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Sunday, April 30, 2006
* 11:12 PM *
spent my time to the fullest for the whole day. a 2-hour bball session & window shopping at causeway point. broke down during bball session, sorry about that.

it's all about being truthful ; not only trust.


i will never let you go

Saturday, April 29, 2006
* 11:40 PM *
hmms.. a day for me to rest at home. didnt went out during the day time, until around 730 went to parkway with mommy to shop shop. parkway is having its 6th annual sales for today & tomorrow, that explains the crowd and the long queue at the taxi stand i suppose.

targeted for pants & sandals, but no avail, which ended up with 2 tops -winks- shopped for 1 1/2 hour and headed home. my shopping list is never ending =(

- arriving soon -


i will never let you go

* 12:35 AM *
things are not going smoothly as i predict, the obstacle will always be there. it's up to the person to overcome this obstacle, in order to make it smooth sailing i suppose ?

today is the last day that the attachment gal is with us lerr. and it will be time for me to run around again =(( but hopefully got time for billing also, esp that company =/

the feeling of it is getting stronger, please advise.


i will never let you go

Thursday, April 27, 2006
* 11:29 PM *
meetings are making everyone worn down =/ whoever went to the meeting, includes me, come back jiu look like a zombie =x then got to clear up some office work then i leave. sooner or later, its time for me to amend minutes for them ler bahs =(

today's AGM is quite an eye opening. the past few ones i went is not so big lahs. this time round, they overprovide the seats, thus we have a hard time to count the votings etc. but it's quite a great experience overall.

hmms . . tomorrow is friday & it will be the last day that the attachment gal with our group. next week onwards, she will be with other groups ler. no one to help us =((

- awaiting for the time to ripe -


i will never let you go

Wednesday, April 26, 2006
* 10:26 PM *
unable to sleep well yesterday night due to some disagreements and hopefully it will be the last time. besides preventing myself from thinking, there's nothing i can do bahs.

hmms.. today amended some billings. busy with EPs as usual, practically same routine everyday. tomorrow got to attend AGM, sounds scary and fun. though last time went before, but this time round like more people =/ hopefully everything goes on well. so many AGMs recently, end up i need to remind them their EPs thingy - STM :x

it's drifting apart, you know ?

trust is the most important element in any bonding in life.


i will never let you go

Tuesday, April 25, 2006
* 8:44 PM *
what a day to start ! with war in the office early in the morning ? became the topic of the day, but well shan't talk about it.

it is fun to interact with my seniors and joking around. this makes the dull working life livelier ! work wont be fun without them around =]

started to be a little sensible ? grown-up :x


i will never let you go

Monday, April 24, 2006
* 10:42 PM *
work & work & work. my life is just occupied with working. how i wish i can go back to school time, though there's pressure but at least there are fun ! but well, in work life, have fun with colleagues too ^^

analyzing & confusing . . . how to approach ?

* yi ke xin shu yu yi ge ren
zai ai qing shen me suan gong ping
ai de shen
ye shang de shen
shi bu shi cui hui le zi ji
yi ke xin shu yu wo zi ji
ai qing li zhao bu dao gong ping
ai de ni
zen me xuan ze le tao bi
wo xue hui bu gong ping *


i will never let you go

Sunday, April 23, 2006
* 1:44 PM *
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIANA JIE ~
lao le worx ;x hope you will enjoy yourself well. got to meet up soon - hugs - continue to be lame *oops*

still thought that got to go out today but im wrong hahas ! but well, look at the brighter side - get to rest ? tired - got clothes to iron =((

it seems something has been missing
but the thing is hard to described
contradicting me *


i will never let you go

Saturday, April 22, 2006
* 10:45 PM *
another day is going to be ended just like that ! somemore when it is a weekend =(

today got up a little early & get prepared to sweep tomb with mommy & mommy's side relatives at bishan. finished everything at 11am and uncle fetched me & mommy home. so i started rotting online and got a little tired, so went for a short nap.

attended diana's jie bbq at pasir ris park. bus 58 is really fast, from my home at pasir ris interchange is only 28-30mins ? then jie says they havent prepare hao, so i went to white sands to walk around. until she called me, ask me to go to the park to "book" the shelterr. waited for her like 30mins ? then she left her friend with me, then she go back take things with her cousin. and that goes for another 45mins. it is so windy & coldd.

enjoy the cold & lame jokes when the 3 of us went to walk to toilet & carried the heavy pail of waterr. but sad to say, due to unforeseen circumstances, im unable to stay till abit late. hope she's not too disappointed cos as we promised, sure got chance to go out again de ! - hugss -


i will never let you go

Friday, April 21, 2006
* 9:26 PM *
wonder how one can be so into something that probably already forgets he / she has neglected someone ? less chats are making the other party lose faith & confidence in him / her and sometimes really dont feel like talking to him / her.

face the fact. things wont be the same as the past.

weekend is here, going to enjoy myself to the fullest ;p


i will never let you go

Thursday, April 20, 2006
* 10:51 PM *
filled with busy work & undone still. got to continue tomorrow before i head for a weekend. managed to try the fish & chips, think its about the same standard as lavendar ? ;x

to mich :
SOME PEOPLE great minds think alike ! ;x

- busybody me -


i will never let you go

Wednesday, April 19, 2006
* 11:08 PM *
mid day of the week. today i was outside of the office more often than usual. whole afternoon was gone =/

left office at 230pm to 2 clients' place, then 4pm meet my supervisor & senior at any client's place for meeting with HR. it lasted till 510pm. took a cab back to office and had a meeting with courier people from 530 - 715pm =/ marathon meeting ?

problems incurring in EPs & bills ='(


i will never let you go

Tuesday, April 18, 2006
* 8:43 PM *
another day has gone by and 3 more weekdays to go ;) left house at 8am, took train & cab to client's place before go to office. quite busy cos the senior is still on MC. didnt went out for lunch, so ask senior to buy back for me. cropped out with EPs & bills, seems never-ending.

weather doesnt seem to be fine for these few days, hope it will get better for the following days. things seem to get better, hope it just stays the way it is ;) wont probe further, let nature takes its course xD


i will never let you go

Monday, April 17, 2006
* 7:49 PM *
i'm getting more & more daring on my temper. i dont give it a damn. as days went by, everything seem to get lesser. and i shall be independent all over again, im trying.

" never ever thought that im able to control my temper, but it will gets haywire if its getting too frequent. "

what should i do ?


i will never let you go

Sunday, April 16, 2006
* 12:02 PM *
able to catch some sleep for these 3 days. 12 hours more for today, got to make fullest use of it.

determination can really make a person changed completely & totally.

as time passes by, humans changed ; so do feelings. things wont be the same anymore...


i will never let you go

Saturday, April 15, 2006
* 10:13 PM *
quite satisfied for today overall. able to get the things i want also ;)

gave my parents a treat of dinner at parkway hawker & hardly will daddy accompany me and mommy to shop around ;x first and last time i guess. doubt he will anymore lols. 1 more weekend and 5 weekdays are coming -dreads-

* ai ni shi ge cuo by xiao mingg.


i will never let you go

Friday, April 14, 2006
* 11:19 PM *
busy to blog yesterday as just changed my phone no. and need to inform my friends around, so by the way if i happened to miss you out, leave me a msg ya.

able to make the fullest use of my rest day well. a breakfast cum lunch with my parents and met up with the gals at city hall wanted to go for k. end up changed location due to no available rooms. after that jiu walk around lerr & surprisingly saw ahgong ? but he going to disown me le ;x so sad -hmph-

then home sweet home ;)

- debtors & creditors * ;x


i will never let you go

Wednesday, April 12, 2006
* 11:36 PM *
another day gone. tomorrow thursday and it would be 3 rest days wootx ! dinner settled at amk and took a bus home with mich. think and understand alot ;)

* mei yi ci he ni fen kai
shen shen de bei ni da bai
mei yi ci fang qi ni de wen rou tong ku na yi shi huai
mei yi ci he ni feng kai
mei yi ci kiss you goodbye
ai qing de zi wei ci ke wo zhong yu zui ming bai *


i will never let you go

Tuesday, April 11, 2006
* 10:24 PM *
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BILLY PAPA. hope you did have a good time today ;)

recently mood is so down . . . sigh - work and work and work. only managed to leave at 545pm and keep papa & mich waiting for me like 20mins ? sorry. headed to suntec & had sakae buffet. keep ordering as if we are being starved for how long ;x walk afew shops before the 3 of us took a bus to serangoon mrt, then me & billy papa took 70 home.

what should i do ?


i will never let you go

Monday, April 10, 2006
* 9:21 PM *
starting of the week and had lunch with supervisor, seniors & the gal during lunch. had so much fun and making me too bloated. OT-ed till 7+ and catch the last bus back home. .

im confused now . . soft-hearted me ?

going to look forward from tomorrow onwards ;) they are just part of my life -winks-


i will never let you go

Sunday, April 09, 2006
* 9:36 PM *
back from chalet already. was feeling terrible especially today, chest xin ku & headache. thanks to the concern of san jing dar, billy papa & mich nuer. i will get myself recovered asap.

yesterday reached changi at around 645pm ? then slacked till around 7++ or 8pm then go to BBQ pit. san jing, me & mich are using 1 of the pit but the fire seemed to hate us. there is 1 family using the pit next to us, and offered us the ready-ed pit after they have used finish. it is a great help to us indeed. san jing & me BBQ-ed to 12am and still throw away alot of raw food. bath & ate some food before heading to cheers and bought some drinks. slept at 230am, woke up by billy papa at 330am. change of room and cant sleep at all.

after 8 missed calls from billy papa, san jing & me, mich finally appeared at 1pm. settled all-in-one lunch at the coffee shop, slept from 315pm to around 6pm when they arrived. played 5 rounds of mahjong and it's time to go.

though it's quite a short stay for me over there, but hopefully papa did enjoy himself and like the gifts we bought for him =)

` feelings are making me confused *


i will never let you go

Saturday, April 08, 2006
* 1:18 PM *
rotting now and waiting for time to come to leave house. YAWNs* rain doesnt look nice but hopefully it will be fine. sunshine after the rain.

be strong and continue to jiayou. there aren't any problems that couldn't be solved.


i will never let you go

Friday, April 07, 2006
* 11:28 PM *
it's finally friday and tomorrow will be going for billy papa's birthday chalet worx. hope everything will be going on smoothly & alright ya. a day with toe injury, hopefully will be alright soon. just that a plaster on it is so ugly =(


i will never let you go

Thursday, April 06, 2006
* 9:14 PM *
im getting alright. thanks for the concern from you people. finally tomorrow is friday and this means that weekend is coming - winks -

today's work mood very tense and stress. today whichever client we handle is all fussy ones. making all of us so shag & no mood. have been buying back food for this whole week, dont feel like stepping out anymore. moreover she's so busy everyday, didnt want to interrupt her at all =)


i will never let you go

Wednesday, April 05, 2006
* 8:22 PM *
headache is killing me. just took 2 vitamin Cs and 1 panadol, got to rest early tonight.

- frowns -


i will never let you go

Tuesday, April 04, 2006
* 6:45 PM *
managed to be home early today cos knock off on the dot - winks - didnt want to stay for long, so went off with senior ^^ had a great time with senior & that gal, somehow we do clicked well. LOL. 3 more weekdays to go, hope it will be fun & not so stressful though.

learnt more about secretarial stuffs & learnt to make announcements. so nicee =D


i will never let you go

Monday, April 03, 2006
* 9:15 PM *
it's monday again. suddenly today im so efficient in doing filing. due to miscommunication and time lag, i went to amoy and back to office without anything during lunch time. cos of miscommunication, i dont blame her. but when i know the reason behind it, and the stuffs happened during this week, my heart sank. it's time for me to learn to be dependant.


i will never let you go

Saturday, April 01, 2006
* 11:51 AM *
going to rot at home today. all people seem to be out, probably it's kind of good for me either to think through stuffs deeply before i make any decision.

sometimes how i wish i can forget all bad memories and just keep the good ones, but i dont think there's a possibility. this is call deluding myself.

bored`


i will never let you go



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