Sunday, November 25, 2007
* 1:13 AM *
exams; exams & exams ! =(
trying hard to keep myself focused; but only succeeded occasionally. working alone for this past week & helping my payroll colleagues to tear & fold payslips. almost went crazy when counting the envelopes on friday =\
able to keep myself busy and make full use of the day; which is good. OT-ed a while for most of the days; except friday whereby i worked till 7.30pm.
headaches are conquering me. went to consult a doctor this morning with his accompany. having tension headaches. can`t help it; for this kind of period; impossible to have no headaches. but hopefully not as bad as what happened on thursday.
depressed ? emo ?
8 more days to exam -
jiayou to everyone who is having tests & exams.
i will never let you go ❤
Sunday, November 18, 2007
* 8:28 PM *
weekend is ending and weekdays are coming =(
today is my colleague; senior`s birthday and it`s also her wedding today. double happiness in a day =)
woke up at around 9+; slacked & online and left house at around 11+ to meet him; and take 154 to boon lay interchange. it`s a long long journey; about an hour. but normally it will take about 1 1/2 hours. and within half an hour; we met 2 bus inspectors -.-
took bus to the wedding venue; end up due to my stupidity i crossed the road. walked many many rounds; there`s a malay wedding; but not that block. so end up asked an auntie; and she told us how to walk. and it`s actually 3 mins walk from the bus stop we alight earlier? reach the venue; can`t recognise my senior at all. make-up really can make someone look different. till i saw my colleagues then i knew i`m at the correct venue. photo-taking sessions; then sat awhile wait for my ex-colleagues to come. went off at around 2.15pm and took bus back to Jurong Point.
had long john as don`t know what meal; and walked around. took bus back home to put stuffs and out for dinner.
- 15 days more -
hates revision =(
i will never let you go ❤
Saturday, November 17, 2007
* 11:19 AM *
it has been some time since i blogged; but nothing special is happening except exams !
monday;
came home after work; and slacked. ate dinner before i started my revision.
tuesday;
trying to complete as much work as possible for senior to check before she goes on leave [ wednesday - next friday ]. a surprise visit from him after work (: had dinner at amoy and went home to revise =(
wednesday;
busy day ! but make my whole day very useful; OT-ed till around 6pm. another surprise visit from him; and i`m being bluffed again -shake head- had filling grilled fish for dinner and went home to revise again -sighs-
thursday;
quite slack at work; efficient employee ! lols. same routine; end work - dinner - home for revision.
friday;
was quite free around noon and early afternoon. and suddenly busy when it`s nearing knock off time. OT-ed till 6pm and took bus to school to study. coincidentally met meizhi there; so both of us are there struggling with revisions. left at around 9+; went for dinner and headed home.
today;
woke up once at 7+; 8+ & 9+. continue to lai chuang till 10++ i think? and here i`m blogging. going to study later ='(
17 n0vember; is mich nu`er & me's friendship day ! happy 3 years anniversary; nu`er (: thanks for being there when i`m down; always giving me useful advices; always stand by me through my bad times. though we may not meet often; but we have telepathy ! ;D take good care of yourself; must have regular meals and drink plenty of water okay ! hopefully can meet up with you & the others soon (: - HUGs -
* counting down; 16 days -
i will never let you go ❤
Monday, November 12, 2007
* 12:41 AM *
another week has passed; and a brand new week is here. not sure if i should say time flies or crawls. at a certain time; i feel that it flies; however at a certain time; i feel that it crawls. but whatever it is; there`s 24 hours a day; there`s no doubt about it.
revision is going on smoothly; i guess. managed to keep myself focus and study real hard for 3 days? hopefully it will stay the way it is; i hope . . .
21 days to my first paper.
feeling; anxious? not yet; perhaps when the day comes nearer.
feeling; helpless? sort of.
feeling; depression? it`s always the case during study/exam period.
need many many many motivation(s).
study period is always my depression/crazy/helpless period.
for the next 2 weeks; going to be alone at work; and need to cope with revision after work. sighs* need energy booster =(
i will never let you go ❤
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
* 8:05 PM *
1 more working day to go; it will be public holiday (: not really looking forward to it though. will just be another normal day.
a little wish of mine; can never be fulfilled.
dem0ralised; nothing can motivate me.
- gones -
keeping all the emotions in me *
i will never let you go ❤
Monday, November 05, 2007
* 1:30 AM *
on one hand; i didn`t want exams to arrive so quickly. on the other hand; i hope exams will end soon.
i miss all the relaxing moments; sighs-
when will it come ?
- dreads november -
after all these; we know what we want & need;
don`t have any bad feelings anymore;
won`t let you to go through all those again;
i will learn to accept it. =)
it`ll be a stressful period for you from now onwards;
all problems will have an ultimate way to solve it;
everything will be fine.
even though i might not know what is happening;
even though i might not be be able to understand all the problems;
the only thing i can provide;
is a listening ear. =)
i will try my best to do what i`m supposed to do;
in order to lessen all the -ve things you had.
take good care of yourself;
and drink more water. =)
counting down;
and looking forward;
the next time . . .
hopefully soon.
i will never let you go ❤
Saturday, November 03, 2007
* 3:34 PM *
loner is here blogging; everyone is out / busy. =(
now just waiting for time to past; to bath & go out later; i think.
31 days more to exam * motivation; please come to me. sighs-
nothing much to update lerx.
hopefully san jing will enjoy her special day well ! =) -HUGs-
i will never let you go ❤
* 12:00 AM *
dedicated to shu ling [ aka san jing ];
happy birthday ! a year older; a year wiser. all the best in your studies; and and; don`t break with ba liang anymore =(
recap on what happened for the past week;
monday;
had tax training in the morning and a trip to ICA in the afternoon. queueing and collecting of passport ends at 4.30pm. took a bus to town to meet him; and went to art-friend to buy the material for san jing`s presents. took a train down to sun plaza; and the purchasing continues . . . took train back to amk; and bus back home =)
tuesday;
nothing much happened at work. same old routine. but a surprise visit by him after my work brightened my day =) before that still tell me; he`s at this & that place. took bus to ps for dinner; and home sweet home =)
wednesday;
had EP Online training in the afternoon at Supreme Court. had long john for lunch with senior before we go for the training. and surprisingly; we met our ex-colleagues ! the training ends early; so the 4 of us went to funan`s swensens for ice-cream. left at around 5pm; and took a train down to ps and start my purchasing again. lols =X
went home to put the stuffs and went to np to wait for him. while trying to be a good gal to do a tax computation; but i failed =X
thursday;
work as usual. and for the first time; i didn`t know is knock-off time until my senior says so ! so concentrating on my bills; lols. took bus to raffles mrt and meet suqing to pass her tax notes; then she alights at city hall while i alight at dhoby ghaut to wait for him. had dinner and went to daiso bought the stuffs i need.
reached home and start to do the remaining presents. hearts + some stars + wrapping of flowers - with the help from him =)
friday;
senior on urgent leave; so i`m quite packed up the whole day till 4.45pm. went home after work and take the presents before taking train down to town to meet san jing. original time - 6.30pm. end up met her at 7.30pm. walked around and went to swensens for dinner. mich & jian came [ planned a lie that mich isn`t coming; and i still try to cover here and there; lols ].
ordered main course and side dish. firehouse ice-cream & balloon surprise from mich to san jing =) opening presents session + many many pics =) left swensens at about 11pm. they accompanied me to lucky plaza`s bus-stop and i took 65 home.
last but not least;
happy birthday; san jing ! - HUGs -
i will never let you go ❤
