Sunday, December 30, 2007
* 11:59 PM *
before the day ends; would like to wish myself & whoever`s birthday is on 30 December - happy birthday !
some updates on what has happened during the weekend;
Saturday;
had tuition from 10am - 1.05pm. walk over to take 80 to hg central and walk over to hg plaza to meet jie for k-session [ 2.25pm - 6.10pm ]; and was paid by jie - thanks !
called san jing and was told to meet her at her house downstairs. so took 74 from hg plaza to her house; almost lost my way; but luckily still manage to find it; lols. waited for san jing for about half an hour; and monster appeared together with her ! lols. san jing says need to go coffee shop buy dinner; and we came to this playground; san jing stayed awhile; and we continue to walk. behind the playground was a shelter area with bbq pits around it; and realise that the rest of the people were there !
which includes him; jie; san jing; monster; michelle nu`er; weida papa; meihui; suqing & raymond. it was the cake with lit up candles which he is holding reveal the surprise to me.
after some commotion on the cake; photo-taking; the rest of the people continue their bbq-ing. look around and saw some minor decors done to the pillars of the shelter.
next is opening of michelle nuer`s presents; weida`s present & san jing`s presents; and not forgetting those drawn monsters; vegetables; videos; pictures etc..
oh ya; and one more thing; when jie & me were in k; it was raining; they postponed their meet up time for 5pm to 6pm due to the rain; luckily the weather turns good afterwhich; if not think they will be headache lerx !
left the bbq at around 10.30pm; accompany jie to wait for bus; then me & him also take bus home; but he alighted first; and he brought back san jing`s bag of presents home for me as i got no enough hands to carry =X
went home online; and as the clock strikes 12am; calls; messages came in. thanks !
slept at around 2.30am; and there were also messages came in at 5am+ lols.
Sunday;
woke up at around 8.30am initially; sort of awaken by his sms. decided to continue to sleep for an hour; but in between was awaken by parents` conversations. finally force myself to wake up at around 9,30am; by his phone call as well. as i was about to step into the toilet to bath; receive a phone call from jie saying that she is around my house downstairs o.0 according to jie; it was meant to be a surprise but too bad; due to some misunderstanding of roads; the surprise not that big; but it`s really a surprise for me. thanks !
and jie was carrying big bag small bag; so she went to my house to sit while she is waiting for her parents to fetch her and while i was bathing. left the house together with her at around 10.15am; then i went to meet him at the bus-stop behind my house.
going to take bus to have breakfast + lunch with parents =) ate till around 12.10pm and went to take bus to cine for movie [ National Treasure ] and buffet [ Suki Sushi ]. the buffet was really filling enough that it was our tea-break + dinner lols.
took bus back to his house; some surprises from him; thanks ! then home sweet home ~
last but not least; a big thank you to the following people:-
- him ; thanks for your effort in planning the surprises for both yesterday & today ; and not forgetting the presents as well *muacks*
- weiling jie ; thanks for organising yesterday`s bbq and planning the surprises for both days ; and the presents *hugs*
- san jing dar ; thanks for planning for yesterday`s bbq and time spent on the presents . san jing ba liang never had separation =X *hugs*
- michelle nu`er ; though your lie didn`t succeed but thanks for the effort for yesterday; for bbq-ing and the presents *hugs*
- weida papa ; long time no see ! glad that you turn up yesterday & thanks for your present too ! *take care*
- cai / monster / vegetable ; thanks for the videos and drawings ! sorry for unable to provide you with alot of food; but thanks for turning up ! *hugs* don`t separate me & ling =(
- jolin lover ; though you didn`t turn up but thanks for your wishes; shall meet up soon ! *hugs*
- suqing ; raymond ; meihui ; thanks for helping out in planning for yesterday too; and the presents + wishes ! *hugs*
- zixin ; jenny ; evonne ; lay cheng ; diana jie - thanks for your wishes; all the best !
may 2oo8 be a smooth-sailing year for all of you.
i will never let you go ❤
Friday, December 28, 2007
* 9:48 PM *
end of working days =) sort of being qi si during work; but well life goes on. felt relieved when i saw the time on my desktop strike 5.30pm! tried to call san jing before i leave office; but end up give up and left. took bus 70 down to hg to meet him; meanwhile still trying to call san jing cos need to pass her something. and she finally called back at around 6.45pm? hahas. so we change plan and headed straight to hg mall instead; so that can pass san jing there also.
went to mac look for san jing and went to have dinner; home sweet home =)
upcoming plans:
saturday;
- tuition ; 10am to 1pm
- k-session with jie ; 2pm to 5 / 5.30pm ?
- meet up with san jing [ still awaiting for updates from her ]
sunday;
- still awaiting for updates from him ? i guess.
head burst ! with bills =(
i will never let you go ❤
Thursday, December 27, 2007
* 10:12 PM *
a belated Merry Christmas to all ! =)
back to work after the holiday and was tied up with work ; busy ! 1 more working day to go and here comes my weekend ! hoho.
wondering what is going to happen this weekend; only know that saturday will have tuition; then meeting jie; san jing. don`t know what programs yet. no one told me anything =(
yawns*
i will never let you go ❤
Sunday, December 23, 2007
* 12:32 AM *
an update before i`m off to sleep =)
yesterday [ saturday ];
had tuition from 10am - 1.30pm. not only the student stress; tutor also stress - shake head - and reminder; please do your homework =X
took a bus down to city hall mrt station to meet meihui & ziwei; then walk over to meet suqing near marina square. had lunch before we started our purchasing - asking me to choose what i need / want as birthday presents.
so end up i got an elle wallet; ink bag & a dress + belt from a shop. think both suqing & meihui are trying very hard to make me to try on dresses. i still find that i don`t look good on it =X
thanks alot to those who have contributed to these 3 presents - suqing ; meihui ; ziwei ; lihui ; joanne.L ; christine & joanne.T.
suqing; do let me know if i have missed out anyone =)
accidentally walk over to suntec and bought bedsheets for parents from the warehouse sale. walk over to mrt station to take train back to aljunied and meet parents.
tomorrow; or rather later will be meeting san jing for k-session. hoho. emo emo songs ~
throat itchy; end up will tend to cough a little; if cough too much will lead to flu. shake head* hope this won`t continue to happen on me. and hopefully my ulcer will gone soon ~
please take good care;
drink plenty of water;
and have more rest;
sighs*
i will never let you go ❤
Saturday, December 22, 2007
* 12:07 AM *
happy birthday monster ! =) finally it`s your turn lerx. all the best in everything you do ; and and don`t snatch san jing ! =X
i will never let you go ❤
Friday, December 21, 2007
* 9:39 PM *
weekend is here and soon it`ll be the end of 2007 ~
a short recep on what had happened these 5 days;
monday;
accompanied my colleague to bugis during lunch time to get a xmas present for gift exchange. travelling time + eating + picking presents are taking us alot of time. left office at around 6pm.
tuesday;
had lunch with my colleagues. a treat from manager to december birthday girls =) thanks alot. went to swensens and i had grilled fish sambal despite of my ulcer =(
wednesday;
had gift exchange and i got a pair of earrings =) thanks alot. a little commotion during the gift exchange session; lols. had a noisy afternoon due to the knockings by the contractors. they are trying to shift the cubicles next to me; and it lasted for almost till the end of the day. left office at around 5.15pm; went to singpost to submit EP application; went to amk hub for dinner; home sweet home ~
thursday;
public holiday - hari raya haji. was feeling very sleepy + rotting on the bed till i force myself to get out of the bed at around 12pm? online awhile; bath and headed to J8 to meet him. had my breakfast + lunch before heading to funan. drowning myself with water is whatever i have been doing + toilet trips.
and thanks san jing for helping me to buy the donuts to monster =)
today;
work alone as colleague is on leave. doesn`t go smoothly and neither does it end smoothly also. decided not to work OT so left office at around 5.55pm. it was raining heavily after i boarded the bus; making me so cold ! had instant noodles as dinner; watched tv till 9pm and here i am online.
ulcer is killing me =( hopefully it will recover soon & itchy throat. sighs*
weekend plans;
saturday:
- tuition
- out with suqing & meihui in the afternoon
- meet up with parents to buy stuffs and back home for dinner.
sunday:
- out for breakfast + lunch with parents till 11.45am
- meet up with san jing in the late afternoon
he isn`t in my weekend plans as he is having camp. shake head - yawns*
i will never let you go ❤
Sunday, December 16, 2007
* 9:48 PM *
weekend is coming to an end; and it will be 4 working days for this coming week.
thursday & friday;
went back to work; quite busy; still have uncomplete stuffs to do & follow ups. hopefully with the festive seasons coming around; we won`t be that busy.
accompanied my colleague to IP to check on the log cake from polar puffs & cakes; as our dept will be having a tax christmas party on 24 Dec (9am - 11am). then will be having company lunch at 12pm; thereafter it`s the end of work. =)
saturday;
happy birthday to evonne ~ all the best in whatever you do and hope you like the present.
had tuition-ing from 10am - around 3.30pm. went home rot awhile; then went to fetch mummy before heading to evonne`s house to pass her presents. left her place at around 7pm and we headed to kallang bahru to have dinner with him. but he reached 10 minutes earlier than us; sorry =(
went to amk hub to buy christmas present [ gift exchange between colleagues sitting around me ]. home sweet home !
today;
woke up at 7.45am; left house at around 9am to go baibai. had breakfast + lunch at around 11am. took a bus to sim lim tower to meet him at around 12pm. due to my sotong-ness; i sort of took the wrong bus [ as it didn`t stop at sim lim tower; it stopped at sim lim square instead ] & i forgot to tap my ezlink card when i alight. sotong me =(
went to bugis and bought myself a bag; took a bus to cine and buy tickets for [ Warlords ]. the movie is approximately about 2.5 hours; quite long but it`s nice; just that alot of violence scenes & touching scenes that made me tear.
went to his house for dinner + watching star awards and here am i blogging.
going to meet suqing & meihui this sat [ 22 Dec ] =) but the latest time i need to go off is 5+pm; sorry.
i will never let you go ❤
Thursday, December 13, 2007
* 12:35 AM *
a little update before i`m off to bed soon to be prepared for work later in the day =(
a short recap for the past 3 days;
monday;
still struggling with tuesday`s paper revision. all questions look so complicated to me. didn`t manage to practice alot though. talk with senior on the phone in between & ask him to test me on ratio formulae.
and since poor me is struggling with exam; he decided to bring me go walk walk after dinner. watched [ The Golden Compass ]. though abit no ending but it`s still quite a nice show afterall. went home and continued my revision till around 1am and off to bed.
tuesday;
supposed to wake up at 7am; but ended up delayed till 8am. no choice lah; too sleepy. did abit of pilot paper and look through some questions; decided to give up on doing so it was just reading. ate breakfast + lunch at around 11am; went to take a short nap after that. woke up at around 12.15pm; bath & went to expo to look for suqing & huimei.
time was ticking away; and i`ve officially ended my exams =)
wednesday;
took a 1 day leave to recharge my battery. and he is to think of the places to go; but due to the rainy weather; sort of restricted to indoor activities; but it`s still a nice nice day =)
went to vivo for breakfast + lunch; daiso [ buy gift bag ]; e-zone [ look at people play arcade]; pet safari [ look at the pets & pets being groomed ]; took bus to marina square.
went to arcade [ daytona; game machine & toy catcher ]; bought tickets for [ Alvin and the Chipmunks ]; supercue; dinner; back to movie. a funny movie; worth watching =) walked around before going home.
* thanks for planning and making my day enjoyable =) *
thursday;
that is today; going back to work. can see that my senior is packed with work while i`m not around. many things just come to her. hope everything is fine for us later.
i will never let you go ❤
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
* 12:26 AM *
it`s the end of exams ! =) today`s paper; or rather yesterday`s paper was kind of cmi i think. not carrying too much hope; though still hoping a pass for both my papers.
and i`m rewarding myself a 1 day leave today [ wednesday ] ! not sure what the plans are; but at least i will have a good break to recharge myself before i go back to work on tomorrow [ thursday ].
not forgetting to mention; after so many months; i finally saw lihui. coincidentally same exam venue; so manage to see her =) must bug her to find some time and meet us lerx. * meihui & suqing; we must go bug her okay? lols *
san jing; 2 more papers to go ?
jiayou ! and we will go for . . .
our mi mi * =X
i will never let you go ❤
Monday, December 10, 2007
* 12:05 AM *
looking forward to tomorrow`s 6.15pm ; end of exams =)
though currently still trying to struggle it. hopefully i can manage and survive through it.
jiayou ~
i will never let you go ❤
Friday, December 07, 2007
* 7:37 PM *
1 paper down; 1 more to go . . .
monday;
wanted to wake up in the middle of the night but failed. so in the end woke up at around 7am+. studied and had breakfast + lunch at home. take a 45mins rest / nap before i bath and get ready to go for exam.
met suqing at expo mrt and we started talking to ourselves while on the way to hall 1 [ exam venue ]. exam started at 3pm; with 15 minutes reading time & 3 hours for writing. seriously speaking; if i had studied enough; the paper is fine. but due to the theory; i`m at the risk of being unable to make it. keeping my fingers crossed and hoping for the miracle.
everything ended at around 6.30pm; and he was outside waiting already. * sorry to let you wait for so long =( * went to eastpoint for dinner and some purchasing then home sweet home ~
tuesday & wednesday;
went back to work. clearing emails & bills but still didn`t manage to finish up all. need senior`s help for the next few days to do my work & clear 1 of the bills.
thursday;
went to meet him for breakfast + lunch before we headed to bishan. went to library and i start my studying whereas he went for his driving lesson. managed to write finish the notes for whatever notes i brought out =) went back his house & watch movie on his laptop; dinner & rot.
today;
went to school to enrol for next semester lesson + payment of ICPAS subscription fees. there was only 6 people infront of me yet the waiting + processing time is about 45 minutes? went to KAP for breakfast + lunch; then went to school library to study while he went for his lesson. managed to complete writing the notes for 3 FRS. think there are 3 - 4 FRSes to go; and somemore is those important & big topics =(
4 more days to end of exam !
all the best to those who are having exams & tests now / soon ~
i will never let you go ❤
Sunday, December 02, 2007
* 2:00 PM *
in 24 hours time; i should be somewhere near expo?
besides; [ stress ; emo ; depression ; tears ; crying ] i can`t think of any other words to describe my feelings now .
feel so alone now *
- g0nes -
i will never let you go ❤
Saturday, December 01, 2007
* 8:52 PM *
800th post : it has been a long time since i blogged or appeared in msn. commenced my study leave on wednesday; 28 november.
monday;
my senior was back from her long leave. throw back all her files to her and i`m busy with my work thereafter.
tuesday;
tried to clear my work before i go on leave; busy all the way till 7.30pm. went home; rot; rest; and sleep.
wednesday;
start of my study leave. went back to school to meet him for lunch at 1pm.
then went to library to meet suqing to study. scratching head for all the questions we are facing ! studied till around 5.15pm as weiling jie reached school lerx.
so proceeded to LT for an evening event. everything was fine except with this guy sitting next to me. think he must be someone from IMH. [ perhaps san jing may want to help me check? ]
it ended at around 10pm then future jie-fu; jie & me walked over to kap. both of them had their dinner/supper there; and i joined suqing to study while waiting for him to settle his stuffs. he reached at around 12.30am and we had our late dinner before taking a cab home.
thursday;
met him at j8 in the morning; had lunch and went to his place to study. questions & headaches are killing me !
friday;
as usual; went to school and meet him for lunch before going to library to study. not long after suqing came; then he went for his lessons. both of us couldn`t concentrate on our revisions and we ended up chit-chatting -.- decided to change studying spot to atrium at around 4pm; and i left at around 5.30pm after he is done with his stuffs.
took bus to amk and had a little entertainment by watching [ enchanted ]. the duration is almost 2 hours and it`s a nice blended fairytale & real life story =)
today;
went to school to meet him and i tried to memorise all those numbers and concepts.
the day is coming nearer; and my tears are getting more; emotionally breakdown. what can i do? totally no confidence for it. feel like giving it up; negative thoughts come to me once again. thinking if i`ve made the wrong choice / wrong move. making a step that is torturing myself. though if i complete it; it`ll be good for my future; but now i feel that i`m sick & tired of my life. to work & to study at the same time. i`m not a robot. though normally i didn`t try to be discipline enough to revise after lesson; but the amount of energy it takes to attend lessons on weekends / after work is enough for me to make my battery dead flat.
i`m missing my poly life. missing the craps and complains we had. the rushing and pushing of deadlines. we used to complain about all these; but now come to think of it; it`s nothing compared to those what we`re going through now? a 100% exam really kills. feel like letting it go . . .
it`s only less than 2 days away ; sighs.
crippled ; lost ; tears ; breakdown ; depression *
all the best to those who are having tests and exams (:
i will never let you go ❤
