i will never let you go ❤
Thursday, October 27, 2005
* 11:02 PM *
today quite a happening day sia.. this entry will be very long . . .
LO came surprise visit, but is actually she forgot to sms us lols.. then our school all LOs came together, then we go level 32 norr.. about 1040 or so, we talk & talk till around 1145. then they were saying have lunch together.. then mrs seah cannot, so left with mdm leong & annie chew.. then cos still before lunch time, then me & my friend go ask the senior.. as predicted, my senior very good, say can then ask me dont rush also. but my friend's senior asked her must go back within 1 hour norr..
the 12 of us went to amoy to eat.. yup yup.. enjoy the time chatting with lecturers sia.. then 1250 my friend go back office 1st.. then we there still chatting, reach office at 115pm =x
then got some stuff to do, not bad la. updating list then update the 5 newly incorporated companies de SR. then my senior tomorrow onwards on leave le, then she put the work for me to do tomorrow. think tomorrow going to learn some stuff from the nyp attachment gal, so scary sia.. hope i can master it ! wish me luck !
after which, went to raffles mrt to take train to city hall mrt to meet jie & mich for gandang meal ~ lala.. well, of course me & mich got plans.. kapo candle then we bought a large whip potato instead of cake, but never malu her la.. we good gals k =x eat until so full sia.. then go hunt for shoes & jacket ler.. bought the shoes, hope everything is alright =x then look through some jackets.. then meet dao jolin & gk then they go eat we go walk walk then come back find them.. then realise is raining heavily nor kns..
then me ; mich & gk go convention wait for bus, then gk's bus never stop jiu go off ler.. then is about 10pm le so we decided to take train. then she call jolin to wait for us at mrt LOL. the citilink is damn long ~ sobbb ~
yawns ~ tiring day.. hope jie like the present ya ~ pre-birthday present ! you teach me de =x
i will never let you go ❤
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
* 8:14 PM *
slacking ; rotting ; in & out of the toilet is what i did today. did a few jobs only, but mostly sit there & almost doze off. friday onwards i'll have stuffs to do, hoping so. yawns * boring day. today is already wednesday, wonder when LO coming - bored -
fen shou kuai le ;
zhu ni kuai le ;
ni ke yi zhao dao gen hao de .
i will never let you go ❤
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
* 8:12 PM *
back home after watching tv & took my dinner - online routine. it's always the same routine everyday . . . today really very slack, nothing much to do. all 5 - 10mins job. i rot there at my seat most of the time.
as the journey went on, i got the urge to stop by yet i continued my journey . . .
i will never let you go ❤
Monday, October 24, 2005
* 8:21 PM *
sianx. 1st day 0f week 5 apt. everything is so boring.. - sigh -
things will never be as planned, there bound to have some last minute changes or obstacles..
i will never let you go ❤
Sunday, October 23, 2005
* 11:07 AM *
just woke up an hour ago, yawns.. mommy woke me up sobsob ~ ironed clothes and here am i online.. tired sia, tomorrow onwards going to wake up early for 5 days continuously again. just submitted the 2nd periodic report.. hmmm heard from the LO she will pay her 1sr visit this week, wonder where sia ~ then can skive abit lerr LOL. hope she wont come during when im out sia if not i faints -
the days would seem so long when one is counting down the days ;
however when you just occupy yourself with work, you will find that the time & day are actually flying ~ - sigh -
i will never let you go ❤
Saturday, October 22, 2005
* 12:40 PM *
today im so lazy. not in any mood to talk alot but depends la.. later working tired. working like almost everyday ? hais.. need money but on the other hand too tired to work.. everyday woke up so early till im already numb lerr.. weekends & public hols are those we those apt students looking forward to.. but for me, will i ? HMMM..
sometimes i do miss the happenings among us, but i think those memories wont be back again i guess - sigh -
a lesson learnt : not to have too much hope.
i will never let you go ❤
Friday, October 21, 2005
* 6:28 PM *
came back from work, now waiting for parents to be back then go out for dinner cos tomorrow is daddy's birthday. so just a simple dinner for him ba..
today's work, main one is going for the AGM. had an early lunch, then 1pm we go off ler, the process quite funny and there is this shareholder damn many objections, which make the meeting last quite long. but anyway, we reach our office at 415pm, did abit of job then jiu go off ler. today at around 11am got fire drill, then end up some other colleagues in other groups went for early lunch - diaos -
no point mending a broken heart because no matter how you mend it, the crack is still there. you can forgive but not forget :)
i will never let you go ❤
Thursday, October 20, 2005
* 9:48 PM *
lalax ~ back from home around 1hour+ ago then was online checking stuffs and started abit on the 2nd periodic report. yawns * hope i wont make the same mistake wor ~ scary scary tomorrow before end of lunch time must faster come back cos going off at 1255 with senior they all to the meeting location -.-"
stomach pain yawns ! stomach hasnt been very good ba, keep having diahhorea then keep sneezing [ must be someone scolding me ] so sad ~
~>.<~
i will never let you go ❤
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
* 6:52 PM *
same routine again, just back from work - yawns - waiting for dinner to be ready, should be soon i hope ? hmmm got the news that i'm able to go for the AGM with my senior & mentor on friday, hope it's a good experience and i can write something for my periodic report due this week ya.
yeah ~ left 2 more working days, but ya, saturday working at the bakery - sigh - tired tired.. sobbb !
i will never let you go ❤
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
* 6:36 PM *
had mentally prepared myself that today wont be given too much work ya.. but at least is so much better than yesterday. 1 of my seniors is on MC for today, then the other senior need to prepare documents for a listed company's AGM this friday. then she say as and when she will give me work.. so i rot. then she ask me do admin work like print labels.. and this lasted me till lunch time - phew -
after lunch time rot, then did some scanning & photocopying. then 2+ i was asked to go IP to collect documents, but it was raining heavily. so my senior asked me to wait for the rain smaller. around 2+ i see the rain stopped, so i walked off, and was provided with a big umbrella. haha i think this company must be cursing me, whenever i go there collect document sure to rain. when i stepped out of the building it started to rain again. when i came out of IP, it stopped -.-" so went back office, waited for mentor to give me work.. hee.. my senior cute sia, cos the senior who's on MC sent her a sms saying she is on 2 days MC, then she showed me, she say she faints ler LOL. then i say no one care you =x
then she was there sorting out the documents for the meeting on friday, then say wondering should she bring me go, then i there qn marks. cos she say previous batches of apt students get to go there and like experience how is it like ? then she say she will ask the mentor.. hope i get the chance to go sia, the meeting is at bukit batok there 2pm. - woot -
now as usual, waiting for dinner - starving -
i will never let you go ❤
Monday, October 17, 2005
* 6:39 PM *
came back from apt. just one word, today is super boring ! =( timeline as follows :
830am - rot till . . .
845am - senior came . . .
854am - 1st job given . . . [ which lasted only for 4 mins ]
858am - rot infront of the comp till 1215pm [ lunch time ]
- in between did 1 page photocopying, 19 pages of scanning & sent 1 letter bia courier.
115pm - back from lunch, rot till . . .
212pm - work started to came but it lasted till . .
250pm+ - rot again . . . till 530pm
- in between on & off but mostly rotting hais ~
damn boring day =( cos now for us is the off peak period.. so BWG.
sick-ness is starting to find me sobb ~ was sneezing from yesterday till today.. moreover + the air con, OMG ! i need to get a long sleeve jacket or so SOON. i am freezing everyday, becoming a polar bear instead >.<
i will never let you go ❤
Sunday, October 16, 2005
* 12:40 PM *
another boring day though it's a sunday. it does me nothing good ya =)
hao xin will not necessary get hao bao ;
but high expectations will surely get high disappointments :)
i will never let you go ❤
* 1:46 AM *
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICH ~
may all your wishes come true & all the best to you in your major exams !
yupyup it's past 12am lerr. think after blogging jiu go sleep ler ba.. just now give 16 prank calls from me ; jie & san jing LOL. then 17th call is a mass conference, cute sia.. but sad kana kap phone - sigh -
18 weeks = 90 working days of apt more.. since so long sobb ~ but will try to have positive attitude there so as to make myself enjoy the apt ya.. next week due another periodic report lerr, yawns *
better offline soon lerr, kana daddy scold for sleeping so late =( 1 more weekend and monday going to start sobb ~
i will never let you go ❤
Friday, October 14, 2005
* 6:38 PM *
end of another 3rd week of apt ler.. its weekend.. though it's friday, but to me is a DEAD day.
rot in front of the comp from 230 - 330. then after that while doing work, group 1 computers & printers went blackout. group 2 & 3 still intact. then technician came to check the main switchboard, then whole office blackout LOL. then chaos lerr say want go home, of course we didnt. then all things come back at around 520pm, then faster rush my part then come home lerr..
reach home and now waiting for parents to be back, cos daddy accompany mommy go see doctor, then later they coming back to cook - hungry -
YAWNs*
i will never let you go ❤
Thursday, October 13, 2005
* 8:11 PM *
woot ~ yeat it's thursay and tomorrow will be friday ~ wee ~ but will be boring i guess.. yawns * nothing much, my senior have gotten 5 new clients, so im there opening new files and doing stuffs.. just another got-thing-to-occupy with de day ba.. boring..
never expect too much ;
cos the higher the expectations ;
the higher the disappointment.
i will never let you go ❤
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
* 10:10 PM *
just came back from dinner. had dinner at 7+ at hawker centre, got some animal anyhow escape, never hao hao teach =x but but now that animal is back 'its' home lerr LOL. then my mommy say i go dao so late =/ FAINTs -
but anyway, 2 more days of work ! YEAH ! awaiting for it long.. counting down everyday, doing the same job over & over again is so boring. but that's life - frowns -
shi qu le ; jiu zai ye zhao bu hui lai le ;
so do cherish everyone around you ;
what is more important is now & future ;
not the past =)
cos its bygones !
no point thinking about it ;
never use time to measure any relationsips ;
no matter is friendship or other relationships ;
cos it's the heart that counts =)
so, dont ever take any people around you for granted ;
because the feeling isn't nice ;
put yourself in other people's shoes ;
would you want people to take you for granted ?
i will never let you go ❤
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
* 6:51 PM *
yupyup just came back from work not long then jiu tio mommy nag ler - hack - now waiting for daddy to be back, both mommy & daddy had leave today. but daddy go retrieve company's car so now not back yet - hungry - dont know today why very tired compared to other days.. today slack abit, as in got eat snake abit la, cos no work for me to do. but when near 530pm jiu got lerr pengs.. but keep on yawning the whole day.. tired me ='(
i will never let you go ❤
Monday, October 10, 2005
* 7:26 PM *
yup it is another boring week.. 1st day of apt week 3 lerr.. hmmm well did 10 copies of M & A for a listed company and spent alot of time on it as i was instructed to do VERY NICELY as we charge the client quite high for each copy, so of cos we must give the best quality ya =) as usual work ended at 530, went off punctually and met my cousin in the lift then we were chatting away hee.. just eat finish dinner, yup today had a late dinner cos of some unforseen circumstances. tired after a day's workk . . .
had a talk wif my daddy during my dinner. he was saying it seem im always being used by ppl, being taken advantage of. initially i dont think so, but after what he says, it seems so true.. as he says, probably cos im the only child, then to me as i have no siblings, friends are the most important.. so he says ppl use this weak point of mine to make use of me which ended up doesnt benefit me anything also.
being a good samaritan is not wrong ; but if is being used over and over again ; it is a wrong.
i will never let you go ❤
Sunday, October 09, 2005
* 9:31 PM *
just back from work.. just now pei mich go hawker for her dinner, poor me have to see her eat =x but xin ku her lerr, wait for me 1hr+ sorry worr.. hmmm tired yawns * 3rrd week of apt starting, just submiited my periodic report.. tired me =(
- sigh -
a past is always a past
though you may put it all back ;
no matter how much you hate or dislike this person ;
the memories still live in your heart always :)
why do people always live in the past ?
especially is those sad and sorrowful past
why are they making themselves so miserable ?
keep on pondering the person who used to be cold to them ;
which end up is a empty hope.
isnt it more saddening in the end ?
but that's human nature.
though they might hate that person, but in fact they dont.
they still do like the person, as long as the person is happy
this person will be happy.
because love is seeing the person you love being happy ; no matter is that person is with you :)
i will never let you go ❤
* 11:22 AM *
today is a sian day for me ba.. got to work from 1 - 6pm laterr. whole day jiu like that rot norr. - boring - tomorrow start another 5 days work before weekend lerr, think weekend will be the most happening out of the whole week ba.. evern after work evreyday, i dont find it happening unless there's sth on, but in fact always nothing - disappointed -
sometimes i do feel that humans do change over time. what they say or do to you in the past, in a few months will be a drastic change, then it seems the person is no longer the one you knew =)
i will never let you go ❤
Saturday, October 08, 2005
* 10:26 PM *
just came back today go buy 1 more formal top.. went parkway find nothing, then went ps just nice while crossing the road, jie sms me nor say she at ps this fashion, then i jitao chiong there lols.. so qiao sia.. but after that never see dao her lerr.. LOL. then come back mommy kb again hais make me damn no mood norr sobb =(
my past giddyness is back, as if my laptop screen is shaking ? OMG.
i will never let you go ❤
Friday, October 07, 2005
* 8:12 PM *
yuppie ! 2nd week of apt gone.. getting crazier and crazier.. today wo bian ben lerr.. stupid me =(
morning was at the table, then bend down pick up sth then knock dao table when come up.. then go compacters there, searching for files at the lower shelves, suddenly 1 arch file just drop on my head ! OMG ! twice de hits, think i become shorter le LOL.
weekend is coming ~ yeah ! and we are counting down everyday to end of 1 week, gradually.. apt.. and ya, going to submit periodic report soon before i forget keke.. nothing to update cos i do almost the same things everyday . . .
i will never let you go ❤
Thursday, October 06, 2005
* 11:00 PM *
yupyup.. today get dao results lerr.. though passed but abit disappointed ba.. but anyway, glad that i've cleared the modules and now is left this apt lerr.. hope all of us can graduate smoothly ya =)
today amending CA for senior again, from 830 to dao 5+ then finish - diaox - then take a rest do abit photocopying jiu go home lerr.. yuppie tomorrow friday ~ means weekend coming lerr.. keke.. recently weather not very good ya, alot ppl getting sick.. so must take care worx..
i will never let you go ❤
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
* 7:41 PM *
hais.. tomorrow results will be out lerr. dont know how, going to have sleepless night tonight lerr. - sigh - no one will understand.. today work till my hand damn suan, whole body aching.. got 70++ pages to type and amend, i do like 19 pages nia. cos in between got do other things, hais.. tired yet no one will know how i feel.. the anxiety, the stress, the eager all on me - sigh -
i will never let you go ❤
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
* 8:29 PM *
woot ~ 2nd day of 2nd week of apt lerrr.. trying to get used to it.. well today got things to do which is a good sign =) today helped senior to amend companies act.. omg claw -.-" surfing statute online and copy and paste the amendments to word then print out, and paste on her book, this took me like 4 - 5 hours ? then i started to get blur ler. cos i was helping my senior update a document that i did yesterday. then she ownself also blur, LOL. funny sia. then around 520 lerr, i ask her again the same thing. LOL. then i say paiseh i blur lerr, she still say hannor i work whole day bo rest, ask me tomorrow then continue. haha..
my LO is out of spore, wonder when will she come visit us sia.. cos my friend keep on saying she want to complain she very free, then i say i nothing to complain, im satisfied with what im now LOL.
2 days to release of results lerr. or rather 1day+ sighh.. good luck to everyone..
i will never let you go ❤
Monday, October 03, 2005
* 10:23 PM *
yup 2nd week of apt.. today 1 job nia.. lolz.. yet it took me from 845am to 540pm =/ got lunch break in between la.. just when 540pm i want to print, then printer off lerr.. faints - then cannot print -.-" yawns * cos today do company listing then i keep in & out of compacters.. taking A-Z ROC file norr omg manz.. so bascially tired and yawning..
after that jiu go out lerr.. yuppie ! 1st day of the week jiu out lala.. but guess after which this week de weekdays for now is nothing ba.. hmmm.. 3 more days to results.. haiz.. never so fear of it before.. i mean i do fear, but this time the feeling is not the same.. haiz.. nevermind.. no one understand..
and ya, just now got a man walking behind me while i was walking to my block, feel so scary norr. yet.. haiz..
i will never let you go ❤
Sunday, October 02, 2005
* 11:15 PM *
sob. heaving a headache now, going to rest soon lerr.. yawns * 2nd week of apt . .
1st periodic report due on 10 oct midnight.
results - 4 days to go . . .
i will never let you go ❤
* 11:53 AM *
hais.. why always rain on sunday.. - sians - can the rain just go away pls ? =(
i will never let you go ❤
Saturday, October 01, 2005
* 11:38 AM *
hais.. a bad saturday for a start.. early in the morning jiu tio nag, i wanted to rest more also cannot, sleep more also got wrong.. i want to go out buy clothes and shoes sobb.. want to go out, yet hais..
now is in a bad shape.. hope i can recover soon..
- sigh -
i will never let you go ❤
