true love stories never have endings ;

Sunday, July 30, 2006

* 11:51 PM *

the night is ending and which means monday is coming. a brand new week is ahead waiting for us to challenge -frowns-

1) hope everything will be fine & not so complicated.
2) hope all plans are continued as planned.
3) a good week ahead.

i`m someone who is easily contented, yet shu bu qi (i admit) *

i will never let you go ❤

Saturday, July 29, 2006

* 11:09 PM *

1 day has passed by like this. yesterday chatted phone with senior for half an hour or so, some rantings :x

it`s time i should keep it low ; lesser expectations. perhaps like this i`ll be happier *

i will never let you go ❤

Friday, July 28, 2006

* 12:43 PM *

first time blogging during lunch time :x never try before, didnt know can. but anyway, rotting in office & resting :x and ya finally yesterday san jing managed to be online awhile lols. yeah ~ me & baby missed san jing can =x gan dong not *

all the best to your mock exam & prelims k hugs *

i will never let you go ❤

Thursday, July 27, 2006

* 9:57 PM *

work as usual busy, don`t know what`s wrong with us. me & senior keep doing wrong things these few days :x stress ball will be our saviour ~ ^^.

perhaps working allows me to numb myself from thinking, probably working is better for me ?

i will never let you go ❤

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

* 9:47 PM *

a new look for my blog ~ missing all my friends =(

nan dao my life is really work & work ? seems nothing special, but abit tight up. got to save for my future use - frowns - all i want is just a day getting the things i want, is that so difficult ? perhaps that`s me, as long as people around me are happy, this applies to me as well =]

` drifting apart *

i will never let you go ❤

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

* 9:42 PM *

hmms. just to touch up a little what happened for yesterday & today. well.. nothing much happen, just that i happen to run out more for these 2 days due to unforeseen circumstances - ICA, MOM & client's place for meeting. still having some stomach upset, wasting food everyday ; every meal without fail =/

i will never let you go ❤

Sunday, July 23, 2006

* 10:42 PM *

i`m amazed of myself that i can stand the sight upon seeing.
probably, it`s time for me to get used of it.
i think, only this song can describes how i feel right now : Cheng Quan.

i will never let you go ❤

Saturday, July 22, 2006

* 11:59 PM *

before the day ends, i shall wish Hui Fang - happy birthday dear gal ~ it has been quite some time since we met up, got to find a day ;p

felt much better compared to the last 2 days, but not toally though. still have some giddy & bloated symptoms. hope to recover by monday for work =/

the amount of security determines the level of confidence i have for myself (:

i will never let you go ❤

Friday, July 21, 2006

* 11:06 PM *

didnt blog ytd cos not feeling well. went to see doctor at nite ytd, thanks to mich who accompanied me all the way. sorry to trouble you & spoil the mood. gotten a MC today, but went to see doctor 2nd time, cos still havent ok. still prefer this doctor =) now getting better, never vomit lerr.

vomit \ fever \ headache \ giddy \ stomach pain.

* got to be truthful, don`t want to be kept in the dark. *

i will never let you go ❤

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

* 9:49 PM *

shouldn`t have left ; shouldn`t be back.
making myself miserable & teary
making myself to put up a brave front ;
it was tough for me.
no idea how long can i stay this way ;
teared `

i will never let you go ❤

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

* 9:15 PM *

tomorrow senior back lerr yuppie ~ but today daddy is sick & got an MC to rest at home =( diahhorea & fever ! hope he recovers soon. nothing much to blog down, just feeling not right the whole night - no idea.

i`m confused *

i will never let you go ❤

Monday, July 17, 2006

* 9:29 PM *

the starting of the week : senior on 2 days MC (today & tomorrow). worked OT till 715pm, busy throughout with EPs. trying to get used to it -fr0wns- nothing much to say also. counting down the days . . .

i will never let you go ❤

Friday, July 14, 2006

* 11:21 PM *

the night ended with a guitar concert, it`s filled with touching moments i can feel. with the hardwork you`ve put in for months, and presented to the audience. this feeling i had before which is indescribable. seeing that it`s so successful, all the hardwork are paid off.

favourite tunes are played, memories flashed across my mind. one tune that i hope i wont hear it again, yet i did tonight. and the memories of that tune isn`t a good one i should say, controlled myself and just walk over.

i`ll be strong ; i believe i will - sigh - i still cant control myself over it, i rather avoid it.

i will never let you go ❤

Thursday, July 13, 2006

* 10:46 PM *

meihui : sorry that didn`t make it for going to the airport to send you off. hope that you will be able to adapt quickly and jiayou for your studies ok. hope to hear from you soon & look forward to meet up again =(

finally tomorrow is friday lerr. i started to get sick of working.. all the endless stuffs hais. work for money, yet i`m still the same old me -frowns- probably all this is fate. i believe each of us has already a plan for our future, it`s just a matter of time, thats why i also ren le.

hoping that it will be smoothly throughout, i dont hope for much. i`ll be contented.

i will never let you go ❤

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

* 11:51 PM *

before the day ends, i shall make a short entry over here before i go for my beauty sleep.

Happy Birthday Lisa ~ hope you like the present & don`t angry with us lerr ;x

today work is as usual, the only thing for me to look forward is to meet up with diana jie ; lisa & martin. all of them are late so i sat there for quite long before martin appeared, then followed by the 2 gals. went to Changing Appetites for dinner after long arguments ;x it`s so sinful to eat those food >.< going for diet lerr =/

took some pictures den we 3 gals took a train home whereas he is taking bus home i think. YAWNs* going to get my beauty sleep. i`m so tiredd. 3 weekdays to go ~

i will never let you go ❤

Saturday, July 08, 2006

* 10:47 PM *

before i start today`s entry, i shall wish Su Qing :

happy 21st birthday ! :)

as mentioned above, today is this gal`s birthday. so we have planned this mini celebration with her - partyworld + mini cake + gift. it ended up with meihui is HIGH-er than bdae gal ;x don`t know why lols. but anyway, this lasted for 4 hours.

hope it will be a memorable one for you ~

i will never let you go ❤

Thursday, July 06, 2006

* 8:19 PM *

today whole day doesnt seem well for those people who are working ? due to the heavy rain, i waited quite long for both buses and end up reached office at 910am. was surprised to see the main DBS bank downstairs was closed initially, and still blurred about what`s happening.

until i reach my building, i realised all airconditioning were down, and it was so stuffy. and it ended up affect our internal drive, unable to print, unable to access emails, unable to do work from G drive =/ and the PA girl says the engineering are trying to save the condition and said by 2pm the airconditioning should be back. so well, the whole morning all of us so slack, trying to see where got fan to get some wind =/ no ventilation at all >.< and 2pm, everything is bad to normal.

heard some stuffs from senior, dont know how am i going to face =/ -frowns-

i will never let you go ❤

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

* 8:43 PM *

started the day a little different. YUP took a cab from my house to Rasa Sentosa ShangriLa to collect documents from client. tried to use my hp to take some sceneries pictures, but obviously some cannot make it ;x

then after lunch time when back again to return the documents, feel so different today upon stepping into Sentosa. though its only 15mins journey from office to there LOLs, somemore transport & entrance fee not paid by me also ;x a little relaxation ? ;D

but sentosa is a place not suitable for me afterall, cos i dont like sun at all ;x

2 more weekdays to go ~ ;p

i will never let you go ❤

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

* 8:12 PM *

dont ever make empty promises to people around you, the feeling is undescribeable unless you taste it yourself. if look from the other angle, maybe should be more understandingg. -frowns-

` double disappointmentt *

i will never let you go ❤

Monday, July 03, 2006

* 10:10 PM *

never promise someone about something if you are unsure of. it is more painful than rejection.

` attitude ; unreasonable mee * =]

i will never let you go ❤

Saturday, July 01, 2006

* 12:34 PM *

didn`t blog for a few days cos think that nothing much to blog also. hmm anyway, today is kinda exciting ? or should i say since yesterday night ?

this early morning went for meeting service with senior & her bodyguard :x supposed the flight is SQ19 at 540am. but to play safe, i double check-ed online yesterday night and found that SQ19 is at 446am & it`s SQ21 at 540am. then informed my senior, we decided not to take the risk, but to go earlier, better than never.

changed our booking cab timing from 4am to 3am at her house. though i offline at 1230am, but end up chatting with mummy till 1am. and before i knew it, im only lying on bed and it`s already 2am. called my senior to wake up and i sleep back till 230am. feel energetic, maybe cos didnt go into sleeping mode at all.

went down to meet them when they reached the carpark and off we go to Changi Airport T2. we look so sua-ku that it has changed indeed alot. meeting service closed then only 1 of us can go in to pass the documents to ICA officer, so i volunteered. that`s my purpose of going YA ? so well around 430am, i went inside to pass the documents to Duty Officer, and me & senior waited outside for her to arrive. the plane ended up touch down only at 502am (minor delay). it was until 610am, we then managed to see her ? imagine me & senior waited outside anxiously, worried anything went wrong again. luckily this time neverr :)

they sent me home and i`m in half awake half asleep mode. re-awake at 9am and head to teach my mummy`s ex-colleague`s nuer maths. then come home and now rotting in front of comp.

pretty long entry huh ? hope it won`t bored any of you. overall it`s a pretty good experience for me despite waking in wee hours.

i will never let you go ❤