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Monday, October 29, 2007
* 12:00 AM *
happy birthday to weiling jie ! hope you will have an enjoyable today & all the best in whatever you do =)

wednesday;
went to amk to buy materials for partial of jie`s birthday present =X

thursday;
wanted to go bras basah and bought some things for partial of jie`s birthday presents as well; but failed =X

friday;
met up with san jing; lover; nu`er & papa to touch up on jie`s presents =X

satuday;
had the last FR lecture in the morning. went home and start doing 1 of the presents =X went amk to take things from lover then took 88 to pasir ris. san jing took the 88 me & him were taking; and headed to pasir ris. =)

bought a mix fruit mousse from a bakery shop outside pasir ris mrt station. and we took bus 354 down to aranda to attend jie`s birthday celebration. reached there at about 7++pm; and the 3 of us started to discuss our "plan". gave jie an empty box; for some purposes at a later stage =X

then is cake cutting time; and mich & jian are not there yet. once they reached; started to plot whatever things we need to do =X and ended up many many people followed jie to take pictures; lols.

then jie went through the presents and pack the presents into that box. had 2nd round of food; and later part of surprise came ! presented the mix fruit mousse to shu ling aka san jing; as her birthday is on this coming saturday. hoho. think she almost wanted to kill me =X

last but not least;












happy 21st birthday; jie !


i will never let you go

Monday, October 22, 2007
* 7:43 PM *
brand new day of the week;

sunday;
had tax lecture from 8.30am - 1pm & tutorial from 2pm - 5.30pm. was feeling sleepy throughout. the questions given to me; it seemed that i know how to do; but the fact is that i`m not sure how to apply & start the answer. exams are just 6 weeks away? i`m just avoiding it.

went to accompany him after my lessons; viruses attacked him. sighs*

monday;
raining weather begins a brand new day of the week. did some work and went off early. he`s still not recovered and it seems still the same condition.

headaches are back to me again; please don`t come to me at this moment. i need to be fully well to do what i`m supposed to do.

not sure what i can do now;
can`t do anything to ease the pain;
feel so . . .
sighs-
hopefully you will recover soon;
take care & drink more water *


i will never let you go

Saturday, October 20, 2007
* 11:03 PM *
plain & simple saturday;

slept at 2am last night / this morning; and had 8 hours of sleep. it has been so long since i got a chance to wake up late =) ate bread and online chatting with lover [ till 2pm ] & jie [ till 5pm ]. had bread and some vege for lunch as well. get myself prepared and went to fetch mummy from work with daddy and went dinner together with them. supposedly is a treat for daddy`s upcoming birthday for monday; but not much difference from normal dinner though.

came home and rot till now. not sure what to do in order to past time . . . having lesson tomorrow; got to wake up early =(

pondering what`s the stuffs that i need to know;
everything just doesn`t sound to be right;
lost -


i will never let you go

* 12:16 AM *
as the clock strikes 12am earlier on; it`s zixin`s birthday ! =) happy birthday gal; continue to jiyou for your studies; and all the best for getting your report book. have an enjoyable day ~


i will never let you go

Friday, October 19, 2007
* 10:10 PM *
boring weekend ahead;

tuesday;
meet up with san jing at amk for k-session. she took bus & reached 5 mins earlier than me? so i thought she will walk over to the jubilee bus-stop; so i cross over. after i crossed over; san jing called me and say she`s at the mrt station? omg. think our eyes got problem. so i told her to meet at amk hub #1 whereby the escalator from the mrt leads to interchange. called her when i reach; think san jing go merry-go-round; end up walk back to where i was -.- is amk central that big? omg =X

went to foodcourt for our dinner; and by the time we reached kbox plaza is almost 7.30pm. it has been 3 months+ since i had k-session; lols. and they were having promotion; all the charges were $5++. then he came over at around 8.30pm & rot there till the end of our k-session. while me & san jing continue; send mich nu`er sth in between =X

left at around 10pm and home sweet home.

today;
today was a bad bad day for work. wasn`t in a pleasant mood when going to work; yet work made it worst.

- ulcer
- mood swing
- emo

just spent 2 hours re-arranging the stuffs on my shelves and cupboards. not sure if i`ll be motivated to write notes & revise later / tomorrow. no FR lesson tomorrow ! but i`ll still be stuck at home till evening; will then go for dinner with parents. sunday - tax lecture & tutorial; 8 hours of lessons ! =(

hoping that time will pass faster;
will you be there to pull me up ?


i will never let you go

Wednesday, October 17, 2007
* 11:54 PM *
a short post for the day;

happy birthday qing hui ! thanks for your help during those few months when you were with us. all the best to your studies; and stay stress-free. study hard & play hard =)


i will never let you go

Tuesday, October 16, 2007
* 12:00 AM *
happy birthday ; mich nu`er ! hope you will enjoy yourself on this special day and all the best in whatever you do. we will always be here; hp on for 24/7 =)

saturday; 13 October : mich`s pre-birthday celebration

supposed to meet up with papa; lover & nu`er at 4pm at amk hub. but papa ended up meet us in the evening; and lover went home take some stuffs; end up didn`t join us in the afternoon. so sort of become family outing? lols. didn`t go according to plan; catch a movie [ Brothers ]. nice & touching movie =) gave 1st part of the present to her - string. told her it`s to tie me up as her present. lols..

waited for lover to come to interchange and took 136 to chomp chomp for dinner. thereafter; papa reached; so the 5 of us were looking for seats. and the actual plan then starts . . .

while we were looking for seats; san jing already reached chomp chomp & "hiding" at somewhere. told nu`er that san jing will not be coming as she needs to work longer shift =X motive: to make her as disappointed as possible =X finally nu`er found seats; so once everyone settled down; papa & nu`er went to order food. while me & him went to look for san jing. saw her "art-piece" and went to hunt for cafe cartel; as part of our finale for the night =)

rushed back to chomp chomp; and san jing appeared infront of nu`er ! lols.. then lover gave her present; and food start to come =) dinner ended at about 9pm.

went over to cafe cartel for finale.. motive: to surprise her with cheesecake. but the person didn`t understand us; we told them that we will let them know when to send the cheesecake; they sent it first ! =( then san jing, me & him - =.=" then san jing faster send back the cake; and tell them the instructions again. our dessert came too slow; so we decided to send the cheesecake over. and everyone was laughing; cos the same cake appeared previously =X

everything ended at about 10.30pm ? took 136 back to amk; and coincidentally saw jie & future jie-fu. shocked by future jie-fu`s actions; lols. then home sweet home ! =)

last but not least;











happy birthday ! -HUGs-
and i`m sorry if any part of the plan on Saturday doesn`t flow.
[ free background featuring; papa =X ]


i will never let you go

Monday, October 15, 2007
* 11:46 PM *
happy birthday; lihui ! =) though you may not see this; but hope you have enjoyed yourself on your very special day. all the best for your upcoming exams; and jiayou ! hope to meet up real soon =)


i will never let you go

Tuesday, October 09, 2007
* 9:30 PM *
3 more working days to go . . .

sunday;
had tax lecture in the morning & tutorial in the afternoon. still have not really get used to the concepts; got to try harder. for the next 2 lectures; it will start earlier - 8.30am =(

monday;
1st day of the week; work wise is alright. soon changing seat to another desk; but still consider next to my senior? lols. went to give tuition after work; from 6.30pm - 10+pm. hopefully today her paper 2 is fine =)

tuesday;
senior is on leave today; so manage to make full use of the day today. went home after work to get tax notes to lend suqing; then meet her & her bf to buy lihui`s present. thereafter; they sent me home; thanks =)

trying to keep myself occupied =)


i will never let you go

Saturday, October 06, 2007
* 9:05 PM *
2nd post of the day;

chatted on phone earlier while waiting for parents to buy dinner back. after dinner; decided to go downstairs and buy strawberry milk =) rotting infront of my laptop till now; and chit-chatting with my duet partner; san jing =X

supposed to study at 9pm; but still happy chit-chatting; so think i will study at 10pm; i guess? received a call from hp icu; saying that my hp is ready for collection =) maybe will go and collect it after tutorial tomorrow? shall see how it goes.

i know what should i do when i encounter difficulties in studies;
i know i should not give up;
will try not to cry . . .


i will never let you go

* 5:05 PM *
in the midst of a boring day ; =(

woke up at 830am; wash up and went to school for lessons. speeding against time + copying are what i have been doing. ended lessons at 1pm; went home and headed out with daddy to fetch an auntie as she is coming to our house to install some stuff. everything was done by 2.30pm.

after what had happened yesterday night; i knew i got to put in more effort in my studies & improve my attitude in order to prevent things to become from good to bad. so i tried.

i took out the practice questions & i tried. lover called while i`m doing; chatting here & there; and i continued to do. i can`t understand anything; so i skipped the question and move on. and there i was; staring blankly at the question; not sure where to start from. i feel a sense of helpless. the questions which lecturer went through with us in class are much easier than all these. i tried to understand; i tried to do; but to no avail.

just because i do not want things to become from good to bad; i told myself to buck up in my studies. i actually started doing today`s lessons questions; whereby normally i won`t touch it at all. yet i still failed. this made me even fall to the lowest point & zhi bi; just want to be alone for now.

is the failure 阴引 still in me? why am i still walking in circle; can someone just bring me out of this circle?

i`m sorry.


i will never let you go

Friday, October 05, 2007
* 8:11 PM *
it`s weekend again ! nothing much for this weekend except lessons i guess =(

have been sleeping late on tuesday (1.30am) & wednesday (2.30am) =\

yesterday;
work load is quite relax; no special cases pop up; so it`s fine =)

left office at 4.30pm to go home and settle some stuffs; then took bus & train to expo. gave birthday boy 3 alphabets to choose; and he chose 'S' which is swensens. so took bus to interchange and walk over to cs. but realise that the outlet there like does not sell main course. so we end up walking round cs & tm before we finally settled down at sakae sushi. poor stomachs =X was super full after the dinner; and home sweet home ~

once again; happy birthday & hope you have enjoyed your day ! =)

today;
smooth-sailing day as well. my office building had a fire evacuation exercise; but this time round didn`t bother to participate. don`t want to climb 30 storeys of stairs and let my legs suffer lols.

went to send my hp to icu during lunch time. waiting time + serving time is almost an hour. it will only be ready for collection on tuesday =(

oh ya; senior bought me sushi from ramen ten at harbourfront. =X she went there during lunch time cos she`s craving for it; and she knew that i quite like sushi too; so she bought few pieces for me. thanks =)

came home after work; had instant noodles & sushi =X packed my notes and come online lerx..

yawns*


i will never let you go

Thursday, October 04, 2007
* 1:40 AM *
f0r y0u ;

happy birthday ! =) h0pe you`ll have an enj0yable day & whatever y0u d0 will be sm0oth-sailing *


i will never let you go

Wednesday, October 03, 2007
* 11:27 PM *
a random post;

tuesday;
accompany client to ICA and waited from 10am to 12pm. had lunch with daddy around his working place since his work place is near ICA. gave tuition from around 630pm to 1130pm.

today;
slept at 130am this morning; lols. still managed to survive till now.
hopefully everything is fine for your maths paper 1 =)
nothing much happened. met jie for tmm lunch at amoy. then almost rot throughout the day.

drink more water & take care`


i will never let you go

Monday, October 01, 2007
* 11:27 PM *
1st post of the month;

recap for last week :
olympus care centre - camera solved; due to my stupidity.
nokia care centre - closed early for internal audit; so never send my hp in.
coincidentally saw lover at amk hub on saturday.
same routine jobs everyday.
lesson(s).
planning(s).

today :
spend my day at job to the fullest. brought client to MOM and queue for approximately 1 hour 45 mins. not enough time to complete my work; got to continue tomorrow.

but got to bring another client to ICA tomorrow =(

tuition tomorrow due to her upcoming exams.
*jiayou for your papers; and be more confident =)

a month with a little bit more events than normal; looking forward.


i will never let you go



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