Tuesday, June 27, 2006
* 11:56 PM *
- having mixed feelings
- made a mistake
- shouldn`t have gone back to there. everything is back again. still thought that i`ve overcome it, but i`m wrongg.
naive mee *
i will never let you go ❤
Monday, June 26, 2006
* 11:19 PM *
yup ! changed a new blogskin yesterday night but was too tired to post an entry yesterday, so i`m doing it now. not much comments on this skin cos it`s my favourite STARS ! ;x though no hearts but it`s still the same all my favourite ;D
month ending ; timesheets dueing YAWNs* work is never-ending. only jokes will make me smile =)
hope everything is fine for mich nu`er & weida papa common tests ! jiayou !
i will never let you go ❤
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
* 10:40 PM *
still thought that the day will end beatutifully, yet i`m proven wrong. shan`t provide any details over here.
just some phrases :
1) don`t take anyone for granted, cos you might not want people to do the same to you
2) cherish & treasure whatever you`ve now, cos you might not know when will be the last time you & your loved ones are together.
=)
i will never let you go ❤
Sunday, June 18, 2006
* 12:42 PM *
today is Fathers` Day, so before i begin my long entry, i shall wish all fathers` in the world an enjoyable day ~
so i did mention this entry will be long ? ;x the previous entry was an long one regarding my poly mates, now it will be friends.
unknowingly, the friends & godsiblings that i knew from online, i get along with them well ~
Diana Jie - the 1st god-sis i`ve and we knew each other through IRC (when it`s still kinda famous in those times) since we were in sec2s ? we are just so san-ba that we can gossip anything under the sun. though when i`ve gotten into poly, there are lesser contacts for us, but now we are still trying to get in good contact with each other. [ thanks for the valuable advices jie, no one will bully me de ;x ]
Jolin Lover - the 1st time we chatted in IRC probably is during my secondary school times, but is hi & bye those kind of thing ? started to chat more cos coincidentally knew her through Wei Ling Jie also. so ya, before me & jie got into poly, the 3 of us can talk craps like nobody`s business. used to flood her with all my unhappiness & stress regarding anything, yet hard to be reached due to sms-ing wrong nos. >< [ thanks for listening to my craps in the past, and all the encouragements you`ve given me during my poly life ~ hao hao jiayou in your final year & soon will get graduated ~ muhahahaha ! ]
Wei Ling Jie - 2nd god-sis i knew through IRC before we entered poly. coincidentally get to know that she will be posted to np & acc course. that`s where we started our friendship & soon jie-meix. still remember she used to be in the next class of mine and there are some modules during year 1 & 2 that both our classes are combined, those times were nice. [ though sometimes you might be hard to be contactable, but i still wish you all the best in all your plans & future. ]
Winson Di - the 1st & only god-di that i`ve so farr. knew him while we were in the secondary school times through IRC. it was amazing how we can talk so much in online, yet when we met out in poly, we chatted abit only. SHY* like sis, like di LOLs. [ but anyway, glad that you are started to get used of poly life & all the best in your tests and exams. must hao hao study, bu ke yi slack ah ! ]
Michelle Nu`er - get to know her through lover about 1 1/2 years ago. can see the transformation in her, becoming noisier & noisier ;x but the miracle thing is that we`ve no GG despite the difference in age LOLs. [ my accompany back home de partner but now no longer is, then i can take bus 24 le ;x OOPS ! did i say anything ? lalas ~ all the best in your common tests and must get to like this course ok ! ]
Shu Ling Dar - just like lover. on & off talk in IRC, listened to her DJ-ing in the past, and it was till last year we get to come out together as a group ? must 6 months once de outing dao 1 month once, not bad sia. and we became san jing ba liangg (name given by lover cos she say we always very noisy ;x) but we ae proud to be san jing ba liang okie ! [ dar pian wo & owe me =( bully ! complains to babyy * ]
Wei Da Papa - happy papa`s day ! ;x though know you for like a few months only, so bu tai liao jie ni still. [ thanks for all your encouragements and hope you will find a brighter way in your life ~ all the best to your tests too ;) ]
Last but not least, a great THANK YOU to :-
Jolin \ Michelle \ Shu Ling ;D
i will never let you go ❤
Thursday, June 15, 2006
* 10:18 PM *
the following will be kinda a long entry :
i`m missing school life more and more especially after graduation. getting emotional >.< though school life somehow make us stress, but it makes our bonding stronger, especially between the group-mates during project time.
a different feeling i`ve when i stepped into the school on tuesday, the feeling whereby all of us are going separate ways again, busy with their own stuffs.
missed the way we rushed for deadlines like mad ; rushing for lectures & tutorials ; arguing about project topics etc etc etc . . . oh no ~ though no doubt i admit i hate projects and exams, but i enjoy the accompany of this little gang cum my project mates cum my crazy friends ;x you guys should be honour lalas ~ especially meihui worr.. wo men yi ding hui hen xiang nii de. yao hao hao zhao gu zi ji ; online communication okie ~
they are the ones who filled up my poly life with colours, allow me to enjoy my full 2years+ in the school. my poly life will be dull without themm ~ ;p
Su Qing (ahma) - my short 2 busstop trip partner / project mate / gossip mate / lunch khaki / provided me valuable advices on the way i should go during my poly life [ xiexie ni. haohao jiayou in your further studies ~ ]
Mei Hui (maria) - a gal who never fails to fill up laughter in our lives / lunch khaki / project mate / ye shi abit blur blur de worr / my exams & tests xiu xing [ gal..must learn to be more observant and dont let people bully you okie ~ though you will be away, shall keep in touch still ya ~ ]
Li Hui (greatgrandmother) - lunch khaki / tutorial jiu xing [ though you might not be able to read this, dan hai shi zhu ni all the best ~ waiting for red packet ;x ]
i will never let you go ❤
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
* 10:01 PM *
gotten an MC today, was having headaches when i woke up. under the accompany of mummy, went to see a doctor early in the morning. called up my senior that i wasn`t coming, took medicine and i slept all the way. sleep & awake in between.
doctor said that i`ve tension headache & stress, must learn to don`t think too much and fang qing song. now the feeling is really terrible. the feeling of want vomit, yet can`t & headaches are really killing mee. unwell yet alonee -sigh- the feeling of it is so scaryy.
-cried-
i will never let you go ❤
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
* 11:27 PM *
today is a meaningful day, so got to blog it down before the day ended ^^
today is the long-waited graduation day for the school of BA, BS in the morning & ACC ; BFS ; BIT in the afternoon. met my gang at the busstop and we proceeded to LT68 to report. met jie and took 2 pics with her - but rather ugly lah. went for briefing, proceeded to convention centre then waited for VIPs to arrive.
the ceremony started at 230pm and we were quite infront norr, 3rd row =/ so by 3pm i`ve already gotten my cert & stuff. stayed till the end of the ceremony which is around 4pm. took pics with lecturer & friends. all thanks to meihui ; joanne & ziwei. especially ziwei, as if we were taking for ourselves instead for him ;x
took a bus to tpy with suqing & took 143 to newton to meet my "family" ;x dinner at newton circus, walked from orchard to douby ghaut. sour legs =[
today marks a new chapter in all graduates` life. each of us will be headed different paths, be it working ; studying locally or overseas, wish everyone the best and we must stay in contact alright. PROMISE *
i will never let you go ❤
Monday, June 12, 2006
* 10:19 PM *
alright. wasn`t having any monday blues this week cos tomorrow i`ll be on leave for grad. though it`s only a day, but still trying to be contented with it lols.
with mich nuer`s help, managed to get the jeans at a cheaper price - but need to save money le ;[ headed parkway to walk & eat, and that ends the day for us =]
a packet of grape biscuits a day ; keeps the doctor away ;x
i will never let you go ❤
Saturday, June 10, 2006
* 2:43 PM *
1 by 1 people are going afk. so left me rotting here right now haha`s. soon going to wash some clothes - frowns - having dinner with parents later on after mommy ended work. still hoping to go parkway to gaigai, but like inaccessible =/ wanted to get some stuffs, list never endless >.<
going to be rotten to fungues & algae soon yawns * jiu ming ahh ~ i miss the laughter *
* yesterday night when talking to you on msn,
i sort of attitude you ?
probably i`ve changed.
we have different thinking *
i will never let you go ❤
Friday, June 09, 2006
* 10:39 PM *
just finish watching Guess x3 at channel u & the 9pm show at channel 8. stupid ending for channel 8 ;x monday me & senior sure chaos about it lols. but anyway, it`s weekend. though nothing special ba ;] but still get to rest somehow.
* somehow, it feels so stranger in between us.
you are no longer the person i knew anymore *
i will never let you go ❤
Thursday, June 08, 2006
* 8:40 PM *
1 more day to go . . really tired & sleepy. probably the only fun thing at work is the communication with my seniors bahs.
* maybe i should have be more understanding,
you got your own commitment.
i won`t fan you anymore,
we will no longer be the same as before *
i will never let you go ❤
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
* 10:20 PM *
back to home should be a relax and soothing thing for me. but it doesn`t seem to be the case. i don`t know how should i put it. just hope no one will be affected.
* yi ding yao hao hao de *
i will never let you go ❤
Sunday, June 04, 2006
* 10:05 PM *
work is getting more and more stressful. for every weekend, i will try to make myself rest & enjoy as much as possible cos i knew i will have another 5 hard days ahead. working are especially hard when there`s short of 1 ppl to guide me. i`ve learnt to be independent, but at times i`m afraid. i`m still new in dealing with clients, especially those strict ones.
how i wish time would just stop here. let me have some rest. i`m really tired . . .
and i realise that i failed to handle all kinds of relationships bonding, eg. friendship. i dont know how to keep in contact with someone, i just feel that if i suddenly find the person, maybe they think got motive. i`m really tired with all these. i`m a failure in my social life =( yet i doubt anyone knows or rather i dont need anyone to know also.
i will never let you go ❤
Friday, June 02, 2006
* 10:09 PM *
so worn out these few days then just too lazy to blog anythingg. tired & sleepy are the only 2 words for me right now i supposed ? though it`s friday, but i dont feel any happiness at all. so many deadlines, clients` request etc. . .
* hope i`m not being disappointed *
i will never let you go ❤
