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Wednesday, May 30, 2007
* 10:10 AM *
first day of study leave; hope later i`ll really jiayou and don`t slack. wish me luck too ! hahas.

加油！(:


i will never let you go ❤

Sunday, May 27, 2007
* 6:31 PM *
just when i thought i`m motivated to study; just when i thought i can study without any worries. i`m being brought to the lowest point again; teary eyes.

now then i know whatever i used to do; seems not appreciated. this makes me lose more and more confidence of myself. it seems i`m always taken for granted; or to say it un-nicely is being made use of =)

by the way; as what i`ve told san jing; will be here to post because today it`s san jing ba liang day *lols*

2 years ago [ 27 may 2oo5 ]; we were given the name san jing ba liang by lover. not sure of the reason; but partly is because she thinks that we are too noisy whenever we are together =X so that`s how the name came about. time flies; and i`ve known this gal for more than 2 years to be exact.

*san jing* thanks for always being there for me whenever i`m moodless. you never fail to cheer me up ! =) looking forward to our next k-ing =P must jiayou together for our papers okays ! don`t always in a call then panseh ba liang =( *lonely*


i will never let you go ❤

* 2:55 PM *
- 8 days more to 1st paper; 9 days more to last paper -

update a little before i start my studying today. now my progress of both is half-half or near to half. hope when wednesday my study leave starts; i can improve on my progress. now i`m thinking to study which module later hmms.

thanks to all those who have given me encouragement & motivation during this period of time; i appreciate it =)

looking forward to after exam; and can relief a little lerx. jiayou all !


i will never let you go ❤

Wednesday, May 23, 2007
* 9:16 PM *
struggling with studying recently. work wise; aren`t that busy so i could easily knock off at 530pm without fail. evening and night is torturing and stressful. i don`t deny that i have never thought of giving up; especially 2.1. it`s like totally no interest and i can only understand abit; and the rest i will just try to memorise. that`s hard.

2.2 - with a little knowledge of coporate secretarial for 1 year+ and business law in poly; i can still manage to understand and the remaining i`ll have to memorise it.

as each day passes; my anxiety increased. all negative outcomes are in my mind. headaches are back; perhaps due to upcoming exams.

looking at the new enrolment schedule; it seems i would need to take 7 modules in part 2 rather than 6 ? waste of money and torturing *sighs*

how i wish time will slow down a little; or to have more hours in a day. i`m too tired to revise after a day`s work; i`m really tired . . .

trying to be disciplined and study hard; but i`m just finding excuses each day. sorry that if my recent entries are all about rantings; i couldn`t help it.

all the best to everyone in whatever you are doing =)


i will never let you go ❤

Saturday, May 19, 2007
* 11:30 AM *
supposed to wake up at 930am to study; and i ended up dragging till around 1015am and just wrote notes for 1 topic of that chapter. came online to post blog entry for san jing; so at the same time post something for myself also =)

after the climbing of 30 storey staircase yesterday; now my legs are aching; have the feeling of overstretch >< can feel the stretch whenever i walk. never exercise since napfa test in poly year 3 lerx. jiu ming *pains*

going off to study a little before going to school for last tutorial lerx.

monster; don`t anyhow haunt me ok. nowadays on & off mia-ingg. and eat more jacob !
san jing; don`t anyhow let monster haunt me >< feed her with jacob; don`t finish all by yourself
hahas*


i will never let you go ❤

Friday, May 18, 2007
* 10:27 PM *
targeted 11pm to start studying and not sure what time i will sleep tonight. eyes are filled with tears moments ago - studies; life; etc. i`m always breaking down + mood swing during this exam period. i`m tired; really tired of this life that i`m going under. perhaps i`m not suitable to study part-time; i just can`t find the concentrating and motivation.

suqing; meihui & lihui*

i missed poly life;
i missed the times we queued up for food in canteens;
i missed the times we rush for lectures & tutorials;
i missed the times printing notes & past year papers at #5;
i missed the times waiting for each other at busstop;
i missed the times "stressing" each other at busstop before test/exam;
i missed the times rushing for projects & tutorials;
i missed the times we went for consultations before test/exam;
last but not least; i miss all of you =)

san jing dar; jolin lover; mich nuer; weida papa*

though our outing seems to be once every month or once every two months;
but hope our friendship will still remain.
each of us is leading our busy life;
and we might not keep in touch;
but the bonding is still there.
singing k; playing pool; mind cafe; dinners and more !
and of course; i miss all of you too ! =)

weiling jie*

though we are unable to meet up as much as we did in the past;
but hope that we can still keep in touch.
don`t stress up ! calm down and jiayou for your assignments.
don`t jealous; meimei also miss you =)

that`s all for now. *off to study*


i will never let you go ❤

* 8:58 PM *
it`s weekend ! but i`m going into the sea of revisions this weekend *hais*

shall talk about something special that happen today. there is this fire drill exercise in my building; in the past we don`t really bother about it and we just continue to do our work. today we decided to participate in it. so when the alarm was activated and the instructions were given; my senior + me + my temp; we walked all the way done using stairs. and it`s 30 storeys. and we have to walk like another 5 - 7 mins to the assembly area and by then my legs were weak already. and today i wore sandals to work in case we decided to climb the stairs hahas. lucky =X

an experience of climing 30 storeys down. can jian fei lols.

think i`m going back to my mugging soon *sighs* hopefully can survive through . . .


i will never let you go ❤

Thursday, May 17, 2007
* 9:30 PM *
taking a short break and blog for awhile. it has been donkey years since i`m online + msn. won`t be online & msn that often from now till exam period. will be revising; hope it will be alright ba.

guess my blog will be having algae & fungus over the next 3 weeks; lols.

good luck to those having tests / exams soon ! jiayou ! =)


i will never let you go ❤

Sunday, May 13, 2007
* 1:11 PM *
today is mothers` day =) just a simple day and hopefully i will start a little revision later. i do not have enough sleep this weekend; less than 8 hours =( need my beauty sleep.

more & more emo songs in my playlist . . .


i will never let you go ❤

* 1:09 AM *
life is unpredictable; you can never predict what will happen tomorrow.

you can be besties today; yet enemies tomorrow.
you can fall in love today; yet lost in love tomorrow.
you can be lucky today; yet down with rotten luck tomorrow.
so many todays and tomorrows;
whichever it is; may all the good luck be on all of your side.

only managed to read up like 5 pages today ? my studying plan must start soon! exam docket already received; oh my tian.

*sighs* take caree.


i will never let you go ❤

Saturday, May 12, 2007
* 12:49 AM *
as time goes by;
it should be getting lesser.
unsure what i`m thinking now;
just hope that everything is fine =)

*numb-ed*

oh baby why would you hurt me so much
hurt me so much
这一个人不该是我
oh baby why would you hurt me so much
please let me know . . .
难过是你留给我的线索


i will never let you go ❤

Thursday, May 10, 2007
* 11:49 PM *
had 2.2 mock exam on tues. looking at the questions; you think that you know how to do; but the fact writing it out is pretty hard. haven`t start my revision when exams are less than a month away ! hais. i need motivation.

* san jingg; think my mummy also start to like jacob ever since you bought it for my birthday and when i bought it these few days. oh my tian.


i will never let you go ❤

Wednesday, May 09, 2007
* 12:10 AM *
blogger has been giving me problem recently; thus unable to blog. was on leave this couple of days and going back to work tomorrow.

today`s mock exam; think cmi bahs. not motivated to study at all now; tried to find motivation but to no avail.

hope everything is going fine;
silently pray that it will be a smooth-sailing one;
take caree*

我想要说
如果没有了你
我该如何往下走

他还不懂
还是不懂
离开是想要被挽留


i will never let you go ❤

Wednesday, May 02, 2007
* 10:56 PM *
memories will never be erased;
realised the importance of it;
nothing can be done;
life still has to go on;
but will i be able to go through ?


i will never let you go ❤

about me


siting
3o december
- 20s -
capricorn
full-time working + part-time acca

wishing for;

 * short getaway
* an enjoyable & memorable birthday
* to be cherished and treasured
* able to see meteor
* stable friendships
* to complete my studies
* watch
 * jacket
 * digital IXUS 95 IS
 * i-touch
 * lose weight
* earring rack
 * see fireworks [ o9.o8.2oo5 ] ; [ 12.o8.2oo6 ] ; [ 23.o6.2oo7 ] ; [ 28.o7.2oo7 ] ; [ o9.o8.2oo7 ] ; [ o9.o8.2oo8 ] ; [ 23.o8.2oo8 ]

 hearts <3 ;

 hearts & stars stuffs
fireworks
esplanade
my boy :)
my darling friends :)

 hates <\3 ;

 stress
broken promises + lies
being taken for granted
being made use of
flirts
alone & neglected
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