten within 15mins for the next 2 presentations. just email my epm part to my group mate. sorry for the delay as i was held up by this afa presentation. projects are making all of us stressed up and lecturers are emphasizing on common tests =( worried - stress - seems lagging behind.


i will never let you go

Thursday, June 23, 2005
* 11:52 PM *
omg ! i`m getting stress. tomorrow is the afa presentation and i just so-called settled the ppt slides. no time to rehearse. wondering will we have a time to rehearse and time among ourseleves ? got to bring formal clothes tomorrow. so tired & sleepy after a long day. guess i`m turning in soon. keep on yawning and yawning. all the best to my group and other groups presenting tomorrow ~


i will never let you go

Wednesday, June 22, 2005
* 9:52 PM *
stressful day ~ today claw tutorial is a funny one. but the atmosphere is always very tense. being asked a question who is the minister of finance. -.-" stunned - but anyway came home did afa ppt slides, going to present on friday. do until headache so around 7+ go and lie awhile, then 8 woke up. and did until just now. yawns * this semester i`m totally lost in my work, espeically claw ; audit2 & ma2. ma2 is getting tougher and tougher. sobz -


i will never let you go

Tuesday, June 21, 2005
* 8:56 PM *
today started with raining ! yeah cooling and a good weather to sleep in huh ? but NO ! lectures & tutorials are waiting for me. [ scarstic =x ] but something funny happened to me this morning ! around 7++ near 8, suqing sms-ed and said she had a headache so no need wait for her. about 8+ meihui sms-ed me say she`ll be late. awhile later is lihui sms-ed me ! lolz ! gals ar ~ you all hen cute horr, always take turn -.-" but anyway, reached the LT at 850am. then Ms. Ng was asking the 4 of us who reached the LT earlier whether interested on going China for APT. surprised that she remembered my name lolz =x did afa project during break time and had 2 tutorials after which - audit2 & marketing. the marketing tutor is really getting more and more cmi. hais ~ monotone making me feel sleepy ~ too tired to entertain to his questions at all ~ let my class draw lots for afa presentation this week - friday. we took the 2nd one. well ~ scary ~ no time to rehearse i guess because before that is marketing lecture. lolz. yawns * afa & epm dueing. don`t feel like doing claw =x so complicating & boring. oh my ! got to pull up my socks manz ~


i will never let you go

Monday, June 20, 2005
* 6:40 PM *
sorry for not blogging for the past weekend. forgot to do so oops ! let me recall : saturday - worked from 10am - 3pm. then came home and chatted whole day with mich ! hahas. oh my, our chattings are simply non-stop and we just accompanied each other the whole day simply like that =x

for sunday, meet up with mich ; jolin ; & her 3 classmates to queensway to get some stuffs bought. after which idiotic things followed up ! took a bus with mich to jurong east interchange & changed a bus to creative as she needed to get her mp3 replaced. but we end up "trekking" in tops + skirts + slippers. LOL ! cos we last minute pressed the bell, and ended up the bus went further on to the next stop - the beginning of AYE. thus we walked back to the previous busstop & further more to creative building and reached on time before they closed their customer service centre phew ~ what`s next ? waited a bus to go jurong point & bought food up to to eat. mich - long john & me - kfc. we were just like hungry ghosts * shake head * managed to reach home before 10pm =x

hmms today a 1-5 IS lesson, yet meet up with my EPM group mates for project. didn`t have lunch sobz * was damn lunch during my WISP class =( and the movie glory sort of making me to cry OMG ! though it was violent, yet it has its touching side. where they gave up their freedom & family to fight the battle. though in the end they lost and there`s alot of casualities but their spirit is recommendable !

that`s all ! got to work on projects !


i will never let you go

Friday, June 17, 2005
* 2:48 PM *
wee ~ came back from school an hour plus ago. had marketing lecture only, after which went to level 5 with lihui to print stuffs and post our wisp group response. haha ! had a fun " english " session between us lolz ! stomachs are protesting and off we went home. mommy packed lunch for me lalax ~ did my tutorials and here i am online. contacts are so quiet think mainly are having lessons now bahs. got to work tomorrow 10am - 2 or 3pm, depends on my mommy hehe ~ wonder what`s up next ? sleepy me *


i will never let you go

Thursday, June 16, 2005
* 6:35 PM *
another long day. a dreadful and dragging day. was so sleepy when i woke up and i slept all the way till the school busstop. haha ! 1 tutorial & 2 lectures. copying and copying is what i can do. but do i really absorb all ? oh my ! i can`t skive anymore ! projects dueing ; common tests in 1 month + time & what`s next ? exams in 2months + time. lecturers and tutors have been emphasizing these on us ! and after exam what`s next ? attachment ! whaha ! see this schedule i can just cry out loud man ~ save us ~ lols. but anyway tomorrow will be a pretty short day for me - only marketing lecture in the morning after which print some notes & slacking ! yawning & yawning ~ needed my beauty sleep badly ~


i will never let you go

Wednesday, June 15, 2005
* 11:50 PM *
wee ~ today only had MA lecture for me as claw is an e-tutorial. feel so lazy now. still typing my afa e-tutorial answer lolz. but don`t think can balance =x but at least i`ve tried ya ! got to wake up early tomorrow yawns *


i will never let you go

Tuesday, June 14, 2005
* 8:05 PM *
sobz ~ i`m going ben kui le. yet those whom i can talk to are unavailable. sobz ~ started with the day nice & well yet ended like hell. dead -


i will never let you go

Monday, June 13, 2005
* 8:26 PM *
the starting of the week - monday. wisp as usual watch 2 group presentations followed by a movie - glory. kinda violent movie featuring the revolution times. training the soldiers but quite a funny movie, gonna continue watching next week. has something new for epm - debating. but i was too cold down there shivering. lolz. got to do afa project tomorrow and epm project on wednesday. tight week ! yawns *


i will never let you go

Sunday, June 12, 2005
* 10:54 PM *
tutorials un-touch omg. =x today slept all the way till 11am. i know i pig =( went to town - walked from ps to taka. leg exercise - can grow taller =x it seems problems are everywhere ~ hope all problems will have a solution soon ~ take care. huggies *


i will never let you go

Saturday, June 11, 2005
* 11:56 PM *
today work for hours. 10am-2pm after which 6pm-10pm. because mommy is at the main branch working 9am-830pm poor her ~ so i have to replace her here at night lorr. morning was busy whereas at night almost fell asleep sitting down there. haha. stomach was growling just now when i was working. because i ate my lunch at 2+ after i came back from work. it`s like impossible 3hours+ later i eat dinner nor so i came back and eat instant noodles. somemore is daddy cook for me de =x cos i bully him lalax ~ haven`t touch any tutorials yet or should i say i touch every module few questions only ? lolz. nevermind la i shall see how. see my mood ~ lolz. change a new midi- duan dian. quite meaningful song yup ! well ending off ~


i will never let you go

Friday, June 10, 2005
* 8:26 PM *
marking the end of weekdays which means weekends are coming. yet i`m not happy at all. why is there so many restrictions for me ? i just don`t understand. hais -

anyway today had a short day. after afa tutorial went to level 6 with honghwee because using his laptop to print our afa projects need de annual reports, so much to print. make me wasted whole stack of 70-80 papers nor. then came meihui ; lihui & huifang. machiam i`m having gathering sia. then lihui chatted with us abit and she went off meet her group mates for project lerx. then huifang be my printer lady whereas i`m her printer lady. hahas. then poor meihui`s papers being taken by people so many times until she no more paper left though she brought alot. huifang most kelian, she only print 1 company jiu need 90 papers -.-" end up she brought 40 only, then i gave her my remaining 10 sheets so she had to go and buy another 40 sheets more. but anyway all printed finish lerx, must get started lerx. but kinda lazy la =x

weekends ~ hais -


i will never let you go

Thursday, June 09, 2005
* 8:17 PM *
yeah i`m getting better, thanks for you guys` concern =) today is the 1st time i didn`t yawn in the lectures, neither do i find today`s lectures boring at all because at last i could sort of absorb the information in. maybe it`s time to change my perception towards lectures ? HMMs.. but anyway had lunch with my gang at canteen 3 and could see that our busy schedules are coming back already. projects dueing in 2weeks+ times. so rushh ~ tomorrow having afa tutorial presentation, just typed finish my answers haha. tomorrow a short day 9am - 1pm. after which got to print some stuffs. to all my friends : jia you worx ~ piang for this semester !


i will never let you go

* 1:00 AM *
blog after 12am lerx. so ish considered as thursday. well, so i should say it`s yesterday [ wednesday ] bahs. woke up at 630am then bath etc then go market to get breakfast. then daddy help mommy to open the shop then brought me to see a doctor. was having fever this morning when i woke up. reach there at 8, but the clinic 845 then open de. so waited & waited. then see finish doctor is around 910 lerx. then rush to lavendar mrt & took a mrt to school. 1st train i can`t squeeze myself into the cabin lolz so waited for the next train. so end up i 10am exact reach school busstop. then i faster rush to lesson, luckily the tutor isn`t here yet =x feel so sleepy throughout because fever is back & the medicine i eat will cause drowsy de. but anyway, eat my medicine during lunch & as usual felt so sleepy during lecture. then for claw, actually not going de, but this tutor`s tutorial very fast, so 1 hour jiu finsh le. so jiu take bus go home. ate dinner & medicine and slept at 630 then just woke up at around 12 =x not sure whether will i be going school tomorrow, depend on my condition ba when i woke up tomorrow. maybe going offline soon but also not sure whether can i sleep ? =x well, nothing to update lerx. meihui also sick lerx, must take care kz. drink lots of water & take plenty of fruits & veges ~


i will never let you go

Tuesday, June 07, 2005
* 8:26 PM *
today is a long long day. my cough has worsened again due to yesterday eat cake =( hoping for the better. kill me bahs =*( meihui also sick lerx, must hao hao take care of yourselves worx & drink plenty of h20. tired to blog long entry. just hope my cough will be recovered real soon .. ..


i will never let you go

Monday, June 06, 2005
* 6:35 PM *
today is the wisp presentation day. reached school at 12pm & saw lihui at the atrium. the other 2 group members came at 1220 or so because they had an earlier class earlier on and they were queuing for food, i don`t blame them for that. but both lihui & me thought that there will be no amendments to the ppt slides i did as they didn`t told me when i asked them yesterday night. kinda demoralized when they last minute said that they had did some changes to it. but anyway, they added some wordy slides so no choice got to stick to it. no rehearsing at all. only points allocated and we just simply read the slides & our notes. we were the 2nd group to present. heard the marks that the other group gave us made me demoralized even further. hais - i don`t know how am i going to do with peer evaluation, any kind ones want to guide me ? i`m totally lost. but anyway it`s over & there are 2 more groups to present next week. for epm, going to interview 1 of my groupmate`s mommy as she is holding some high post in a company. hoping the interview is smoothly done as i`m not good at speaking up. going to go tutorial after blogging, 1 last tutorial - claw. got to type out audit answers too for tomorrow`s tutorial. so sleepy. and i was damn hungry during wisp haha ! lihui talked to me about the project, yet i keep tell her i`m hungry lolx. well ~ tomorrow a long day, got to wake up early yawns *


i will never let you go

Sunday, June 05, 2005
* 7:56 PM *
whaha ! i`m so lazy now but going to get down my tutorials after blogging. slacked the whole day round & thanks to jenny who had taught me to explore msn plus lolx, make me so addicted into editing those sounds =x so many tutorials to do omg ! tomorrow having wisp presentation hope everything will be smoothly done ~ today will be a short entry, going get to serious work yawns *


i will never let you go

Saturday, June 04, 2005
* 8:58 PM *
woke up pretty early, consider quite early for a saturday - 9am. prepare & ate my breakfast before went to work. not really busy but was kinda surprised that my primary school friend & with his friend came to drop by and bought a cake. this is the 2nd time we met since we lost contact from primary school. haha it has been 1 year + since i met him. quite surprised there is alot of changes to his life & glad that he is leading well. but anyway ended work at 3pm whereby mommy came to take over me. came home & did wisp ppt slides. a few slides and it took me hours to do it haha. but not 100% done yet, still need some touch up. so bored now yawns * soo sleepy i needed beauty sleep . . .


i will never let you go

Friday, June 03, 2005
* 4:30 PM *
wootz ~ today 1/2 day school and that explains i`m here online to blog. alot of stuffs to settle, just sent an email about the afa to tutors. next would be wisp, waiting at night probably see lihui online & we discuss. i felt so sleepy this morning that i keep wanted to doze off during marketing lecture, but luckily, taking down notes woke me up. haha. can`t play oz lerx. think kana banned, even the webbie also can`t get in sobz sobz. well mommy has gone down to meet up with daddy to get some groceries down but i`m lazy to go down la. just reach home 1hr+ ago mahs, kinda lazy also. stress is coming back oh my ! all the best to all wisp presentations on monday ~


i will never let you go

Thursday, June 02, 2005
* 9:26 PM *
stress up ; so-so day. a long day from 9am-4pm, 1 tutorial & 2 lectures. audit2 lecture as usual made me feel like falling asleep. simply can`t understand what is the lecturer saying =( wisp project dueing on monday. majority of the classes are only given 1 week to do. research + ppt, yet only 1 week of time is given. sobz ~ save me ~ stress up ! tomorrow marketing lecture + afa tutorial. hope the tutor is friendly & nice type. cross fingers *


i will never let you go

Wednesday, June 01, 2005
* 9:32 PM *
stressful - just came back from giving tuition. see her like so stress up by me, i feel so guilty. am i really making her difficult ? sobz. today on the way to school, 2 times where the inspector aboard this 154 bus and checked our ezlink. lolz. 1 time is at the beginning of the journey, another one is when i`m going to alight at my school busstop. i was damn shocked. lolz. because it has been sometime since my ezlink card was checked, and just today itself, i kana 2 times. haha. 145pm lecture starts and ended at 230pm. faints-strolled to my next venue 3pm tutorial and it ended at 415pm -.-" yawns * tomorrow another long day...


i will never let you go



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