true love stories never have endings ;

Friday, August 31, 2007

* 8:47 PM *

- rotting day -

the night is still early ; unsure of what to do now. slow functioning and laggy laptop is making me angry *sighs* hang; hang; hang. sooner or later i`m going to hang myself.

dreads weekends lessons; september & october weekends will be fully packed with lessons *sighs* is this the life i want ?

no more motivation to carry on; should i give up ?

i will never let you go ❤

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

* 11:44 PM *

rainy rainy day;

health screening day - register lerx then proceed to the following stations:-

- measurement of waist & hip
- height & weight
- blood pressure
- blood test

took 2 thin tubes of my blood =( the nurse pressed both my hands and say another stress person; lols. then she can`t find any good spot to take the blood; so i have to squeeze the stress ball till the blood flows; faints- then the nurse says i must continue to squeeze the stress ball when she is taking my blood. then i say squeeze till tired lerx; lols. then she says if not later poke twice. then no choice; but will see abit pain =( but overall; it was fine.

shall see when will the report be out; hopefully everything is fine. =)

thanks for everything & sorry to make you wait for so long ><

i will never let you go ❤

Sunday, August 26, 2007

* 11:04 PM *

that`s how fast weekend has come to an end and 5 working days are on its way . . .

my brain`s CPU has reached its maximum already. these both days like having extensive lessons. yesterday had 4 hours of financial reporting lesson in the morning; 3.5 hours of tax lesson in the evening [ revision + test ] and 4 hours of tax lesson this morning. throughout the tax lesson this morning, was like rushing through the practice questions all the way -.- and was given homework again *shake head*

was feeling quite giddy in the midst of lesson this morning. it gets a little worse when the pace of going through the practice questions gets faster. headache in the evening; sighs. hopefully all these headaches are just temporary.

virus; please go away =(

company has arranged for staffs from alexandra hospital to come to our office to give us a check-up for both tomorrow and the day after. my senior & i have signed up for tuesday morning session. hopefully everything will be fine =)

* to those who are having tests / exams; study hard & jiayou!

i will never let you go ❤

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

* 10:55 PM *

i`m down with virus again; my immune system is getting lower and lower. went to consult a doctor before going to office this morning. whenever senior is on leave; i will fall sick for sure -.- she`s on half day leave today; after clearing work; i went off at 1pm [ on MC ].

since the release of results till now; would like to say a big thank you to those whom have show their care & concern to me:-

suqing; thanks for the call gal. thanks for the advice and encouragement; i`ll work harder. =)

san jing dar; thanks for the encouragement; i`ll try harder. you too ! study hard for exams k; hopefully can meet up soon! =)

meihui; not to worry. i`ll be fine. trying hard to get used to juggling work & study. you must jiayou in your studies ok! =)

mich nu`er; thanks for the entry nu`er. was really touched when i saw the entry. promise you that i`ll take good care of myself. you must study hard ok! 3 papers more to go; and strawberry milk tea with mini pearls for you when i see you the next time. =)

weida papa; thanks for your encouragements. hopefully i can go through this period soon. jiayou for your exams. =)

weiling jie; i`ll try not to be sad anymore. will buck up and study harder. =)

y0u*; thanks for being there when i`m down. thanks for the effort to make me smile. i`ll concentrate for the current modules this semester. same for you; 2 more papers to go; jiayou and you can do it! =)

i will never let you go ❤

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

* 5:06 PM *

it was the day yesterday. thought that i`ve prepared myself for the worst; but it seems i`m not. 1 of it is what i sort of expected; yet i was quite disappointed for another module.

no point thinking through it;
what`s done cannot be undone;
work harder;
you sure can do it!

all these words; seen & heard it for plenty of times. told myself plenty of times too. parents didn`t say anything either. but i blame myself.

did i never study hard enough?
did i never work hard enough?
i`ve done my best;
i shouldn`t have any regrets.

but i can`t help it. that`s how i`m feeling since yesterday night; perhaps till now. i just need a little more time to bring myself back to the usual self.

i`m not my usual self today. asking senior weird work-related questions; whereby normally i know the answers to it.

time to set aside my feelings; time to work hard for this semester. . . sighs*

thanks for being there;
thanks for making an effort to cheer me up;
i appreciate it =)

i will never let you go ❤

Sunday, August 19, 2007

* 6:49 PM *

heavy heavy head; how to shift this weight away ><

what`s about tomorrow?
- 20 August
- monday blues
- tense atmosphere
- unusual me
- emo me

more and more homework =( test is coming up on saturday. keeping myself busy is what i used to want. but it seems i`m making myself more tired in this way. hope this semester can pass by real soon =)

hoping i`m not showing any unreasonableness;
perhaps sometimes i really think too much =X
but nevertheless;
thanks for whatever you`ve done =)
all the best for your remaining papers;
jiayou!

i will never let you go ❤

Saturday, August 18, 2007

* 11:47 PM *

papa; nu`er & san jing - sorry for being unable to turn up today. hope you guys have enjoyed yourself. will find some day to meet up again!

woke up once at around 4+ this morning; woke up at 5am; 6am; 8am and eventually around 820am. rot on bed before i force myself to wake up for lesson *sighs*

had a minor headache; and it was raining and i had to carry that 2 thick books home ><

tried to write notes and study; but as usual; eyes somehow will automatically closed upon seeing the notes =\

tomorrow; early morning lesson + tuition.

counting down; 2 more days.

i actually dreamt that i get 48 & 60 marks for the papers; omg. another dream was 39 & 80 marks; worst! -.-

i will never let you go ❤

Thursday, August 16, 2007

* 10:52 PM *

a sotong week; a sotong day; a sotong me & a sotong client.

- cannot find the folder when it is in the tray.
- a baby girl dependant; and i key in as male in her Dependant Pass application.
- client ticked "yes" in one of the antecedent in his application; yet i key in as "no".
- copied the wrong HR in an email to assignee.
- and today a client confused me; told me it`s wednesday today. and by then it`s already 5pm+; scare me ><

many many sotong errors ; and passing the sotong virus =X

4 days more *

study hard; stress-free & take care (:

i will never let you go ❤

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

* 11:00 PM *

it has been a week since i blogged;

managed to wake up late on last thursday; national day. really had a good rest and nice day with fireworks ! =)

due to constant stomach pains; went to consult the doctor on saturday morning before lesson with his accompany. =) medication ended today; so far so good. hopefully no more pain for me lerx.

the tax tutor`s words scare me =( initially say results will be out; then say perhaps by sunday; then say perhaps by saturday night. omg; counting down; 6 more days.

though worried; but there`s nothing i can do *sighs* keep my fingers crossed.

i will never let you go ❤

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

* 10:35 PM *

1 more working day and it`ll be a public holiday =) but one thing sad is that; schools are on half day tomorrow; and i still have to work =( *sighs*

going to have a manual countdown timer here;
13 days more*

i don`t like the words "don`t force you" =(

i will never let you go ❤

Monday, August 06, 2007

* 9:32 PM *

emo emo day;

start to get emo when it`s 530pm. i`m just weird; i should say. nothing went wrong and i`m emo. nevermind; won`t elaborate on it. =)

- gones -

i will never let you go ❤

Sunday, August 05, 2007

* 11:54 PM *

time for some updates;

friday;
for our group; fridays have been the most stressful day of the week if there are going to have many transactions on that day as documents will have to be sent to clients` by end of business day. thursday; with whatever arrangements we will be having on friday; we have told our despatch. and the nightmare came...

last minute requests through phone calls & emails have made us couldn`t breath already. had a company lunch and it last till around 230pm? need to send something to my client by 3pm at raffles place but my despatch is unable to make it. so immediately after the dessert; took a cab back to office and senior pass the document to me and took the same cab to client`s place - managed to reach at around 253pm? *phew*

back to office; was pretty busy with work. and when i rush; my head will just become very heavy and wouldn`t be able to concentrate well. need to return documents to another client by 6pm at raffles area also. left office at 530pm and only managed to hail for the cab at around 545pm? met my despatch; took the documents and i rush like nobody`s business and managed to reach at 555pm? lucky; felt so relieved after that.

walk all the way to watson near lau pa sat; and took 70 home. my head was like super heavy during the journey; tried to sleep but not sitting at a good seat ><

back to home; had dinner; lie on sofa and happily watching the 7 pm show. get up from the sofa when the show ended at 8pm and felt abit giddy already. but because normally i will also feel this way; so i thought just go back to my room and sit/rest will do. went back to my room; on my hp charger and i "sleep" on the floor unknowingly for 1 hour+. tried to get up from the floor and my head was quite pain at that time; not sure is headache or knocked dao. so went to lie on my bed since then; and didn`t manage to do my homework. took panadol and it gradually gets better =)

spent my weekend to the fullest and not forgetting to mention that i have 4 tax qns as homework *sobs* looking forward to national day so that hopefully i can wake up abit later than normal. 4 working days for this week =)

my previous company will be relocating to another building w.e.f tomorrow. feel quite sad when i see them finalised their packing on friday. though they will still be in the vicinity; but we won`t be able to talk as often as we can already. normally we will just go downstairs and visit them and chat a little while. sighs* hopefully still able to visit them some time this week. counting back; i was with them since attachment till before i transfer to DT - about 1 1/2 years. it was them who let me gain experience and bring me into real working society; and gave me a chance to work here =)

* to those who are preparing for exams; jiayou and study hard ! have more faith in yourself; and you can do it =)
* to those who are waiting for exam results; no point worrying or think about it. everything has been finalised; just hope that the hard work will be paid off =)

i will never let you go ❤