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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
* 10:47 PM *
tiredd. today totally like sunburn, went out of office and the sun is so big and hot =( sat is cancelled till to be announced whereby everyone is free. today office is so nice, cos supervisor not around, then can see our work pace is slow-ed down alot :x then i run off at 540pm lols. senior wanted to go off, but client hasn't come LOLs.

today that client hate them lots :x always give me trouble -.- 3 days more to weekend, where i can sleep again . . . im waking up later and later everyday :x

today got 1 guy hen funny. he's the one i always go to there to collect things from him de, he is in-charge of mailroom. then he say today his last day, then i never give him anything. then i say, you now then tell me of cos nothing. he say i not spontaneous LOLs. then he keep say i never give him kiss, i say mai kisiao, then i run :x

w o n d e r .


i will never let you go ❤

Monday, February 27, 2006
* 11:13 PM *
today workk but hen funny. cos very busy day, rush here and there. stupid EP makes us luan, corp sect itself already make us so tied up lerr >< then the client wants to come le, must give him the meeting papers for tomorrow, we 445pm then start doing, where actually he says 5pm he coming -.- but end up he is late hahas. with the help of senior, we managed to give him but let him wait like 10mins ? then after that continue to do till 7+pm -.- then rot here and there till 8pm then go off lerr.

cos me & senior is at the last row doing the meeting papers, then supervisor like want to talk to us, she in next row talking, then i tell my senior, she talking to herself. we also dont know who she talking to also :x so work ended, but i walk to MRT station alone cos senior still doing :x then i keep suan her today LOLs. i keep say her phone very noisy.

tired dayy.


i will never let you go ❤

Sunday, February 26, 2006
* 10:26 PM *
yups. today enjoy-ed myself, all thanks to jie. met her to play badminton at 4+pm, then play for an hour then we head to bugis for dinner. wear till so slack go those central de places LOLs. then went to the icon cos she got friend has grand opening, so joke & chatted abit then jie kidnapped me go other place =x and it's none other than my favourite - esplanade and somemore its roof terrace ^^ it has been 9 1/2 months since i went to roof terrace - sigh - thoughts floating in my mind hmms. stayed till 9pm then went to raffles city find mich then take train go off lerr.

THANKS jie for the planning =))


i will never let you go ❤

* 1:12 AM *
a brand new skin has been edited, spend me hours on it. trial & error + re-doing.

another new week -frowns- work & work & work. it's just simply my life everyday and except weekends to rest. enjoy weekends where i can stay up & sleep till as late as i want. i miss schooling life, but i hate the tense & busy periods. i enjoy working life as i dont have to think about work when i got home, but i hate the rushing & peak periods. it seems there's no way that i can get out of stress =(

piggyland is opening up for me, welcome ME. whaha ! going to sleep soon. hope you guys enjoy the last day of weekend. and good luck to those having exams ;)


i will never let you go ❤

Saturday, February 25, 2006
* 1:11 PM *
im a burden to people around me. my mood swing just influences the people around me, making them unable to continue what they want to do.

thousands of apologies.


i will never let you go ❤

Friday, February 24, 2006
* 10:07 PM *
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to YOU
congrats on getting your licence , hope you will have enjoyable & memorable day worx.

today overslept all cos ytd too tired. headache comes by also but should be alright. maybe this weekend will be my rest days before start another warr. my senior say de right, work under this supervisor, everyday as if is monday. then i say monday to friday blue. she say sometimes worse, no colour LOLs. hmms boring & keep yawning..

wondering something should i or shouldnt i ? HMMs.


i will never let you go ❤

Thursday, February 23, 2006
* 11:44 PM *
giddy, signs of vomitting, stomach pain were shown during working time. yet i still struggle through, cos today got urgent things to rush out. still got walk under the rain cos left umbrella in office -.- OT-ed till 10pm, waited for cab till 1030pm, reach home at 11pm. bath & eat some thing then come online. maybe will sleep soon ? after all the naggings by some ppl *hint*

tired -


i will never let you go ❤

Wednesday, February 22, 2006
* 9:35 PM *
tomorrow die. going to admit a mistake which i made ytd to supervisor. all the best to me. eyes are teared cos of this.


i will never let you go ❤

Tuesday, February 21, 2006
* 10:32 PM *
today is quite a tiring day but seniors got crap with me and stuffs make the day quite nice after all..

today rushing around as usual, being delayed here and there. originally wanted to pack back for lunch, but seniors insist me join them so well i joined them for lunchh. today something funny happen. cos supervisor was telling my senior sth regarding need to see MOM officer de. then i heard my name, as in supervisor ask me to see sth like that. then she walk off ler, senior ask me got heard ? i say i act blur. then i say cannot larr, i got so many things to do & havent pour water for the day also lehs. then i go refill water, then she say means drink water can do ar, i say cannot =x then when i come back, i saw one paper on my table, she wrote "information/research department" LOL. laugh dao bth.

YAWNs*


i will never let you go ❤

Monday, February 20, 2006
* 9:51 PM *
monday again. today rushing day & managed to leave office at 340pm to go school hand in report then meet meihui for dinner at bukit timah food centre. had long chats & laugh. it has been so long since we crapped. missed my gang =x

well, im so tired & shag. boring weeks ahead -


i will never let you go ❤

Sunday, February 19, 2006
* 12:06 PM *
it's a boring sunday. a day whereby i need to do household chores again -frowns- tomorrow needs to work & go school submit final report lerr. probably will leave at 330pm, then i just leave for school. tomorrow so many things to be done, not even a rest =( tired -

outings are fun, however when it burns a hole in your pocket, when you went home jiu will think about it LOL. but as long as everyone has fun, its worth it =)


i will never let you go ❤

Saturday, February 18, 2006
* 11:31 PM *
just reach home at around 11pm, had a quick bath and come online lerr. today went out to in advance celebrate friend's bdaee. went for movie then buffet. watch the xiao hai bu ben movie, so touching and keep crying =( and the buffet made us wait for 1hr ? but it's quite worth it larr, the rest of them had so many servings -LOL-

hope you like our presents & enjoy yourself w0rx - hugs -


i will never let you go ❤

* 11:17 AM *
sorry that didnt blog yesterday, yesterday night too busy lerr - mass conver + final report. report should be alright lerr, just sorting of appendices jiu ok lia0x. laterr going out le, finally can enjoy abit first - hoho - it will be a fun outing i guess ?

wonder ` `


i will never let you go ❤

Thursday, February 16, 2006
* 8:49 PM *
tears are just rolling down now, i couldnt help it. i feel so alone that i dont know who should i talk to. those ppl whom im close with seems to be missing. im so fan & got so much feelings yet all these can only be kept to my heart.

probably im a gal that needs quite alot attention, or rather i admit i need. so somehow whenever i needed someone, i just feel so alone even though there are other ppl there for me.

so many ppl are blocking my way, so many barriers in my life. how should i cross over ? i've no energy to do so, im drained. dont be surprised if i dont reply to anyone of you now, cos i just want to be alone. pardon me.


i will never let you go ❤

Wednesday, February 15, 2006
* 8:45 PM *
it's the mid-week & weekend is coming near. and this would mean that the deadline for submission of final report is near too. though it's just adding on, but this time round need a hard copy, so im trying to make it as more presentable as possible =/ but keep very slack & lazy. most PROBABLY i'll touch on a little laterr, see how it goes =p so tiredd. how i wish i can have a good rest =( panda eyes. even my colleague is saying me looking tired. oh gosh ! ='(


i will never let you go ❤

Tuesday, February 14, 2006
* 11:27 PM *
before the day ends, i shall wish everyone a HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY !

the name itself makes the day special, but in fact it is just like any other day. today met up with jie for lunch, our v-day hmms..no candlelight, but the big sun will do the job =x today i very slack la.. and one good news, i finally finished my AGM reminders after 1 1/2 months =x

just now reached home at 1030pm, so thought probably will get nagging from mommy. but in fact nopex. cos she was on the phone when i got home. then she say her friend's daughter got 1 maths qn dont know. then i ask what level, she say sec1. ok norr, then i teach is fraction, then actually need to do like whole multiplication & division as no calculators are allowed. then i play cheat, confirm my method is right, then tell her =x

im damn full after the meal ahh ~ bursting.


i will never let you go ❤

Monday, February 13, 2006
* 10:13 PM *
today in office can say quite fun bahs. everybody is counting down to friday for the 4 of us norr. ckp - then lunch time, Gaya fell down worr, think she went home after that. hope she is fine =p tomrorow meeting jie for lunch, sorry jie today cannot make it. tomorrow my full 1 hour give you ok =x then just now do OT till 8pm. me & senior like work till the extent lols..

aii hen jiann dann `


i will never let you go ❤

Sunday, February 12, 2006
* 11:03 PM *
headache ish back sobb. got to take my medicine before i sleep. if not tomorrow apt sure die & switch off sobz. i hate medicine, i dont want to spend my life with it - hais -


i will never let you go ❤

* 2:43 PM *
blogging here again. nothing much to do, just came back from lunch with parents then after blogging go iron clothes ler bahs. hmms maybe later will go pass sth, see how bahs. sleepy sia.. sleep so much still sleepy. but the doctor ask me to rest more de lehs =x i wonder tomorrow go back apt will how. 1 week more lalala ~ then must piang final report lerr. wootx -

m0 m0 de sh0u h0u zhe nii `


i will never let you go ❤

Saturday, February 11, 2006
* 11:08 AM *
today is going to be a boring day. or rather this weekend, YAWNs * nevermind, can use the time to do other stuffs bahs ><

d e a d ` not useful .


i will never let you go ❤

Friday, February 10, 2006
* 2:52 PM *
surprised to see someone here blogging at this hour ? YUP im on halfday MC. went to see a doctor during lunch time, cos like feeling cold all over. then doctor say i've caught a cold, so give me vitamin Cs & fever medicine. now waiting for mich to come up. all the best to everyone getting results today worx.

tired & sleepy -


i will never let you go ❤

* 12:06 AM *
today apt is making me so tired. almost didnt want to come online, but come here bio abit here & there, later then go sleep.

today didnt go out much cos alot of work for me in the office, then supervisor ask me try not to go out mahs. then the way she say, make me & both seniors think that i go out machiam playing ckp.. then when im going out, my senior purposely raise her voice ask me i go out ? =/ lols.

then lunch time meet jie to eat @ raffles. and the jokes come, cos im going client place after that, so she lobang the cab ma, then actually is very near de norr, the uncle machiam dont know the way, we keep BWG. then jie still says later i how lols.. after jie alighted, then the person bring me other place, but luckily the destination is just next road away nia =/ then after that go back office do work lerr. and for the 1st time out of 20 weeks attachment, i work OT till 1030pm. when im only left with me & my supervisor. cos got to rush out billing & meeting papers =(

then we go call cab nor, keep engaged, until 1055 then call dao, so wait dao 1105 like that. drop my supervisor @ her area then my turn lerr.

now my stomach damn pain, maybe cos over hungry ba. but i come home got eat YAWNS* so tired -


i will never let you go ❤

Wednesday, February 08, 2006
* 11:10 PM *
today finally not a stressful day lerr. cos 1/2 day then 2pm we left office to go school see LO. we like so sua gu =/ cos there are some changes then we like keep bio-ing, as if we year 1 or freshies like that lols.

so 3pm meet LO le, talk till 430. then saw Ms Ng.. then talk for an hour till 530 then we go.. its like so bu she de la, then we say 20 feb lols. then jiu go out gaigai at J8 lerr, bio this & that. its time to declare bankrupt =/ sobz..

came back late, tio nag norr. but dont care, so now come online lerr. hope tomorrow before lunch schedule is alright ba.. cos thinking to meet jie go buy some stuffs hoho - broke -


i will never let you go ❤

Tuesday, February 07, 2006
* 9:14 PM *
alot of complaints & angry stuffs today, so this entry will be quite long i guess o.O

receive a notice this morning that 1 of my seniors is on urgent leave, while the other is on leave during the morning which i've already knew it yesterday. then the one on 1/2 day leave call & say she pass her driving test, and asking can she dont come in. and YA, my supervisor let her and thus the whole day left me & my supervisor only.

plans are not always as scheduled. 1120 i left the office for 3 destinations and everything ended at 1245. i didnt have time for lunch as i need to sort things out before i went out for another trip at around 115. then i was rushing back to office by 2pm for another colleague to submit docs to MOM. after rushing, it was 230 already.

some of the other colleagues knew that i didnt eat lunch. some were very concerned about me and keep ask me go eat, some even act and use fierce tone =( BULLY. well, so i went down to the convenient shop and get a bread. then my supervisor knew it, so she asked me to eat cakes which i ate a few pieces only. before i can settle down in front of the comp and eat my bread, my colleague @ MOM called say urgent things. end up 330 i rush out to client's office then to MOM. as i've missed 30+ nos for my que tix, i tried to bargain with the MOM officers to let me do temp EP and i finally succeed. but well, they sort of nagging at me and say why come so late bla bla.

so reach office at 520. clearing things, sending emails etc and till 7pm i left office and head to Ritz Carlton to find 1 client which is by then 730. and i took a cab home as my supervisor insist me on taking a cab home as she say she feel bad that i piang until like this.

so tired that i almost wanted to fall asleep on cab >< but tomorrow 2pm or so going back to school to find LO yeah ! no OT for tomorrow, i have been working OT for 5 days ler =(


i will never let you go ❤

Monday, February 06, 2006
* 9:52 PM *
it's monday again but a different monday. cos managed to meet up with jie lerr ever since my bdae period till now. and now, she's going to panseh me this weekend again HMPH ! peng you zuo dao jin tian ; ming nian zai continue :x

whole day do EP & update registers again. i got so many things to clear before i leave the office OMG. working OT tomorrow again, wonder when is this going to end ? ><>< why she dont come to us =.=

YAWNs * yeah daddy will be back today midnight -


i will never let you go ❤

Sunday, February 05, 2006
* 11:29 PM *
today quite an enjoying day bahs, though sth cropped up last minute but an ending makes it perfect for me =)

trip to zoo till around 4+ enjoyable & tired. make mich po fei le ><>< go esplanade for dinner hoho. then went back to river angbao then go marina square. we rot there very very long. then keep pull mich out of the shops lala ~

then finally home sweet home ~ ^^


i will never let you go ❤

Saturday, February 04, 2006
* 10:06 PM *
finally it's weekend and can wake up late lols.. today i woke up at 1130am >< before that a few times wake up but i sleep back. i admit im so pig la, but hardly got chance to rest that long ! 13 days more to 17feb - end of apt. i wonder how will it be like. my seniors are really friendly chaps, whaha got to miss them :x well another weekend before my last 2nd week of apt going to start . .

` beii feng cuii guo de xiia tiann -


i will never let you go ❤

Friday, February 03, 2006
* 9:04 PM *
these 3 days are so busy. im always out office & wont be seen to be in the office. wednesday reach office 530pm, yesterday reach office 6pm and today reach office 625pm - faints - today morning schedule was alright, still got time time to come back do some stuffs, but is EP not corp sect >< then today funny la, cos me & 1 of the seniors are packing up prepare to go lerr. then cos my supervisor still there also, then another senior dont want to stay back with her, then she fake fake use eyes like telling us to wait for her LOLs. so ya we waited for her, then chit chat.. haha they are really nice ! im going to miss them after my apt =(

and yeah finally its friday, can sleep all i want lerr. keep OT-ing these 3 days, cannot tahan ><


i will never let you go ❤

Thursday, February 02, 2006
* 11:04 PM *
yup finally it's time for blogging lerr. today is such a busy & tiring day. both out-of-office trips in morning & afternoon. end up i spent my lunch time in office, used 15mins for lunch only. and i worked OT till 7pm >< then waited for the bus till 720pm and so many ppl on the bus. the journey is literally longer than normal yawns * and i fell asleep on bus as usual. reached home bath then had late dinner jiu online do accounts stuff. just finish not long ago . . . tomorrow friday, another running, save me =(


i will never let you go ❤

Wednesday, February 01, 2006
* 9:43 PM *
wondering now.. is it the matter of my capability or what - hais - my both legs are blister lerr, so painn. dont know should wear which shoes tomorrow - sigh -

condracting myself `


i will never let you go ❤

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 * short getaway
* an enjoyable & memorable birthday
* to be cherished and treasured
* able to see meteor
* stable friendships
* to complete my studies
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 * digital IXUS 95 IS
 * i-touch
 * lose weight
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