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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
* 11:20 PM *
da nian chu san !

daddy out to overseas - hope everything is smooth & fine for him, going to miss him lots sobz -

trip to funan & surprise visit to michh.

headed back home , watch tv & online receiving songs from san jing & jolin - thanks -

wonder what time will i sleep tonight ? still in holiday mood, slack too long lerr..

awaiting for daddy to be back on monday hais.. so long.


i will never let you go

Monday, January 30, 2006
* 3:41 PM *
just came back from jiu jiu's house visiting then jiu rot infront of comp lerr. morning wake up at 8++ then bath le jiu go the temple near my house to baibai then jiu head to jiu jiu's house @ yck le. had lunch there & talk nor and realise that my biao ge always involved in FLP thingy. hmms . . . then left at around 2pm then jiu come online lerr. more & more goodies at my house now, cos auntie give one - fei si le -


i will never let you go

Sunday, January 29, 2006
* 1:17 PM *
first of all, wishing everyone a very Happy Chinese New Year and may all your wishes will come true =)

every year's CNY is always boring for me. relatives' family visiting aren't happening to me anymore. morning waited for my shu shu they all to come then we jiu head to da gu's house, then go makan @ geylang then jiu come home ler. think later around evening time will go to river hongbao bahs. cos nothing to do mahx. then tomorrow go to my jiu jiu's house only. that's the end of my CNY house visiting life, unless as the days go, got friends' house visiting bahx.

YAWNs*


i will never let you go

Saturday, January 28, 2006
* 10:15 AM *
woke up at 830am to hang , iron & fold clothes then now waiting for uncle they all come my house to baibai. hais was reading ppl's blog, then my 6th sense is telling me that people around me are changing. treatment & the way they talk all change le, not the past people i knew. is it i expect too much ? i myself also dont know.

what's the definition of xin fu kuai le ? seeing people around me, im starting to wonder, am i happy ? its like people around me never do anything wrong, yet i give them my black face & show my moodyness to them. i feel im such a jinx. im just being a dilemma in this. thought of this, my tears just rolled down. i couldnt control myself.. i just feel that im so zhi bi that i dont want mix with any people now. i just feel like living in my own world, not telling anybody what am i going through, dont want people to worry. BUT, this is not me. the past me is want people to care for me, give me attention de. why have i become like this ? when i failed to be given attention to, i will end up go zhi bi myself. hais, what's wrong with me ?

dead `


i will never let you go

Friday, January 27, 2006
* 11:15 PM *
today quite an alright day bahs. going to breakdown during apt today, like everything doesnt seem going in my way - hais - then left at 110pm, went to bugis to surprise visit mich & walk around to hunt for stuffs. went to town , amk & tpy to hunt also but no outcome. then jiu take bus to bishan have reunion dinner at my uncle's house le. supposed to be tomorrow, but dont know why like bring forward. so eat & watch 9pm last episode till 10pm then jiu go off le nor.

on the way home, mommy keep on nagging & say how well-mannered is my tang ge & tang jie. i can only keep quiet. hais.. come back home, kana nag also. i just wanted to relax & rest at night and do things tomorrow morning cannot mehx. =(

just now come back funny, cos met dao 1 of our neighbours who live 7 storey below us. then the face abit drunk type la then we help her carry things to her house. then she there say what her son 23 years old this year want to intro me - dia0x- but mad nor, then i keep tell my parents, drunk le cannot blame :x

tomorrow is new year eve - sigh -


i will never let you go

Thursday, January 26, 2006
* 10:37 PM *
hmm today's apt quite alright la.. but always see the floor around me jiu cmi >< then jiu go tanjoing pagar mrt meet lihui cos she say want pass me money. so SuQing : so now lihui's money with me worx :x after that took a bus go chinatown meet mommy. carry the things so heavy yawns. then come home bath le jiu bian watch tv bian do the lanterns for the plants outside my house ler. keep poke dao fingers. today damn suay, keep kana minor injury. fingers, legs & toes all have -.-


i will never let you go

Wednesday, January 25, 2006
* 11:03 PM *
today damn stress cos 1 senior is on leave.. but luckily her phone today quiet ehs.. or i shall say cos im out =x end up another senior help me lala ~ then i keep on taking cabs to go out today nor, make dao i want to giddy le. then i read & reply some emails norr. then 545pm jiu go off le.. go for dinner & reach home at about 9pm ba. then just now made small lanterns using the red packets until my eyes see star ler. BTH.

mid week le wootz ~


i will never let you go

Tuesday, January 24, 2006
* 11:14 PM *
today apt's quite funny. cos supervisor treat us eat then we eat there argue about that brownie. :x cos we bring back to office cos we too FULL le. so ya after that me jiu out of office to make errands and i only reached office at 515pm. then settle down things then OT for AGM reminders and senior hand me some stuffs cos tomorrow she on leave. and i OT till 7pm ! -.-" and managed to catch the last bus 70 cos last bus left shenton way terminal at 730pm, cos night time is from marina there ler, lucky me.. if not i got to change bus here & there. i realise this timing de bus more crowded & more traffic jam ><

YAWNs * save me.


i will never let you go

Monday, January 23, 2006
* 7:37 PM *
today quite an alright day. mind cannot function le, dead. so today finally continue my AGM reminders after being stuck so long =x left the office at around 6pm. and when the bus is on the way back, the bus's engine is on & off for 4 times, then continue to next bus stop. then next bus stop, the bus cmi le LOLs. so everyone gets down, & another 70 is just behind wootz ~ so i got up the bus and ended up reach home at 710pm. but now waiting for mommy to finish cleaning then eat, so well blogging at this timing.

YAWNs*

yeah friday 1/2 day :x


i will never let you go

Sunday, January 22, 2006
* 10:07 PM *
today wake up early to iron clothes etc. then met up with ling dar, jolin & her di @ amk mac for kbox session. muz piak mich de pigu lerr :x we extend till 3pm then jiu take train go ps then walked to far east. and it's raining and no choice, the 3 of us who wear white kana force to wear jacket nor =( but i still able to escape after that hoho. then walk to back to wisma then jiu go lucky plaza take bus home with mich lerr.

sorry to ling, mich, jolin & her di for my moody-ness. hope i didnt spoil you guys de mood. i do enjoy with you all =))


i will never let you go

* 12:36 AM *
finally weekend has came & find that time passes by so fast.

a happening today whereby went out with jolin & her di. met up @ redhill and headed to queensway. both of them bought the shoes they wanted and we took a bus to bugis to search for their CNY clothes while waiting for mich to off from work. it's raining on the way but well we are covered with shelter - hee - 1hr+ of shopping at bugis made me tired & hungry. and YUP ! mich finally came & we headed the stalls opp. bugis to settle dinner and took a train to J8. jolin & her di bought what they wanted today le, not bad. and i also bought what i want at popular too. sorry mich that couldnt accompany you as you know my limit =(

back to home, scenes have changed. im just that unlucky i guess, thus i wasnt in any mood to talk real alot ba. sorry to those who i have chose not to reply in msn, please understand.


i will never let you go

Friday, January 20, 2006
* 6:43 PM *
playing lift day

yup finally today it's friday, going to relax & enjoy myself for this weekend =) morning trip is a delayed one, planned to go to 3 clients' place. so 1st one, i went there & waited for the person about 40mins. then 2nd place, waited for 30mins. thus delayed the last one, then the person called me nor, then i apologised & say that i was being delayed, then reach office 12pm where actually i can reach office like 11+ ?

afternoon trip - should be a very short one. cos go 1 place only but after that go 2 towers around my building to send ulu CNY cards. went to the 1st tower, ok la. 2nd one is the worse one. cos the address put #14, so i went there, i went in then the person there that there are no such people here & ask me to try another dept which is opposite of theirs. then i explore the whole #14, i didnt see any office kind of door ? ended up found out that the dept they say is an enclosed door, so i knocked for 5 mins, then got some one responded to me. and told me that the people im looking for have moved to #38. so well, i took a lift to #1 then take another life to #38. then when i reached there, there are 2 depts, i try my luck, end up try the wrong one >.< then my senior call me tot what happen to me cos i so long havent come back LOLs.

sounds exciting today ? hoho. and one more thing i finally finish printing the CNY cards le, so happy :x it took me weeks to do manz -.-


i will never let you go

Thursday, January 19, 2006
* 9:34 PM *
today an alright day. went to Lavendar St. with my senior to collect files then rush to MOM. after that reach office 520pm and work OT till 630pm. then took a bus go find mommy take keypad, cos daddy went out le. end up reach home around 745pm. hand washed the clothes and took dinner then come here online le. tomorrow is friday finally. a few weeks more to end of attachment - wonderr -


i will never let you go

Wednesday, January 18, 2006
* 6:35 PM *
today not that rushing, or rather im taking my own sweet time. not going to rush for non-urgent things. quite a funny thing happen, cos i went to this client's place and was waiting for the person i wanted to meet. so i wait at the mailroom and one of the guys there is making fun of me. bcos i was there for like umpteen of times yet we didnt really chat, so well he talked to me.

firstly, asked my age. so i asked him to make a wild guess. who knoes ! 1st try & it's bingo =/ next ask me not schooling due to my age he sees i guess, so i told him im having attachment, so he asked me from where, then i told him ngee ann poly. he like brightened his eyes, so i ask him why ? he say cos his first love was studying there -.- then asked me, how long is my attachment, so i told him 5 months, and im left with 1 more month, he really like faints. LOL funny :x

after this incident, everything back to normal le. printing of CNY cards but not finished yet, AGM reminders stuck since last year =/ OMG. save me ~ my table is getting messier & messier, wonder how am i going to do clearance next month - frowns -


i will never let you go

Tuesday, January 17, 2006
* 10:18 PM *
rountine running & asked some1 to claim taxi fare for my group, however im sort of being criticized when im not around and say why am i not the one claiming ? obviously is due to time clash, or else why we need someone ya ? but well, i shall claim it myself tomorrow. luckily supervisor & seniors helped me. THANKS.

went to mini meeting with the clients' HR people, make a laugh out of it. fire-proof drawer :x meeting ended at 5pm and we headed home instead office, got to make up tomorrow lols. supervisor dropped me & senior at cityhall mrt. and i walked the citilink, esplanade & took a bus to bugis wanted to give a surprise visit to mich nuer. ended up not surprised anymore le. cos poor her is sick, got to get well soon ok ! you owe me :x


i will never let you go

Monday, January 16, 2006
* 10:31 PM *
a day which numerous of cab trips, but it's different for today cos quite unlucky.

- out at 930am & back at 1030am, using running >.<
- out at 11am & back at 1pm, quick lunch of bread
- out at 230pm to jurong then to MOM then back to office, 5pm
- out at 540pm to return passports & headed back home

poor me - sigh -


i will never let you go

Sunday, January 15, 2006
* 1:16 PM *
rotting @ home on a sunday. slept at about 2+ this morning & woke up at 11+. supposed to wake up at 8am but some things cropped up so well i continue to sleep =x just took my brunch & here i am sitting in front of my comp. going to have a chat with LO tonight at 9pm, hope everything goes on well. and after which last assignment will be the final report 40% =(

2 more weeks exactly to CNY and my house is still empty LOL.


i will never let you go

Saturday, January 14, 2006
* 11:07 PM *
today is real tired =( had klunch session @ TPY from 11am - 3pm, then went to bugis meet suqing at 330pm. delayed here & there then we walked around bugis while waiting for meihui to come. surprise visit to mich from us =) then continue to walk around to hunt for my skirt, finally hunt dao le then it's already 5+ meihui not here yet. so we went to have our dinner at the foodcourt, then called up meihui & say not coming le, cos by the time will be kinda late le. so yup after eating we walked again, from bugis junction to seiyu to bugis village then to icon @ bugis which is a new place just opposite bugis junction & sell alot of stuffs, but price kinda high cos of the high rent.

and ya, suqing passed me the birthday present from my classamates. THANKS & i like it =)
- Su Qing - Mei Hui - Joanne Lim - Christine - Zi Wei - Mei Bao - Lay Wei
going to be a loanshark soon :x


i will never let you go

Friday, January 13, 2006
* 8:27 PM *
though today is friday the 13th, but i think is more fun than other days. cos suppose to meet client with senior & supervisor t 4-5pm. so we rush all immigration thing by 4pm nor. then guess what, supervisor remember wrong time :x then me & senior there -.-" waste our time =x then we take bus back, then i alight bus. then my senior say sure kana another our group senior laugh at her say meeting so fast come back LOL. then i say i go client's place then go back so im not part of them, then she joking say can come with me not, she dont want malu. then i say you want you come i dont mind LOL. then when walking back, im walking real slow. the speed really opposite the speed i walk in the morning. morning i was rushing & sweating lols.

im putting on weight >.< got to jian fei le - sigh -


i will never let you go

Thursday, January 12, 2006
* 10:20 PM *
apt is as usual. but the rainy season is going to make me sick again i guess. with the exposure to the rain, fever probably will be looking for me again >.< today did a silly mistake. cos went to a client's place, suppose return passports & find the HR for signatures yet i went off after returning the passports without finding the HR. until i reach the next destination then i remembered. so called my senior, she say tomorrow will be going there so it's ok PHEW~ got to eat tonic improve my this pig brain le lols. that will be it.

tomorrow is friday the 13th hope nothing bad happen to everyone wor.


i will never let you go

Wednesday, January 11, 2006
* 9:22 PM *
today is a very rush & stress day cos both seniors are in leave, thus left me & the supervisor only. and i have the handle all the calls, and worse still when the supervisor is away from her desk, i have to handle 3 phones -.- plus courier and everything is driving me mad -.- but the job scope is nice so still alright. and what's more, the old photocopy machine jam again eeeks ! end up i went to the new one LOL. that's about it =)


i will never let you go

Tuesday, January 10, 2006
* 7:26 PM *
it's a public holiday, a day where ppl are dying to relax themselves. 19days more to CNY ~ heard that tomorrow 1 senior is on leave, another senior either on 1 day leave or will only come in the afternoon -.- then i have to help her call & handle all EP stuffs OMG !

save me pls =(


i will never let you go

Monday, January 09, 2006
* 9:19 PM *
an unlucky day mostly due to the raining season

suppose to do a courier at 10am, however sort of being say by the courier guy that i didnt inform him that there's no courier and make him waste a trip up

next suppose to do the courier again at 2pm, but i was only back at 155pm as usual. thanks to Gaya for helping me with it

couldn't catch my breath after all the running and thus cough & flu are back

was out to somewhere near Bras Brasah Road, yet the cab driver didnt know the way and keep on driving, but he didnt accept the fare. THANKS !

took a cab from there to raffles place. after settling some stuffs, couldn't catch a cab back to office, ended up walking to Raffles MRT and walk back to office ; tired legs - alot of walking today.

515pm proceed to take a cab to Millenia Tower, raining + changing shift time. end up call a cab,
$3.70 (fare) + $4.00 (booking fee as it's peak hour) + $1.00 (usual peak hour charge) + $1.00 (CBD area) = $9.70 -.-"

has been walking under the rain for past few days, contradicting myself. how i wish i have an MC, but it will be very troublesome for my seniors as i'm running for them around. got to make myself better.


i will never let you go

Sunday, January 08, 2006
* 11:25 PM *
another rainy day, with hassle carrying an umbrella around. went to bugis yet come back empty-handed -.- met mich the crazy gal :x i appreciate it gal, but its ok THANKS anyway =) stomach hasnt been good since evening till now. from cramp to pain - cry out loud - it's monday again YET tuesday is a holiday YEAH !


i will never let you go

Saturday, January 07, 2006
* 10:56 PM *
drizzling day and out with young ppl day. YUP ! accompany young ppl watch movie @ cine and met a couple of familiar faces. before movie bought some tidbits & drinks into cinema, which made both of us full dao cmi. and that's my meals 3-in-1 for today LOL.

after which jiu go walk walk le. but old already =X walk a few shops then will sit & rest awhile. and at last managed to get dao 1 top for CNY !

traffic jam along the way and finally home sweet home ^^v


i will never let you go

Friday, January 06, 2006
* 8:48 PM *
here i am, back to home and blogging at this hour. no one can feel the depress in me. feel so helpless when no one is with me. am i such a hard to please person ? i just want to have chats and relax myself, why it seems so hard to go for ? =(

however, when people around me asked what happen, i will just smile and say nothing, in fact ; it meant something.

- sigh -


i will never let you go

Thursday, January 05, 2006
* 7:35 PM *
today an alright day bahx. overlook sth and made a mistake but should be alright. then supervisor never ask haohao jiu say why i never discover that earlier, then i say i long ago jiu discover le norr. moreover she very stm, everyday ask me the same thing. want to kana qi si ler lah !

boring day`z


i will never let you go

Wednesday, January 04, 2006
* 7:04 PM *
an unfulfiled wish since 2005 - shall see when will it be fulfilled =) passing by it everyday, so near yet so far.

a rainy day, a day filled with thoughts. despite being not recovered, tons of work still have to be done with lots of deadlines. alot of ppl are being fought down by illness, some cases shown in office. office is supposedly to be a conducive place for work, but my "little cage" seems to be in a mess no matter how much i clear -.- im surrounded with files.

take care people & for those who are sick, hope you guys recover soon.


i will never let you go

Tuesday, January 03, 2006
* 9:16 PM *
on MC today but went back to office this morning to clear some stuffs then lunch time jiu go off ler. thanks to Gaya for helping me with the courier, sorry to trouble you. get well soon too ya =)

thanks for all people's concerns, i'll try to get well soon de ^^


i will never let you go

Monday, January 02, 2006
* 11:26 AM *
what a boring day again. guess my going-out mission is gone again bahs. haiis. i have been staying in the house for 3 consecutive days lerr haiiss. im down on my luck in the beginning of the new year =) HAHA

went to see a doctor this morning, temperature 37.7 but now ok ler. then he give me medicine n0rr, then i've gained weight also lerr. - sigh -

` n0t in any m00d.


i will never let you go

Sunday, January 01, 2006
* 11:35 AM *
firstly , , ,

SORRY MEIHUI

didnt mean to panseh you but really quite sick lerr + fever - sorry -

1st day of the year sick - fever + sore throat + flu

- sigh -


i will never let you go

* 12:28 AM *
HAPPY NEW YEAR !

people out there enjoying & counting down, whereas i'm always staying at home every year. i try to be strong upon reading some stuffs yet i failed. hope everything goes on well for you . . .


i will never let you go



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