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Tuesday, July 31, 2007
* 9:15 PM *
tuesday; almost mid-week.

work so far so good; same old routine everyday. month end; started on billing. just wish that i can lai chuang longer every morning; or stay in piggyland longer =X

having some mixed feelings;
pessimistic me *


i will never let you go

Sunday, July 29, 2007
* 11:20 PM *
weekend is ending and weekdays are coming =(

but anyway; had a nice nice weekend; with fireworks! =) despite of having to wake up early for lessons =(

it`s torturing having to wake up at 7+ [ sunday - friday ] & 8+ [ saturday ] *sighs* wonder if i had made the right choice. if were to choose; i prefer daily school life. at least will have more friends and won`t be so alone lerx. long hours of lessons are driving me nuts. and having lessons on weekends this semester; i ended up with not having a single day for me to wake up late [ except public holidays; i guess; sobs ].

sometimes; somehow i`ll feel helpless. questions that were once so familiar during poly; yet become so stranger to me at this stage. sometimes just feel like giving up at this stage. one of the tutors told us; we would have known it will be that tough; so we should take it easy [ exam & results ]. easier said than done. i knew it will be tough; but to cope with both work & studies are tougher i guess ?

did i regret ? or am i regretting ? i`m not sure either. even though i know that i shouldn`t be regretting; because i shouldn`t regret on decisions i`ve made / things i`ve done.

tried to be optimistic at times; still trying very hard to do so.
tried not to think about it; still trying very hard to do so.
tried to be stress-free; still trying very hard to do so.
tried to relax; still trying very hard to do so.
conclusion; i`m still trying on everything. =(


i will never let you go

Wednesday, July 25, 2007
* 11:30 PM *
long & tiring day;

have work to do the whole day. went for late lunch at around 145pm; work OT till around 1015pm. and somemore weiling jie was at my office tower downstairs waiting for me since 930pm i think? then she wanted to wait for me; so i told her about half an hour. but end up i still took a little longer; sorry jie to let you wait for so long. walked over to mrt station and jie alighted at lavender to take bus home. by the time i reach aljunied and change bus and reach home is already almost 11pm.

dinner for the day; 2 pieces of chipsmore chocolate biscuits & bread.

blurry mind; heavy head; seeing stars*


i will never let you go

Tuesday, July 24, 2007
* 9:10 PM *
i`m getting lazier and lazier to wake up on time; always like to slack on bed before forcing myself to wake up ><

reached office around 850am; did some urgent work first and the day goes on. in the morning were rushing some stuffs and i have been running between #28 and #30 the whole day. there was once this morning i almost couldn`t take it after running? then i still tell my senior fainting lols. cos i feel that my legs are weak ? - shake head - perhaps if i had attachment before napfa last time; my shuttle run will be good =X trained to run everyday lols.

my colleagues and i had a meeting this afternoon with one of our clients at around 230pm; discussed about our job scope thingy; then we went back to our desk and by then it`s already 445pm. rushing things here and there; prepare for tomorrow`s MOM thing; "volcano eruption" again as somehow really don`t know how to handle some issues; sighs. and i went off at around 720pm. and i`m not the latest lols.

managed to catch the last bus; 70 and reached home around 810pm.

hot hot food seem to make my cough worsen >< arghs.

wonders *


i will never let you go

Monday, July 23, 2007
* 11:16 PM *
end of weekend and here comes monday; monday blues =(

was super lazy this morning and only managed to wake up to wash up at 740am =X reached office around 9am and my senior overslept; lols. she is supposed to go MOM before coming to office; so by the time she settled everything is already lunch time. so basically the whole morning i have gone crazy lerx. many many phone calls; communication problems with clients; rushing here and there.

right after lunch is also another rushing time. prepare documents for colleague to go MOM; run here & there =\ so end up stomach pain and cough abit more again. only manage to catch some breath after that and start to do work again. left office around 545pm and slept throughout the bus journey to home.

cough is more serious in early morning and late at night. don`t feel like consulting doctor again =(


i will never let you go

Saturday, July 21, 2007
* 10:22 PM *
boring F7 lesson; seems to understand but i`m still quite blur; or very blur ><

did practice questions just now; but didn`t manage to balance all my balance sheets. did wrong adjustments; wrong P&L; wrong SOE. arghs*

lesson 930am - 115pm; tuition 130pm - 530pm; went home; out for dinner with parents; do practice questions. rusty brains -shake head-

can give me some ideas of minimizing / curing the cough ?
tried very hard to spit out the phelgm [ but failed most of the time ]
drink water; i did.
take cough syrup; i did.
what`s more ?
sighs.
><


i will never let you go

Friday, July 20, 2007
* 10:13 PM *
end of working days =)

nothing much happened; it`s practically just work and work. someone who knows nuts about immigration want to see and comment on our reply >< volcano eruption again. and it`s always erupted before lunch time =\

went off at 530pm; took a nap on bus lols. and just 1 bus stop after i boarded the bus; i knocked my head on the pillar in bus? =\ and i continued my nap lols. had a mini dinner; rot; clear my spoilt desktop; spring clean my room; and here i am online. no intention to do 2 sets of FS =X

lesson & tuition tomorrow; panda panda eyes ><

cough; flu; stomach pain >< cough seems to get more serious instead =\ will feel a little pain when cough; =(


i will never let you go

Thursday, July 19, 2007
* 9:29 PM *
headaches are back to me again these few days. arghs! volcano eruption for work; yesterday & today. stayed late in office today; worked till around 745pm; and reached home an hour later ><

going to pack some stuffs in my room; and i`ve not done my F6 homework. perhaps tomorrow?

unable to sleep well recently; having blocked nose these couple of days. an owl`s life.

weekend is coming soon =)


i will never let you go

Monday, July 16, 2007
* 10:20 PM *
time flies and weekend has ended =( despite of being under medication; with bitter medicine but it`s still a simple & nice weekend =P the only time i can take a rest though having lessons in the mornings.

start to have headaches since yesterday evening and it last all the way till this afternoon. looks like a tablet of panadol does help =X headaches / migrain ? not sure of the difference also. just hope the pain won`t come back; cos it`s really irritating; like having needles poking in your head.

work wise; tried to login to MOM`s website - EP Online at 3pm. and the server was down? tried other government websites also met the same thing. i tried refreshing the page; pressing F5 key; till 520pm. suddenly okie lerx; yet 3mins later; down again arghs. tried all the way till 620pm; i gave up and my senior ask me to go off also. 7 mins later; just when i was reaching the busstop; she told me the server okie lerx. i wanted to go back and do; but she say tomorrow. hopefully it`ll still be fine by then ><

2 sets of financial statements to do for F6; shall see when my mood is suitable to do these questions. think it`ll take me quite some time to polish my rusty brain.

thanks for the time spent;
thanks for the trip made;
take care & jiayou =)


i will never let you go

Saturday, July 14, 2007
* 9:58 PM *
woke up at 730am; 8am and finally around 830am went to prepare for lesson today. take a cab down to lavender to see doctor and there was around 5 people infront of me. by the time it was already 940am and my lesson starts at 930am -.- took train down to aljunied and meet pisan to pass her tax notes; sorry to make her wait for so long. by the time i enter the class is around 10am; anyhow search for a seat and was trying to catch up with what the lecturer teach. my accounting knowledge is getting more and more rusty lerx; sort of forgotten some stuffs ><

lesson ended at around 115pm; packed lunch and headed home. =)

wonder; wonder; wonder*


i will never let you go

Friday, July 13, 2007
* 7:10 PM *
went to work despite of be given an MC. alot of things to do; alot of phone calls to answer; this and that but finally it is weekend =) even though i have lessons for the next 2 days still.

cough seems to get better; but sometimes it seems to be worsen -.- having a temperature of 37.6 degrees now + abit of headache. hais.

*suqing; thanks for helping me to settle the present thing. thanks for the "reminder"; i`ll drink plenty of water and take care =P*

feel xin ku and have been eating tasteless food since thursday. =(


i will never let you go

Thursday, July 12, 2007
* 10:48 PM *
was practically coughing the whole day. having all sorts of weird feelings; warm; cold; frozen -.- went to see doctor at amk`s RMG clinic. the doctor was nice and i was given MC for tomorrow but senior will be on leave tomorrow; so i`ll still be going to office and there are things to do as well. total 5 types of medicine; luckily not all are to be taken at the same time -.-

hopefully nothing much crops up in work tomorrow; and see if i can go off early.

*suqing & meihui; sorry think i`m not able to join you all lerx. if need me to do anything for the presents; let me know.

weekend lessons -


i will never let you go

Wednesday, July 11, 2007
* 11:06 PM *
long time since i blogged;

7 July (Saturday);
had financial reporting lesson in the morning; almost fall asleep during the lesson. lesson ended at 1pm and went home first. meet up with mich nu`er first; followed by san jing & the rest at superbowl @ kovan. waited for lanes and we split into 3-3. nu`er; me & san jing`s scores are so lousy >< had dinner at a coffee shop nearby and took 136 to amk hub. wanted to go mindcafe at prisep link; but since it will be quite late; so went to the newly opened nebo @ amk hub. signing of memberships here and there; and we left at around 11+..

it has been months since the whole bunch of us met up; but it was nice =)

Today;
a couple of things happened today;

took bus 70 to work. after the suntec stop; the bus i took; bang into the cab infront >< after the bus driver drove the bus to one side; he went to talk with the driver for about 5-7 mins? and the passenger beside me is so enthu; keep asking did the bus knock -.-

bought lunch at lau pa sat during noon time; the auntie behind me was shouting at another customer who is behind her -.-

after work; on the way to tanjong pagar mrt; there was an accident at the traffic light. can see that the driver is scolding etc -.-

what a day ><

this week; started off with stomach pain; itchy throat; coughing; what`s next . . . =(


i will never let you go

Friday, July 06, 2007
* 10:08 PM *
the most boring working day i have ever had; as in work wise only. rotting & slacking are what i`ve been doing. did some "coolie" work today; and ended up got cuts on my hands. faints- minor cuts; so now it`s kind of invisible lerx.

i`ll no longer have weekends beauty sleep =( sobs. tomorrow is financial reporting lesson [F7]. have to keep myself awake *yawns*


i will never let you go

Thursday, July 05, 2007
* 9:22 PM *
1 more working day to go; and lessons will be starting this weekend..

problematic day for me & my senior today; hopefully it`ll be solved soon *hais* hopefully i`ll be able to handle my studies this semester.

emo playlist; emo songs; but i`m not emo =X

take care`


i will never let you go

Monday, July 02, 2007
* 10:47 PM *
2nd post of the day;

people around me are asking me to drink more water. i know the importance of it; yet sometimes when i don`t feel thirsty; i`ll not really bother. and there is a certain distance between me & office`s water cooler. at home wise; i`ll only drink when i feel thirsty; which ended up i drink very little water a day ><

after seeing the doctor on friday + fallen papa say de thing; make me more worrying. cos it might lead to something happen in the future; which i don`t wish to..

trying to change this bad habit; and hopefully i`ll be able to drink more and don`t be lazy lerx ><


i will never let you go

* 7:32 PM *
brand new month; brand new week; brand new day.

did billing; updating of database and filing today because it`s the beginning of the month. so the same old routine starts.

i`m simply a sleepyhead from the moment i woke up to 530pm lols. thereafter i`ll be wide awake i think; but i will still fall asleep on bus ><

i want to enjoy the life of pandas; they sleep around 20hours a day -shake head-

don`t think too much;
don`t worry too much;
as time goes by;
we will be able to see it =)


i will never let you go

Sunday, July 01, 2007
* 9:19 AM *
shouldn`t have wake up early; and now got naggings. what a day to start with. seems to be wrong for whatever things i`ve done.

-gones-


i will never let you go



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