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Friday, March 31, 2006
* 8:41 PM *
why is working society so cruel ? why people always want to find fault in you when you are not in the wrong ? somehow pity & worried - sigh - this para is self explanatory as to what happened today, shall not say further =)

but whatever it is, tomorrow is weekend. my only 2 rest days, got to reward myself but shouldnt be alot i guess. didnt able to receive my cheque today - sigh - next month expense is really high - worried -

in fact it seems the money im earning aren't for myself. those who know should understand. well, it's my fate i guess. probably im just fated with my current life.

going to start my new life soon in mid april i guess.


i will never let you go

Thursday, March 30, 2006
* 8:01 PM *
today is the earliest that i've reached home ever since i start apt / working. met up with a client at my house vicinity and took a short journey bus home, reached at 6pm. miracle :x able to watch dream chaser later ^^

things will not be as planned ; it will end up be disappointment.


i will never let you go

Wednesday, March 29, 2006
* 10:09 PM *
same routine everyday. EPs are just jamming up my bills. hope tomorrow can go home earlier. work is never ending & is stressful.

* still thought that i'm able to overcome the feeling ; but i failed. thinking that i can be very noble ; but i'm wrong too. when can this feeling go away from me ? *


i will never let you go

Tuesday, March 28, 2006
* 8:40 PM *
today is just another day. each day just pass by very easy, with EPs & billings. tomorrow is the mid-week lerr. YUPPIE ! got to pay bill tomorrow, wonder should i pay full or partial, i wonder - sobz -

i wonderr - sigh - online used to be one of my favourite past-time, but it doesnt seem to be the case now.


i will never let you go

Monday, March 27, 2006
* 9:10 PM *
didnt manage to blog ytd cos not feeling quite well, got kinda headache. so ya slept early and pull myself to get out of the bed this morning. it's monday again & it's work time. went to meet a client at 11am, and pop over at raffles giodarno wanted to try my luck whether mich is there. indeed she is, had a short chat and i set off again.

had lunch with jie, our budget meal. tomorrow going to have early lunch worx. then jiu very stress the whole day, supervisor also says why i look so sian sian & stress de. i say i headache then she ask me to relax.

tomorrow going to MOM & meet clients before i go office. lala~ so early go office also siann norr. but btw, ytd went out but didnt buy the thing i bio, cos wanted to save money. though feel like buying, but i gave up. can say that i quite enjoy myself for the weekends bahs, at least i make fullest use of it =)


i will never let you go

Saturday, March 25, 2006
* 10:42 PM *
the day started with lunch over at bugis. walk around queensway & IKEA. how i wish i got lots of money for those furniture in my house =( a short stay over MDIS, dinner & pool at amk. it has been so long since the few of us played pool. those times are really nice :)

they are part of my life *smilez*


i will never let you go

Friday, March 24, 2006
* 7:58 PM *
blogging at this timing cos didn't OT. was having headache during work so went off at 545pm. senior on leave then supervisor busy, so all her calls transferred to mine there lerr. replying emails, answering phone calls, taknig down messages, billing and EP are what i did today.

wonderr `


i will never let you go

Thursday, March 23, 2006
* 10:42 PM *
im really too tired. work are never ending. planned to do billing everyday yet im stuck with EP and ended up with OT. today OT-ed again to start billing, touch abit only and went off at 745pm. just made it in time for the show, dream chaser. though i missed all episodes except for the 1st one i watched 10mins. but now estimate know what is it about.

and finally tomorrow it's friday YUPPIE. but tomorrow 1 senior on leave, sure die lerr. going to make numerous phone calls, read & send emails again.

and also, tomorrow is release of results. hope i can what i expect for :) good luck people ! after which we can graduate lerr.


i will never let you go

Wednesday, March 22, 2006
* 10:19 PM *
receive a msg from jie that she got diahhorea so better take care worx.

so as usual loner ler, think i shall stay in office everyday, sun bian can complete my work ler bahs. though i know jie not purposely dont eat lunch with me, but i dont know, the feeling is indescribe-able. but whatever it is, i shall return her the money before i do that.

tiredd. had a training in the morning, but something pissed me off which i shan't say it here. work and work, what life im having. hais -


i will never let you go

Tuesday, March 21, 2006
* 10:09 PM *
just eat finish and watch tv so come online.

today work and work OT till 8pm, wait for my senior then go off together. the 3 of us about same timing went off, but got 1 went off earlier 15mins than us. walk to tanjong pagar mrt then miss train cos i top up ezlink card, then jiu miss diao train norr.

as usual quite busy. today me & senior count petty cash till can go crazy, but glad that now everything is ready. then quite comfortable with today also, cos i go pack my table till quite nice hoho.

3 more weekdays to go, which also implies that 3 more days to release of results =(


i will never let you go

Monday, March 20, 2006
* 10:36 PM *
it's monday. morning going to be feng diao with my senior. no appetite to eat lunch, so 3+ grab a packet of snack and started chewing on it. till halfway, i think to go MOM urgently, with the half empty snack, i reached MOM at 4pm. and queued till 540pm then is my turn. got 18 ppl only, yet it took so long. i fall asleep. reach office at 6pm+, pack bag and leave for town to meet young ppl.

being bullied =(


i will never let you go

Sunday, March 19, 2006
* 3:10 PM *
yup today is totally a rest day for me to rot at home. slept around 1++ or 2am this morning ? woke up by parents at around 8+, have some commotions then i slept back. woke up by a sms at 10+, then slept back again :x till 1220pm then woke up ! WAH ~ half day gonez, but it's so nice to rest. this is to take back all my sleeping hours.

woke up, online till now. in between ate lunch with daddy. and ya continue to rot here. one of my jie says she might be having a bbq for her bdae, asking me whether will i go. i guess i should be going bahs, so long never see dao her ler. ever since my that bdae bbq during poly year 1, till now. but i will be loner lehs, like no one i know de :x shall see how it goes bahs.

tonight got the star idol final round worx, think maybe i'll watch ?

mich nuer seems to be very stress recently wor. hope everything will be alright for you. really hope that you will take in all our advices before making a decision. no matter what decision you made, i'll still give you my support. cos all along i knew we dont have GG =)

tomorrow it's monday again. guess i need to be out also, cos too many things for the poor girl to go alone - frowns - start to hate work :x cos my table is packed with folders till i dont have space to do work - lols -


i will never let you go

Saturday, March 18, 2006
* 10:07 PM *
another day will soon be gone by. only left 1 more day of resting =( overall today i enjoyed myself, all thanks to those who i've met today. you know who you are.

started off by heading amk to meet the bunch of girls before we head towards creative warehouse sales. it's a long journey as we have no seats. first thing when we reach there is to find food as we were hungry ghosts.

after which, head towards popular to find jie & her boyboy lerr. so happy to see her sia, so the 6 of us went to wait for the shuttle bus and headed to warehouse sales. jie & her boyboy keep psycho wo, end up i lose. but anyway we say hao hao de, tuesday will return you lala ~ then jie & her boyboy jiu go off first lerr, so the rest of us continuing bio-ing cos they like want to buy -.-

took the shuttle bus back to mrt and took a long journey train to town for a movie - shaggy dog. it's nice and very comedy. so sweet and cutee.

then home sweet home =D


i will never let you go

Friday, March 17, 2006
* 9:24 PM *
i was so excited today yet it ended with disappointment and shattered dreams after opening the letter box. it's fate i guess =)

senior is back, went out after work to send passport and back home. nicole more ke liann, morning almost halfday gone, then still have to send passport before going home. well, think she will get use to it when it comes to friday. monday is going to be busy, tons of work on my table which im not sure how am i going to finish it. weekend is meant for enjoy but it is spoilt with shattered dreams already.

disappointed `


i will never let you go

Thursday, March 16, 2006
* 11:42 PM *
yesterday didnt blog cos my blogger website is lagging and blogging at this hour ? cos i just reach home not longg.

these 2 days quite busy, or rather i shall say from monday till today, guiding the apt de, doing DRs, mass photocopying, replying emails, do billing, EP, all-in-one. senior & me OT-ed till 1030pm just now. unable to reach any cab so walk to MRT station with her. and we separate our ways after that as we are heading different ways. took a bus from aljunied to my house as there were no cabs available. she just sms-ed me at 1030pm and asked if im home. just nice i was =) going to sleep soon. cant tahan anymore.

oh ya. supervisor ordered KFC & pizza hut and sharee. so i ate 1 drumstick, 2 slices of pizza, a few mouthful of coleslaw & whip :x fei si lerr.

met jie for lunch today at some foodcourt at raffles placee. its friday tomorrow but i knew some chaos going to be there. look at the tons of work i got to do, im faintingg. how i wish i can take a break =(


i will never let you go

Tuesday, March 14, 2006
* 10:26 PM *
today work damn angry ehs. shall talk about it later. well today supervisor on 1 day leave, so left me, 1 senior and the apt de norr. then bring her out to various places including MOM. teach her alot of things. then afternoon i let her go out alonee, give her 3 places to go. then as usual came back at 520pm like that. then poor her lar, dont know anything kana client say. cos she call back got things happen, then i talk to the client, the client scolded me.

cos i did transfer of endorsement for him cos we were told that is only for him as he has changed to a new passport. so when the apt de return to him, he say why we never do for his family. then i told him we weren't aware that this goes for the same for his dependants cos transfer of endorsement is depend on individual whether you change passport or passport full. then he say,"its common sense that you do for me, and should do for my family members also" i was like so angry =/ but well i still have to talk nice nice to him as if my fault, then when the apt come back she say he so fierce =/ then i told my senior ma, she say no reasons norr. she say tomorrow complain to supervisor - lols -

then work OT etc, do 2 bill reminders, do form 12, reply emails etc =/ got to OT tomorrow and thursday le i guess. got to rush out sth for friday use :x


i will never let you go

Monday, March 13, 2006
* 9:24 PM *
today it's monday again, but today is quite different from other days worx :x cos today got 1 apt de come lerr from my school de hee. teach her how to do disbursement, take file from compactus, filing then bring her around. i think tomorrow ends up i need to bring her around to MOM and other clients' place also. tour guide !

then 515 jiu went off with her to clients' place then from there i bring her to city hall mrt. walk back to marina square get the big piggy for jie hoho ! but when i reach there at 6pm, they still say havent comee. so i loiter around till they call me norr. so around 630pm they finally called, get ler me jiu faster meet jie lerr. cos i make her wait quite long le, dui bu qii. she seems like it very much worr, then become mad le :x but jie like jiu hao ya =p

think last bus gone, end up took train back YAWNS* this week gonna be interesting i guess.


i will never let you go

Sunday, March 12, 2006
* 10:14 PM *
window shopping for me today. got to get some stuffs coming week i guess. accompanied friends to shopp & be servant >< back home early to do ironing, watch tv then came onlinee.

YAWNs * yeah tomorrow got trainee come to help me lerr weee !


i will never let you go

Saturday, March 11, 2006
* 11:08 PM *
a fun, abit moodless yet tiring day.

started off with western food recommended by billy at lavenderr. movie "Date Movie" at bugis. window shopping at bugis junction, bugis village & the icon. window shopping at marina square. dinner at makansutra near esplanade. sad to say roof terrace is once closed again - fated . hais -
walked over to merlion area and slacked. back to esplanade & head home.

2 bodyguards accompanied me :x

thanks alot =))


i will never let you go

Friday, March 10, 2006
* 10:36 PM *
>< why no post de - sobb- if papa never say i also dont know :x just saying today is finally friday and it's weekend =)

plans are not always as planned. a price has to be paid for all these.


i will never let you go

Thursday, March 09, 2006
* 11:04 PM *
so tiredd noww. but still got 1 more day to go -yawns- OT-ed till 9pm just now, busy sending out AGM reminders and do minutes -.- then ask daddy go fetch me since he is going to retrieve the car just nowx. instead of going home, he say want to wait for mommy also whereby she will only off work between 1015-1030 ? went to eat and doze off on the car while waiting -.-

memories are meant to be kept no matter how far you go in your life. even for a past relationship, the memories will never be erased =)


i will never let you go

Wednesday, March 08, 2006
* 10:07 PM *
everyday is just a normal working day whereby i make my rounds out of the office. just that today got a little bit more time, like 2-3 hours to do office work >< had some laughs with my seniors as usual. who ask them always bully me :x

2 more working days to go ! 24 march - release of results. 16 days more >< *cross fingers*

i dont miss studying but i miss the fun in school. now it seems im so old -frowns- sorry that i didnt make it for the class gathering.

people always say that if you like someone, you dont expect the person to return the feelings back, is it true ? this might be the words you said, but might not what your heart actually meant i guess. cos it's selfishh. no matter is friendship, kinship or relationship =)


i will never let you go

Tuesday, March 07, 2006
* 11:24 PM *
today can say quite a fun & enjoyable day bahs. let me forget the unhappiness for awhile at least.

working is alright, quite fun. "sneak" off at 545pm with my senior. she big bully ! chatted about some stuffs, then took a bus meet my crapper buddy :x bought movie tickets and walk awhile of Marina Square and the movie ended at 855pm. and we did our rounds, but nothing seems appealing to us =x

tiredd. its only wednesday tomorrow. no energyy. apt de coming on monday ~ wee !


i will never let you go

* 12:07 AM *
so tiredd now. worked today and popped over friends' chalet and "surprise" visit with friends. then took a cab home. thanks to billy papa for pei wo walk dao half of the way, and hope your hand is fine >< sotong :x

yawns *

tomorrow, out with friend ! to pass my time, instead of going home so early & rot :x

looking forwardd to . . .


i will never let you go

Sunday, March 05, 2006
* 10:32 PM *
tired day after all. bought tops and ate real alot. even more than when im working =/ nothing much to blog actually. YAWNs* 5 days work starting againn.

weather is getting badd. drink more water & eat more vege ~ :x


i will never let you go

Saturday, March 04, 2006
* 1:53 PM *
didnt blog yesterday cos was too tired. and i mean real TIRED. work as usual, ppl thank us for helping in the VIP case etc. many obstacles in the morning until me & senior bth. still learnt to say lies :x go off 530 on the dot lols. then got meet to pass something to friend & walked around.

far east - cine - wisma - taka - far east. legs are tired. ke lian me =( im tempted now =( going to buy sth tomorrow hopefully :x

wonderr. should i or shouldn`t i ?


i will never let you go

Thursday, March 02, 2006
* 10:22 PM *
today is a fun fun day ! so many jokes around in the office among us lols. supervisor treated us lunch THANKS ! and good things came in the morning, OMG. that application finally approved, the one i made mistake, though i say i want to admit, but end up we act blur - phew - i wont be careless again le =( then the senior there play play want to threaten says, since approved ler, go tell supervisor, then act say mommy say cannot tell lies etc. BULLY ! :x

paid my hp bill then like so empty ler =(

YUP ! tomorrow is friday ;) all the best to billy papa & mich nu er to their postings !


i will never let you go

* 12:01 AM *
just in time to blog i guess ? today as usual EP is turning our corp sect upside down. rushing here & there. no brain de client :x as if we operate MOM like that >< reached home at 8pm, watch ming xin ou xiang & the 9pm HK show. then after that the results of ming xin ou xiang. sad to say Alicia is out =( no more gals in the show lerr, not nice one :x

di tomorrow having POA paper worx, and it's your last paper. JIAYOU ok ! moral of the story : dont last minute again - if not i smack you :x


i will never let you go



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* short getaway
* an enjoyable & memorable birthday
* to be cherished and treasured
* able to see meteor
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