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Thursday, July 31, 2008
* 11:55 PM *
some updates before i`m off to sleep; partly is accompany ahgong to chat; lols. since when i become hao ren ><

work as usual; finally managed to clear some work that is pending for quite some time. though still got somemore in my tray. left office together with colleague at around 5.45pm and took train to school. reached early; so "napped" awhile on my desk. stressful lesson ! first time in lesson; got people talk to me; to ask questions lols. surprised * lesson ended at 1o.4opm; called parents to send me home since daddy is fetching mummy. waited for around 2o minutes; and i was standing outside the school. alot of guys pass by me & look into my direction; at that moment; just feel like find a hole to hide myself; scary*

just nice ahgong sms-ed me when my lesson just ended; so was sms-ing while waiting for parents; thanks ! reached home; ate abit of food & came online lerx.

meals of the day:

breakfast - bread
lunch - chicken chop + rice
dinner - portion of hokkien noodles

abit of cough; throat pain & fever =(

wondering how tomorrow will be like.

1 day more !


i will never let you go

Wednesday, July 30, 2008
* 7:51 PM *
some usual updates of my life;

29 July [ Tuesday ];
went to see 2 doctors in the morning & mummy accompanied me =) had breakfast with parents before seeing doctor. was given MC by 1st doctor; while waiting for the 2nd clinic to open; walk around; end up mummy & myself bought 1 top each. everything ends about 1oam++. & now i have plenty of medicine ! accompany mummy to bus stop; then head to mrt station to take train to work. reach office at around 11am+; and the medicine takes effect ! drowsy & sleepy whole day. left office at around 545pm; walked to mrt station with colleague and i headed to cine to meet up with suqing.

had dinner at foodcourt; and we walked around heeren; ngee ann city & wisma; bought 1 top at G2ooo; we have no fate with the pants there ! we had fun gossiping & updating on our lifes. walked to the bus stop near wheelock place to take bus since she is walking to that direction too. reached home at around 9pm+.

meals of the day:

breakfast - wanton noodles
lunch - dumpling noodles
dinner - yi mian

3o July [ Wednesday ];
1 step nearer to weekend. stupid medicine is making me drowsy and giddy whole day. left office at around 545pm & went tanjong pagar xchange to run some errands before taking bus home. supposed to have dinner with weiling jie; but she is still busy then; so nevermind.

meals of the day:

breakfast - bread
lunch - fish + rice
dinner - cup noodles

chinese medicine are driving me crazy ! arghs =( feel helpless . . .

2 days more !


i will never let you go

Monday, July 28, 2008
* 11:28 PM *
start of the week; work & left office at around 715pm.

not feeling well; throat in pain [ even when i swallow food; or even yawn ]. and not forgetting headaches. going to see 2 doctors tomorrow in the morning; for different thingy & back to work in the afternoon.

meals of the day:

breakfast - bread
lunch - noodles
dinner - instant noodles

i felt the emptyness in me on my way home . . .
everyone is getting busier;
or has it been me neglecting the people around me ?
i don`t know;
perhaps that`s what i deserve.

4 days more !


i will never let you go

Sunday, July 27, 2008
* 10:28 PM *
rotting day for me today; so yup; nothing much happened. went to eat breakfast with parents; baibai grandparents; eat lunch with parents; tuition & home lerx.

fever is better; i think should be fine. throat getting more & more pain though =(

thanks to ahgong & weiling jie for trying to cheer me up =) *hugs*

meals of the day:

breakfast - lor mee
lunch - kuay chap
dinner - cup noodles

can`t wait for working days ahead . . .
5 days more !


i will never let you go

Saturday, July 26, 2008
* 10:20 PM *
just a random post; have been staying at home whole day & rot. after the previous post; fever went up to 38.1 degrees. going to offline after this post lerx.

meals of the day:

breakfast - bread
lunch + dinner - hokkien noodles

1o12pm marks the end of our conversation;
regardless of whether you can book out;
counting down to friday so that we can be in contact again.
take good care of yourself & jiayou !
i`ll take good care of myself and will be healthy by the time you are out;
6 days more !
imu*


i will never let you go

* 11:23 AM *
some updates for the past few days;

23 July [ Wednesday ];
busy busy day; left office at around 7.2opm & managed to catch the last bus. have him accompany to chat on phone while on my way home; thanks =) eat something while waiting for him to call back; lasted about 3o minutes.

meals of the day:

breakfast - soon kueh
lunch - curry chicken rice
dinner - bread

24 July [ Thursday ];
left office at around 6.1opm & managed to reach school at 6.45pm exact. left at around 8.5opm [ during break time ]; since don`t feel like continuing to stay there. on phone with him for about 45 minutes =)

meals of the day:

breakfast - bread
lunch - handmade noodles
dinner - pancake + soya bean drink

25 July [ Friday ];
last working day of the week; not feeling well. left office at around 6pm and went amk for tuition lerx. feel that i was having fever. left at around 9.2opm; took bus back to interchange & change bus back to home. chatted on phone with him on my way home; but hanged up halfway because he was tired. by then i was not feeling very good lerx. keep feeling very cold. reached home took temp; 37 degrees. took panadol & sleep.

meals of the day:

breakfast - bread
lunch - nasi lemak
dinner - cup noodles

26 July [ Saturday ];
no plans for today since he`s still in camp. will just stay at home and rest. woke up once at 8am+; temp taken - 37.3 degrees. sleep back and wake up around 1oam; temp taken - 37.5 degrees. went downstairs buy some stuffs [ already feel nua ]; reach home at 11am and take again - 37.8 degrees -.-

last day to contact lerx; afterwhich loner for next 5 days+ =(
siting`; you can do it de ! =)
7 days more !


i will never let you go

Tuesday, July 22, 2008
* 8:28 PM *
came to update while transferring files from comp to hp;

19 July [ Saturday ];
tuition from 1oam - 1pm & he was at downstairs of my student`s house lerx. he came over to fetch me after he went home after his book out. headed to J8 to take some stuffs and had lunch at [ Long John Silver ]. headed to amk hub & bought tickets for [ The Dark Knight ]. since it was still early; went over to hello! shop and spent about 4o mins there. bought drinks and went in for the show lerx. 2.5 hours show & the show was alright.

went watson to buy some stuffs; went his house area to run errands; fetch his daddy; back to his place; rot till around 1opm++ & headed to hg point. wanted to eat sakae supper buffet; but all entrances were closed by then lerx. so we ended up having mac as our late dinner and he sent me home after that =)

2o July [ Sunday ];
woke up at around 8am; rot awhile & wash up; took bus to his house area; reached around 1oam. had breakfast + lunch at coffeeshop; bought stuffs at ntuc & back to his place. rot & watch tv; then went downstairs to have dinner lerx. back to his place & he prepares his stuff and we left together & parted our ways.

21 July [ Monday ];
another busy working day & left office at around 715pm. didn`t meet up with darling friends as nu`er can`t make it. headed home after work & reach around 815pm. pack my room & online-d; talk to him on phone for about 3o mins.

meals of the day:

breakfast - bread
lunch - vegetarian food
dinner - 3 oreo biscuits

22 July [ Tuesday ];
happy birthday huifang ! another year older lerx =X jiayou for your studies and see you soon !

another working day. the bus i took kana accident with another car while i was on the way to work. wonder why the buses i take always met into accident so easily. i lost balance; knock dao + scared dao =( left office at around 545pm as i was not feeling well. did homework but i don`t understand the question at all; so i left blank for almost all questions.

meals of the day:

breakfast - bread
lunch - chicken horfun
dinner - muffin

my boy will not be able to book out this weekend as he will be having field camp; meaning he can only book out on next friday / saturday. and we will not be able to contact each other from this sunday till then =( another test for me !

1o days more !
i.miss.you*


i will never let you go

Friday, July 18, 2008
* 7:45 PM *
last working day of the week; but still in emo mood.

16 July [ Wednesday ];
work and left around 6pm; and headed home. online-d; but i felt down due to some reasons.

meals of the day:-

breakfast - bread
lunch - mixed vege rice
dinner - cup noodles

17 July [ Thursday ];
work and left around 6pm; and headed school. lesson-ed; and felt sleepy. had the earliest time of release finally - 1o.25pm [ though still over time ]

meals of the day:-

breakfast - bread
lunch - handmade noodles
dinner - old chang kee

18 July [ Friday ];
work and left around 6.3opm; and headed home [ as he will only be out tomorrow; sighs ]. not sure how will i spend the night though.

meals of the day:-

breakfast - bread
lunch - crayfish pasta
dinner - most probably skipping it

你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的


i have you to be with
everything will be easy
. . .
你是我的魔力
想要勇敢就想你
一眨眼睛把不如意都变成流星
你是我的魔力
心情不好我就想你
删除忧郁复制甜蜜笑容不结冰


握着你的手走过快乐和难过
黑夜白昼我们都曾经拥有
人生是没有定律的一种节奏
不如用心去感受
快乐的一刻胜过永恒的难过
黑夜过后就有日出和日落
两个人走不会寂寞
每一刻都会珍惜都会把握
庆幸有你爱我

Ti amo te quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你
Sarang hae and i love you
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎


1 day more !


i will never let you go

Tuesday, July 15, 2008
* 9:39 PM *
some updates while waiting for his call [ hopefully there is in the first place ];

14 July [ Monday ];
monday blues & super emo day. "commit suicide" using folder; as it scratched my hand accidentally =( work till 6.3opm and headed to amk to meet up with darling friends. reach at about 7.3opm [ meeting time : 6.3opm ]. sorry that i`m late again; but told them to start dinner first. had steamboat for dinner and had fun =) lover went off after dinner; so papa; nu`er; san jing & me went walk walk for some stuffs before we parted.

meals of the day:-

breakfast - none [ no time to eat ]
lunch - yong tau foo
dinner - steamboat

15 July [ Tuesday ];
busy busy day; 2 - 3 carelessness today and all these incidents happen while i was on the phone with him during day time; lols. and he bth me of my clumsyness lerx. worked till 7pm and reached home at around 8pm. having headache again. did homework [ with some parts don`t know how to do ] till around 9pm and came online.

meals of the day:-

breakfast - bread [ yesterday`s breakfast ]
lunch - prawn noodles
dinner - bread [ supposed to be for today`s breakfast ]

he`s having lesser & lesser free time; which means lesser time for contacting. ><

4 days more !


i will never let you go

Sunday, July 13, 2008
* 9:01 PM *
hate this timing; which is weekend is coming to an end & i`m going to face 5 working days again before i get to enjoy ! =(

12 July [ Saturday ];
woke up around 83oam due to his sms. lai chuang awhile and i prepare myself to go for tuition lerx. tuition-ed from 1oam - 1245pm & headed home. he reached my house about 1o minutes after i reach home ? and he brought a bottle of herbal tea which his mummy made *thanks*

rot awhile then i went to bath; then took cab down to the cathay; intention - to buy movie tickets. the tickets were sold out for the timing we wanted; so we headed to ps instead. tickets selling fast; but we still bought =) had lunch + dinner at [ Carl`s Junior ]. yup; my first time there; food was not bad; thou a little big portion.

went to walk around ps for the next 1.5 hours before our movie starts. bought 2 tops from G2ooo & food from carrefour. watched [ Red Cliff ]; about 2 hours ++ show; and we are sitting at the 2nd row from the front. neck achingg; but still alright. and he sent me home by cab after that =)

13 July [ Sunday ];
woke up at around 83oam [ due to my alarm clock & his call ]. supposedly to go bath; but mummy snatched toilet ! so ended up we talk on phone till mummy is out. then went to bath; daddy send me to bus stop; then i took bus to his house lerx. took bus to amk; went popular buy some stuffs & went for our k-session.

system hang twice [ but is cos of a particular song ] & food was served late; shake head* and now they set the timing to stop your song once the time is up. went for some shopping of necessity & took bus back to his house.

rot awhile; then he cooked noodles for ourselves; then leave house together with his mummy & we parted our ways.

can`t help to feel a little "bu she" when it comes to this timing;
cos the time seems so short.
bu zhi bu juan; it has been 1 month since this cycle starts;
not sure if i`ve gradually get used to it.
hmms; maybe a little ?
thanks for being so forgiving & patience towards my ren xing & -ve thingy.
please take good care & recover soon;
6 days more !


i will never let you go

Friday, July 11, 2008
* 11:55 PM *
it has been a long time since i online & blog; shall update some before i`m off to sleep.

7 July [ Monday ];
monday blues at work. met up with san jing; nu`er & lover. surprisingly papa & sj appeared too; lols. had dinner at yes asian; and i`m late. as i only managed to leave office at around 7.15pm when our meet-up time is 63opm. we parted our ways; then san jing; nu`er & me went walk walk. felt tired so decided to head home; while both of them went walk walk.

meals of the day:

breakfast - bread
lunch - crayfish horfun
dinner - twin roasted meat with horfun

8 July [ Tuesday ]:
happy birthday suqing ! hope you have enjoyed your day; and jiayou in everything you do =)

busy busy at work. had meeting with clients; and they are super friendly. had lunch together; me & colleague were super full. force myself to leave office at 6pm; because supposedly got tuition. but due to some stuffs; it was cancelled; so i head home instead.

meals of the day:-

breakfast - bread
lunch - indonesian food
dinner - cup noodles

9 July [ Wednesday ];
another busy day. left office at around 6pm; and reach tuition place at 6.45pm. tuition-ed till around 9.3opm.

meals of the day:-

breakfast - bread
lunch - mixed vegetable rice
dinner - noodles

1o July [ Thursday ];
besides busy; there`s no other word to describe my work lerx ba. left office together with colleague at around 5.45pm; took train to school for lesson. it ended at 11pm; where it supposed to end at 1o15pm. bus-ed home; and by the time i was already very very tired. =(

meals of the day:-

breakfast - bread
lunch - BK
dinner - soya bean + pancake

11 July [ Friday ];
last working day & feeling alright. left office at around 5.45pm; took train to amk & settle some stuff before i took bus to tuition place. tuition-ed till around 9.3opm. bus-ed to amk interchange then come & online-d.

meals of the day:-

breakfast - bread
lunch - yong tau foo
dinner - cup noodles

1 day more ! =(


i will never let you go

Sunday, July 06, 2008
* 8:26 PM *
end of weekend; a simple weekend with quality time spent =)

4 July [ Friday ];
continue from this day again; cos supposedly my boy is supposed to come out on saturday; but had a surprise from him when he asked me to prepare myself to go downstairs at around 9pm. though previously i`ve got a feeling of such things; but can`t guarantee + can`t have high expectations; in case got higher disappointments. and before that he`s still telling me he went for this & that; faints-

so prepared myself and went down; and we headed to amk for movie [ Wanted ]. bought some food in as well. violent & make me abit uncomfortable de movie. a 2 hour movie; left amk at around 12am and he sent me home after that.

5 July [ Saturday ];
meet him at 1oam at J8; had breakfast at mac and bought tickets for [ 1o Promises to My Dog ]. walk around since it was still early; then went in for the movie lerx. a touching movie; and as usual i teared when watching it. walk around J8; then took bus to sheng siong [ near his place ] for some shopping lols. thanks for the fruit 'n' nut chocolate ! hugs* took bus back to his house; bought tako yaki & hotdog waffle before going up.

rot awhile; around 9pm went down to buy dinner for his daddy & ourselves. went ntuc; coffee shop & pasar malam; ended up bought alot of food. i can`t finish mine; so not sure what about them; cos i was watching tv =X

watched till 11pm; then he sent me home after that.

6 July [ Sunday ];
woke up at around 9am; prepared myself and daddy sent me to his place. had breakfast + lunch; bought some stuffs & food for his mummy then went back lerx. used his laptop while he`s busy doing things & packing; then rot till around 5+; went to coffeeshop had early dinner. his daddy sent him to pasir ris; and i took bus home.

shake head; this coming weekend; he`ll only be out on sat noon / afternoon & in on sunday evening ><

6 days more !


i will never let you go

Friday, July 04, 2008
* 7:34 PM *
didn`t manage to come online for past few days; so here are the updates;

2 July [ Wednesday ];
as usual busy at work; left office at around 6pm cos got tuition and in fact i`m already late. so sms her in advance and i reach around 6.5opm. ended tuition at 1o.3opm; took bus home; and slept cos was really tired. some stuffs happened too; shan`t mention much.

3 July [ Thursday ];
another busy day [ or rather i`m going to get real busy nowadays ? ]. force myself to leave at 6pm as i will be having my 1st lesson. took train and bought some food for dinner and headed school. serious teacher; a little jokes in between; and it seems so tough. arghs ! hope i can understand. lesson ended at around 1o.35pm [ where it supposed to end at 1o.15pm; the end time of lectures for this lecturer is subject to his discretion =( ]. as i was carrying books & alot of notes; i called mummy to see where she & daddy were. since my daddy just managed to fetch my mummy; so i managed to get them to come school and sent me home =) by then was already in sleepy mode.

4 July [ Friday ];
last working day of the week. workload slightly better; managed to clear those work that were pending over the past few days. left office at around 6pm; and here i am online.

1 day more !


i will never let you go

Tuesday, July 01, 2008
* 9:44 PM *
another routine working day; busy at work; left office at around 6.3opm. watched tv & online. don`t know what to do for now also; will just rot around i think.

meals for the day:

breakfast - none [ no time to eat ]
lunch - yong tau foo
dinner - breakfast`s bread

4 days more !
[ edtted to 3 days more ! ]


i will never let you go



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siting
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capricorn
full-time working + part-time acca


wishing for;

* short getaway
* an enjoyable & memorable birthday
* to be cherished and treasured
* able to see meteor
* stable friendships
* to complete my studies
* watch
* jacket
* digital IXUS 95 IS
* i-touch
* lose weight
* earring rack
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hearts & stars stuffs
fireworks
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my boy :)
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stress
broken promises + lies
being taken for granted
being made use of
flirts
alone & neglected


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